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i really am being left behind and everyone else is so far ahead of me and i can’t foresee myself ever doing anything good or anyone ever caring 

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i swear i only ever come to tumblr when i’m feeling depressed but hoooooo boy i am fucking depressed 

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anxiety is a brilliant appetite suppressant 

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Luisa Beccaria SS 2016

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Do you ever just feel yourself spiralling worse than you ever have before? 

I think the fact that I’m super self-aware of my irrationality and my quick fuse makes everything so much worse. Why the fuck am I so black and white? Why can’t I ever be happy? Why do I have to punish myself for things that are so entirely out of my control?

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I have put on so much weight I want to die someone help me 

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i was doing well for so long but i cannot tell you how badly i just want to revert back to my old ways and get rid of the disgusting amount of food i just ate. 

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35568) I’m so tired of being at war with myself.

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why can’t things that are good stay good

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turns out i’m still a jealous baby but i can still be overjoyed through it all

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