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the other elves welcoming Legolas in Valinor

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drinking water when I have a headache should give instant relief. it should go away. what's even the point of drinking water if it can't do that

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here is seal cancan, my thesis film, completed at last!

(please do click on the source to watch it on youtube if you want to see it in full quality)

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the curse of summer is buying and eating an inadvisable amount of fruit in single sittings.

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being in your early twenties is like [grocery shopping alone] [having instant noodles for dinner] [remembering random details about that one friend you haven't spoken to in five years] [feeling overwhelming guilt for every purchase that isn't strictly "necessary"] [having midday naps] [finding out through facebook that the girl who was mean to you in high school has a husband and a baby] [falling a little in love with every stranger on public transport] [pretending you're not afraid of being alone] [wondering when you'll feel like a fully realized person] [listening to bands you liked in middle school] [blinking and it's suddenly december] [failing to imagine yourself ten years from now] [feeling like you're running out of time]

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its really comforting to know that all the times i was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the whole time i had my self in the future and present who had survived those things looking back with love and tenderness and wishing desperately to offer comfort…i am my own guardian angel and i can use that knowledge when im struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in her heart

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the unexpected joy of the worst summer of our lives by christine mi for vox

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sometimes i think about gay people who lived centuries ago who thought they were all alone who imagined a world where they could live openly as themselves who met in secret spoke in code defied everything and everyone just to exist and i’m like..i gotta sit down. whew i gotta sit down

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forever grateful i was simply too lazy to let the makeup industrial complex get its hooks in me. I was just like im not doing all of that. in fact. im doing none of that

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True

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boom boom boom boom i want you in my loom knit you into a sweater then sew it up forever

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i love parking my car perfectly and beautifully and correctly with plenty of space between the lines and then coming back and still having to squeeze my fat ass into it like a boba through a bendy straw because someone parked their oversized Daddy’s Special Boy-mobile a smooth 6 inches from my goddamn door

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being alone all the time feels fine until you have a normal conversation with someone then its like ohhhh i was losing my mind ok.

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Does any group you’re a part of (culture, school, friend group, etc) have a specific song that means an event is over and it’s time to leave?

-Yes, and it’s Don’t Stop Believing

-Yes, but it’s a different song

-No

-Nuance/results

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