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( msg : captain ) oh my god ( msg : captain ) i have a copy in my backpack.... i’m on my way ( msg : captain ) i’m leaving class i was bored anyway ( msg : captain ) don’t buy anything !! i’ll be there soon ( msg : captain ) or maybe buy me some snacks....

( a kkt message arrived for @jnygih ) 

↳( kkt: jinyoungie ): hey i’m at the mall rn 

↳( kkt: jinyoungie ) what was the gift list for my mom again ?  i left the paper on my desk back home.

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ihjoohyun:

( kkt: mr. brightside ) that’s just you, booboo ( kkt: mr. brightside ) you’re the only person who finds it amusing enough to change the touch id to your fingerprints 🙄 ( kkt: mr. brightside ) you want me to get a ruler every time i fuck a guy and send you his measurements? because i will ( kkt: mr. brightside ) but wow… he sounds like a real man 💞💞💞 ( kkt: mr. brightside ) how do they make you shy?? they’re just handcuffs ( kkt: mr. brightside ) i hope they let us customize them because i want mine to be pink with a cute hot pink belt so i can carry around a matching hot pink baton that i can hit bad guys with ( kkt: mr. brightside ) omg your ass would look good in shorts but it’s december now jinyoung they might say no ( kkt: mr. brightside ) tell him to text me when you do 😘😘😘

( msg : anna sun ) i’m probably the funniest person i know... 💞 ( msg : anna sun ) yes please!! i just want to know... i don’t see enough of them to like know what’s big and what’s average. i’m innocent 😳 ( msg : anna sun ) i think the idea of commitment just scares me but also makes me really excited... so handcuffs is like... we really doing this? do you know what i mean?  ( msg : anna sun ) also it’s hot.. i’ve been arrested a few times 😉 😉 💦  ( msg : anna sun ) i know but maybe some tighter slacks will do... and ugh you’re going to look so hot !! let’s have matching batons.. i’ll have a blue one ( msg : anna sun ) he said yes... i told him i’m bringing a friend along and he sent an emoji... he wants us joo

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ihjoohyun:

( kkt: mr. brightside ) 🙄🙄🙄 i’ve seen bigger ( kkt: mr. brightside ) why would you advertise it to me??? i already know your dick size and it’s average?? ( kkt: mr. brightside ) omg even his name is hot 😍 ( kkt: mr. brightside ) do you think he would arrest me for not being religious enough? is he one of those guys that actually fights for liberty and justice because he humps the bible every night before going to sleep? ( kkt: mr. brightside ) shut up you’re not allowed to blush you’re not even single ( kkt: mr. brightside ) omg lets join and fight crime jinjin 👮🏻👮🏻‍♀️🚨🚓 ( kkt: mr. brightside ) i’d look cute in a uniform right?

( msg : anna sun ) idk to whoever goes through  your phone ( msg : anna sun ) i don’t know that kind of guys you’ve been sleeping with but i’m pretty sure i’m above average at least ( msg : anna sun ) he really likes liberty and justice because i asked him to help me shake a vending machine to get some free gum but he just paid for it instead and gave it to me so bible fucking is a guarantee  ( msg : anna sun ) i just pictured handcuffs! commitment makes me blush and also it’s called free love and also just handcuffs make me shy like they’re all metal and stuff  ( msg : anna sun ) yes you would! do you think they would let us customize our own?? i want one with shorts... sign-ups are next week... we better hurry ( msg : anna sun ) i’m going to text him right now to see if he’s still leading it

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@jieunih​ !

he's watched enough movies to know he must act in france -- he wears a loose shirt with blue stripes, tucks it into comfortable white pants that end right above his ankles; when he talks, he sticks his lips out too far, rounds them too neatly, sings each syllable as though music were the only way to communicate. he has a journal where he draws -- badly -- the sunrise, the sunset, the shape of shadows over trees, the ruddy texture of cobblestone. he even wears a straw hat sometimes with a blue ribbon drawn around its base.

but nothing ever prepares him for the language. somehow in his planning, mindless daydreaming, empty research of pop culture, he'd forgotten that in france, most things appeared in french. signs and menus and people's throats were full of gargled r's and silent t's and even the breeze that ran across the street every morning seemed to travel in that foreign tongue, all twists, subtle and sensuous. yet, neither fluent in english or in french, jinyoung is left to grapple at his saving grace: jieun.

so they walk down a minor street -- jinyoung as excited as ever, pointing to every sign and every shop so jieun could help him assimilate.

