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I’ve been reading books to my Lorelei all week and she is so excited every time she gets to hear my voice .. It makes me feel .. Loved? I’ve never felt this way before.

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arabic poetry is so beautifully yet painfully romantic, i mean “they asked “do you love her to death?” i said “speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life" and “because my love for you is higher than words, i've decided to fall silent" and "it is not enough to say love in Arabic, you must say 'be the thing that buries me'" could have got jane austen crying and shaking

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I . . I suppose it helps having friends of friends. Happy early birthday to me.

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It perhaps was not my brightest moment, but I’m sure Lorelei would be proud of me. She was always encouraging me to do things I am not supposed to do. . OhGodOhGod -

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Lorelei, My Love, I am coming back . . . There is a floor . . . You own my heart . . Perhaps I should transfer to be closer to her again . .

. . . What is . . . Mitski. My beloved is sending me clips and they are making me sad. Why was there no floor . . What happened to it . .

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. . . What is . . . Mitski. My beloved is sending me clips and they are making me sad. Why was there no floor . . What happened to it . .

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Maia is a very big girl! Dmitry… I cannot say the same for .. He is just a baby ..

Jealousy, Jealousy. . This simply won’t do. I think I will let Maia lay on my chest and allow the pressure to stabilize me. Maia and Dmitry are truthfully the best parts of living in a foreign country.

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Jealousy, Jealousy. . This simply won’t do. I think I will let Maia lay on my chest and allow the pressure to stabilize me. Maia and Dmitry are truthfully the best parts of living in a foreign country.

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I seem to have forgotten about this account what with the move .. I will do better. :)!

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Academia + Art Asks:

💫 - what does catharsis feel like for you?

🪐 - what is your current muse or inspiration?

🌟 - poetry or novels?

⭐ - fiction or nonfiction?

☀️ - pen or pencils?

🌑 - what reminds you of vitriol?

🌒 - are you an artist?

🌓 - do you write or just read?

🌔 - what is your favorite myth?

🌕 - have you ever felt equilibrium in your life?

🌖 - are you lgbtq?

🌗 - what have you fought over with yourself the most in life?

🌘 - do you have a soulmate? are they romantic or platonic?

🌙 - what do you struggle with the most?

🌠 - are you experiencing any type of content block? how long has it been?

🌌 - do you keep your art or writing to yourself, or show it off?

🌃 - do you carry yourself with pride?

🌁 - do you wish to know more of the world?

🏙 - do you feel as if you isolate yourself socially to create emotion and neglect to write with?

🌇 - do you ever wish you'd lived a perfect life?

🌄 - art museums, historic libraries, or history museums?

🌅 - what time of day do you create the best?

🌆 - what career do you wish to pursue? what do your parents want you to pursue?

🌉 - what's holding you back the most?

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Oh lord above . . . Do you need me to come check on you?

I almost drowned the other day! It ... Was not the most cheerful experience. But I'm alive!

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You . . . What?!

I almost drowned the other day! It ... Was not the most cheerful experience. But I'm alive!

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A happy depressed person //

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. . . Oh.

I'm going to send my new best friend, @therealalexandervass, a letter via pigeon mail!

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

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Oh No!!

i’m so close to succumbing to misandry i stg. men watch out </3

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Oh no … is there anything I am able to do, Miss Judy? :<

im on my depression arc <3