"what does that say," he asks, finger pointed at the shop in the corner; its windows were lined with umbrellas of every color, "i know what they sell -- but is that someone's name or the title or what -- jieun, this is so hard. how do people learn languages; this must take decades."

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ihyoongi:

( . . . )

when he was younger, his mom used to tell him to relax constantly, said he looked uncomfortable all the time. he can tell he probably feels tense, and so he does what he always does; forces his body to relax, piece by piece. it works, like it always does, and it gives him something to think about, rather than just letting his mind or his mouth to wander and make a mess.

it's always a surprise how easy they come together: lines fall in step with lines, shapes fit together, his arms wind around yoongi's waist to pull him close against his chest. and as he smiles, he wonders what kind of movie this would be -- where the stardom that he crafts in daydreams has led him.

probably experimental, he thinks. a spotlight shines above them -- the rest of the set is a gleaming black; only they exist, the couch, a circle on the floor. would be a lonely scene if it weren't so warm: the spotlight bathes them in muted browns and flecks of gold; their shadows simmer in orange; like sunlight in repose.

but no matter how insistent his imagination, reality is hard to ignore; it comes in terse strokes that make jinyoung close his eyes as his chin settles on yoongi's shoulder. it helps to imagine them in that scene again and jinyoung's hands awaken, his fingers spread, his palms find yoongi's form; he searches for shape; something steady, tangible. it always helps with cooling down.

"we're the only ones here, so, definitely bony. but not, like, bony bony. like cute bony. a fluffed up bony.

"and bony isn't even bad -- whenever i go out to eat chicken wings, sometimes they'll have boneless wings but i always order mine with bone in because i like it that way. the other ones taste weird and, like, they're not fun to eat. so, like, in this space we are going to love and embrace bony butts."

a smile tugs at his lips as a wash of wonder comes over him. it's always these seconds that confuse him, the world slowing down, the air as placid as stilled waters, the knowing that the world out there is worse when he's not high and the comfort of yoongi's presence, warm even when sober. it's an unlikely safety, and if he were just a tad smarter, or as special as people on magazines, he'd write about it -- the phenomena of the light after drug abuse. the thought widens his smile and his thumbs draw quiet circles into yoongi's torso.

"we should eat bony chicken together one of these days, you know. or anything other than this -- it'd be fun. i'm promise i'm super fun even when i'm not high. i really am."

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( msg : anna sun ) well my dick is big so ( msg : anna sun ) why not advertise it ( msg : anna sun ) younghyun??? he’s cute but i’m pretty sure he’s religious…. like you might have to tone it down ( msg : anna sun ) he’s a junior officer though… he told me that and i blushed because i kept thinking about handcuffs ( msg : anna sun ) he gave me some flier about some junior officer program thing ( msg : anna sun ) he said he was leading it and told me i should check it out and wow….

@jnygih

( kkt: big dick daddy 👅🍆💦 ) hey so ( kkt: big dick daddy 👅🍆💦 ) wait wtf?? ( kkt: mr. brightside ) stop changing your name on my kakao it’s staying as mr. brightside ( kkt: mr. brightside ) anyways what’s that guy’s name from your dad’s church ( kkt: mr. brightside ) that really hot one who plays in the church band ( kkt: mr. brightside ) and i said i wanted him to finger me because he has super sexy guitarist hands

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ihjoohyun:

( . . . )

“if you’re so curious about who other people are fucking, why don’t you try living that risky life and have a threesome or something? maybe that’ll spice things up.”

"it is romantic," he argues, mostly to himself; a whisper meant to assure and soothe the fears that joohyun inspires. it's not her disapproval that terrifies him -- he'd done more than enough things that she was less than approving of -- but her disinterest. if she thinks it's boring, it's only a matter of time before he thinks that way, too.

it's how it had always been: from childhood to now, their lives had been braided. and maybe it's because she's older, or perhaps because his academic failure has hacked away at his confidence, but he'd always lagged behind; he, of the two, had always been the one to follow.

even next to her, jinyoung's always felt a couple of steps behind. maturity finds her early on, allows her to blossom; a beauty that blinds; glistens in the sun, unbridled and unapologetic. his comes years later, and he still feels himself getting used to it; trying to make sense of shapes; running his fingers over their edges; still unfolding petals so he, too, can bathe himself in sunlight.

so what she finds boring now, he's sure, is what he'll find boring in a few months -- but for once he wants to stray from the path. for once he wants to make a choice on his own -- not out of defiance, but out of maturity. a choice that sounds like his voice instead of an echo.

but one look at joohyun and he forgets how to walk on his own. joohyun had taught him everything he knows, and she does it so well that he's earnest to learn more. his devotion is holy, he thinks, and he knows it runs both ways, no matter what they say between each other. no matter what happens in that space.

"i wish i could do that, too, but -- like -- i only let boys trouble me. it's my job to have boy problems.

"also, as cool as that sounds, i don't think i would want to have a threesome that doesn't involve you. like, that's our thing -- remember when we tried to make it happen for weeks but each time they only wanted one of us. and, like, none of the girls wanted you, and then the boys only wanted to smash you.

"not to mention how insecure i was. it was a mess, but i wish it could have happened. it  would have been so cute."

slowly .

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ihyoongi:

( . . . )

he liked affection and when he was coming down, he didn’t care enough to build up any walls. that was part of how he’d gotten to the level of comfort with jinyoung that he was at, and he couldn’t bring himself to regret it. “are you ready to be the little spoon yet?” he asked lazily, his voice low and affectionate. 

he wilts in his seat, waits for yoongi to return, wonders how after months of shuffling his life around -- reorganizing priorities and pruning his habits -- he can find himself in the same place, staring at yoongi’s familiar face. it's difficult to cut things out of his life when he's built them around people: it wasn't about lines anymore, but about the person who provided them -- who shared them with him.

in the midst of madness he'd found a small fixture; a dip in his hours where light gathers, pools; warm to the touch.

as yoongi nears him, something scuttles in jinyoung's chest, a whir that resembles the heaving breath of affection. it reminds him of bushes in the winter -- flowers blooming where they shouldn't, all unruly petals and defiant leaves but always a sight to behold. things wrong in all the right ways. after all, in all the movies he's seen and all the books he's pretended to read, no one ever lays with their drug dealer as much as he does, but he’s sure it never felt as good for them as it did for jinyoung.

and here he is, and there yoongi is, and a brush of his gaze against that rounded face and tugged eyes is almost moving enough for him to forget how sad he feels.

"no -- i'm the big spoon. please? i always feel like i have some control over my life, then i peak, then it just feels like i'm floating so, like, i need to be in control of something -- need to grab on to something." he doesn't mention how yoongi's height makes him perfect to hold, too, and no matter how tough his lifestyle may be, there's an undeniable softness to him; gives the illusion of being pliant. jinyoung lifts his arms up, spreads them in invitation.

"come on -- just like usual. we can even pretend your ass isn't bony."

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ihsungki:

( … )

long fingers splay along the stranger’s stomach, feeling the taut flesh, the toned lines and curves, and he lets his even expression quirk at the sight of the leg pointed in the air, fingers tightening on supple skin. “impressive.” he laughs, deep and curling, like winding smoke. he hums - “yes. that would be the second most impressive thing about you.”

time slows for them enough that the minutes fall around them like flowers at their feet, a tribute to something greater than him, than them, greater than this room and the music that swells and pushes against the walls, feels around for an escape.  

it slows and jinyoung is sure that this is what it must be like to live inside the bright colors of a postcard: all warm and silk, with soft fingers splayed against his stomach, a hand firm against his leg; a voice that fills his ears like velvet and words that scamper down his spine to remind him of flesh and bone and the desire nestled between.

“is that a fancy way of saying you want me to, like, jump in the shower with you? do you need help shampooing? do you just want to see me naked?”  

and the alcohol makes him blind to the timid flutters that fill his chest, almost in warning, and it makes him deaf to the rest of the party; the crowds fade – details blur, the colors bleed, the music muffles. a picture out of focus. in his tunnel vision, he sees the strange boy in front of him more closley and the more he looks, the more he resembles every daydream he’s  ever had: handsome eyes, full cheeks; a cocky slant of the lips.

“i’m not following you around – i’m not a creep. i just got tired of you waiting to make a move, so i thought i would do it myself.

"here, give me your hand. i’ll show you.”

he pulls the hand from his leg, lets it fall; his posture loosens but he takes care in folding the boy’s fingers into a fist. then their eyes meet and jinyoung guides the hand to his lips; his mouth opens wide, his jaw slackens; his lips brush against warm knuckles and his teeth drag gently over skin just as a hiccup races to fill his throat. then a second rises, then a third, and before the fourth comes around, jinyoung is laughing. the sound rings like bells; splashes like water; colors the air as jinyoung sits up, smiling, and pushes the other’s hands away from him, pulls away just to settle in his lap again. he straddles him.

then his neck is bending forward; his lips find the shape of his ear. one hand finds the quiet curve of his neck, the other holds his shoulder for balance.

“i think i’m drunk,” he confesses, “but not wasted drunk, just walk me to my dorm drunk.” a hiccup. “i mean, i wasn’t lying about the fist thing – i did the splits so, like, you know i’m truthful.” another. “i’m still interesting, right? and you think i’m super cute – right? are you impressed? maybe i got stage fright – your hands are bigger than mine, too.”

5 years .

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ihten:

( . . . )

did he just say that out loud just now? so embarrassing, letting his cheeks flush deeply in red, ten quickly removed himself from the situation while pulling jinyoung along behind him and made their way towards the bar and somewhere a little quieter so that they could actually communicate. “how long have we been here?”

a part of him has yet to grow used to the attention that ten brings when complete their weekend pilgrimage to the clubs of itaewon -- some nights he thinks it's the cute height, that short frame, the way his legs are thick in all the right places that draws the men in. other nights, he's sure it's the nose and the face that settles around it, all soft, rounded edges and dreamy shapes that lure the male gaze like bees flocking open blossoms.

and the there are the nights like these when jinyoung understands that what ten has goes beyond the physical -- he is a bundle of light, a fallen sun if there ever was one, with his own gravity. he feels himself drawn most of the time, as though his body were made to hover, to orbit around those dark eyes that glimmer as though the stars have chosen them as a place to rest. dazzling and beautiful and blinding enough that jinyoung just nods and smiles and lets himself be dragged through the crowd, past a man set on seducing ten, towards the relative quiet of the bar.

it's here that he learns to breathe again, slow, still clumsy; alcohol has not been kind to his balance, and he leans towards ten. his free hand finds purchase on his shoulder where he grips just enough to be sure he doesn't fall.

"ten," he says; the name falls gentle, fills his mouth like sugared water; lingers like honey, "ten we've been here for like an hour -- ten, that guy kept looking at you -- i'm jealous, ten, but he's cute -- ten. i'm jealous."

his lips stretch around a smile, genuine and reckless and wide enough to show the white of his teeth and to thin his eyes and to place small wrinkles around the skin of his eyes. part of him aches at the thought of ten leaving him, but the other revels in the excitement; ten's victory is his own, too, and he wants nothing more than to fill ten’s pockets with endless wins. 

he's too drunk to be subtle, so he turns, stares off into the distance where he'd seen him -- possibly their age, a little older. nice hands, nice enough, he thinks, to be worthy of grabbing at ten's perfect ass.

"i think he's rich, too," he adds before he turns to ten again and lifts his hand to rest against his roommate's cheeks; his thumb draws circles on it, "he looks expensive. like, you know, really expensive. i hope i wasn't imagining him because you really need to get laid tonight -- for both of us. we need it. i'll even sleep outside, ten, but you look too pretty not to get at least, like, some romantic groping."

just another weekend

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✉: for a 2 am message

( msg : pretty sunmi ) i don’t know who you are( msg : pretty sunmi ) i made someone give me your number( msg : pretty sunmi ) you’re just SO BEAUTIFUL ( msg : pretty sunmi ) i wanted to tell you but you left a few hours ago

☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : pretty sunmi ) i’ve been looking at manscaping videos for hours( msg : pretty sunmi ) there’s so many different ways we can go about this( msg : pretty sunmi ) i’m so….. excited to try this out… ( msg : pretty sunmi ) my armpits feel so smooth

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all of them >:)

✉: for a 2 am message

( msg : adam ) i just woke up from the most amazing dream( msg : adam ) i was at that big house i told you i wanted to retire in( msg : adam ) with the window sill and the plants( msg : adam ) and that long dreamy wood thing that goes into the water( msg : adam ) you were there too!!! you looked so old but so so happy.. it was so warm

↻: for an unsent message

( msg : adam ) do you still think about me sometimes? is it supposed to hurt a little?

✖: for an angry/threatening message

( msg : adam ) if you don’t stop being a dick i’m gonna kick your ass( msg : adam ) i mean it! i’m mad( msg : adam ) and i learned how to fight better so watch out ( msg : adam ) no more mr. nice guy!!! you’re gonna be in pain for a while

❤: for a loving/affectionate message

( msg : adam ) i know you like to pretend you aren’t but you’re a good person( msg : adam ) and i know you know that i know that you’re one of the best( msg : adam ) the heroic prince of any story( msg : adam ) everyone says you’re so intimidating and mean but… i know if you were a little honest people would love the real sungki. he’s nice. he’s cute and wonderful and funny so let him out to play!!( msg : adam ) i’ll even learn to share i promise 💖

❧: for a drunk message

( msg : adam ) s tp BROOODINH( msg : adam ) BROODIN G( msg : adam ) com e to my table i wannn tell yio a jpke!!( msg : adam ) its FUNNT i wany to see e you SMILE( msg : adam ) im w aiting!!!!

☀: for a morning message

( msg : adam ) do you ever just wake up and think today is the day??( msg : adam ) today is the day sungki!!!( msg : adam ) your day !!!!!( msg : adam ) wake up! smile! no matter what happens we’re gonna make it!( msg : adam ) the sun rose just for you today!! ( msg : adam ) breathe in the sunshine!! open up your windows!! even when you think your day is going sour just remember you are loved!! forever and ever and ever and ever!!!( msg : adam ) remember to be nice!!

☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : adam ) this is weird but can you check up on him( msg : adam ) i saw him in the hallway he looks a little thin and pale( msg : adam ) make sure he’s sleeping and eating well( msg : adam ) i’ll even pay you! just give me updates please( msg : adam ) and don’t tell anyone

☂: for a scared/concerned message

( msg : adam ) i don’t know if you were serious about going away( msg : adam ) but please don’t… i thought i made you promise you wouldn’t go abroad( msg : adam ) and i know you don’t break promises( msg : adam ) sungki? hello???

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☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : ??? ) i really wish i was a lesbian so i could date you( msg : ??? ) we would make such a good couple( msg : ??? ) why do you hate men so much is it penis envy

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All of them 💕

✉: for a 2 am message

( msg : captain ) i keep playing animal crossing( msg : captain ) beom beom beom 💝💝💝( msg : captain ) i’m gonna use your credit card to buy more ticket things( msg : captain ) is it still the same numbers?

↻: for an unsent message

( msg : captain ) do you think i’m dumb? 

✖: for an angry/threatening message

( msg : captain ) did you eat out for lunch?( msg : captain ) you know what  ( msg : captain ) i’m not in the mood to fight 🤷🤷( msg : captain ) i just think it’s funny how

❤: for a loving/affectionate message

( msg : captain ) you look too good trying to think of smart things to say to the other smart people i can’t even follow what you guys are arguing about( msg : captain ) how do you argue so many people without crying you’re so talented( msg : captain ) why is everyone arguing all the time here why can’t you guys agree on something…. like how hot you are( msg : captain ) i think we can all agree on that( msg : captain ) chan is here and he said you aren’t so now we’re debating( msg : captain ) is this what it feels like to be that smart 

❧: for a drunk message

( msg : captain ) i loodk so prety tonigght( msg : captain ) dan ce so gppd ( msg : captain ) cime wathc meee ( msg : captain ) TELL M E IM CYTE

☀: for a morning message

( msg : captain ) breakfast is in the microwave and lunch is in a container by the sink( msg : captain ) there’s a smoothie in the blender thing it just needs to be blended it’s in the fridge. don’t add sugar!!!! or any strawberry milk( msg : captain ) also i found your snack stash i took it with me( msg : captain ) your clothes are in a hanger near the bathroom( msg : captain ) i tied the tie you just have to tighten it( msg : captain ) good luck you’ll get it this time!!! i believe in you!!! love you!!!( msg : captain ) 💓💓💓💓

☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : captain ) oh my god chan( msg : captain ) channie channie channie( msg : captain ) you’ll never guess what your brother did he’s so hot

☂: for a scared/concerned message

( msg : captain ) hey i think my dad went to the restaurant tonight( msg : captain ) so i left early( msg : captain ) i don’t think he saw me( msg : captain ) he’s calling me right now i’ll call you later okay?( msg : captain ) don’t wait up

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☀ ✖ ☂

✖: for an angry/threatening message

( msg : yi ) so then she said that she doesn’t think our group was putting effort into the dance( msg : yi ) but we were??? we were just spending more time correcting it( msg : yi ) like sorry we don’t want to look bad? why does she have to be so mean like( msg : yi ) i’m so angry i might start crying( msg : yi ) you dance circles around her….. we need to do something

☀: for a morning message

( msg : yi ) yiyiyiyi good morning( msg : yi ) i left my tights in your stuff the other day( msg : yi ) they should be next to the empty ice cream container( msg : yi ) can you bring them to practice please please please( msg : yi ) thank you my angel 💞💟❣💝💙🖤💚💜💛💘❤💓💔💕💖💗💋

☂: for a scared/concerned message

( msg : yi ) did they cancel practice?( msg : yi ) i’m in an empty room( msg : yi ) i don’t think i’m in the right building( msg : yi ) i’m scared i think it’s haunted or something( msg : yi ) i’m wearing a full costume for rehearsal too i’m gonna get hate crimed( msg : yi ) hello???

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✉: for a 2 am message

( msg : perfect 10 ) doing laundry and i’m confused ( msg : perfect 10 ) whose underwear is this( msg : perfect 10 ) when did you start wearing risky stuff( msg : perfect 10 ) without me???

↻: for an unsent message

( msg : perfect 10 ) on a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the most how thick is my ass would you say?

✖: for an angry/threatening message

( msg : perfect 10 ) boy if you don’t stop looking like a snack i’m gonna come eat you right up 😠😠

❤: for a loving/affectionate message

( msg : perfect 10 ) you’re so cute when you sleep oh my god!!( msg : perfect 10 ) look at how cute your nose looks( msg : perfect 10 ) YOU JUST SCRUNCHED IT WHAT ARE YOU DREAMING OF?( msg : perfect 10 ) it’s like looking at a pretty painting or something( msg : perfect 10 ) introduce me to your doctor wow

❧: for a drunk message

( msg : perfect 10 ) TEN I’M STCUK IN THSTALL( msg : perfect 10 ) I CAN T OPNE IT( msg : perfect 10 ) HELP 

☀: for a morning message

( msg : perfect 10 ) can you leave the door unlocked( msg : perfect 10 ) i didn’t make it home but i forgot my keys( msg : perfect 10 ) and yes your boy did get lucky last night  👅👅 it got real nasty

☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : perfect 10 ) i don’t think it’s fair that you do things like this without telling me( msg : perfect 10 ) these are PLANNED you can’t just change a plan without consequences( msg : perfect 10 ) and honestly? do you even know them that well?( msg : perfect 10 ) SORRY TEN THOSE WEREN’T FOR YOU( msg : perfect 10 ) 😭😭 I WOULD NEVER FIGHT YOU 

☂: for a scared/concerned message

( msg : perfect 10 ) hey i didn’t get an update( msg : perfect 10 ) was he nice( msg : perfect 10 ) are you okay( msg : perfect 10 ) ten? 

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just like now, you stay beside me