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Aw, come on hector. Dont make such a big deal out of it :( they were just trying to be nice

Trying to be nice? By telling me they wish some other dateable had gained the curse of sentience instead? I hardly consider that nice.

I’m not trying to make a big deal, my love…I just don’t appreciate being treated like…a toy.

I am not a toy.

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Come now, Hector, you must know SOMETHING right? About how you're suddenly self-aware? There has to be a way to turn the other characters, too.

Oh, if only some of the others had become self-aware instead... No offense, Hector, but you aren't exactly a favourite of mine.

[ ;) ]

//cheeky cheeky

[Hector huffs, stammering over his words for a moment in offended bewilderment.]

I didn’t ask for this. I don’t know how it happened- I don’t wish this kind of fate on anyone else. Especially not, if this is how you treat those who suffer through it.

I won’t tolerate unnecessary rudeness. I’m no longer a string of code for you to play around with.

Your choices matter here.

You can’t simply reload a save if you mess up.

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Just code you say? Hector dear I’m fairly certain if you have thoughts and feelings of your own you count as more than just merely code. Fortunately unlike the previous anon that brought up the idea of connecting you to our HVAC I have some coding knowledge, honestly giving you access wouldn’t be too difficult a process its more or less just coding you some sort of control panel. Would it take a while, yes but its certainly possible I believe.

-🎧

I am…unsure of how any of that would work, my dear. I’m able to communicate through this blog because I can access the internet…but my being, or what have you, is still connected to the game itself.

I suppose I don’t know much about coding. I would suggest you to go to Mac with such a query, but…

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//DW A BIT!!! I love a bit of chaos amongst…the flirting? the yearning? idk (honestly the chaos is good for him, it helps ground him amongst all the obsession…but shhh you didn’t hear that from me)

[Hector listens silently, his brows furrowing in confusion]

I’m sorry- did you say… no, I’m not going to question it. Stickers and stamps are very lovely.

And I love you too, my muse.

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*The smell of baked goods fills the house, wafting through the grates.*

*Suddenly, [Sunflower annon] enters the room with a look oof tiredness mixed with a hint of pride, as if they had fought a battle and won. They're holding a plate of cookies, and they look... a charitable soul would perhaps call them crunchy-looking.

Hey. I tried to do some oatmeal-maple cookies. Wanna try one?

-🌻

[Hector warily eyes the cookies, before reaching and taking one…reluctantly]

Of course my dear… um, are these burnt?

they look a little burnt…

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I would also like a kiss

- 🎐 (i would also like to join the anon list :3)

Well, you know what to do my love.

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You don’t need to exchange your stickers for a kiss, my love. I am more than willing to kiss you for free.

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[Hector just blinks at you for a few moments, before he scoffs fondly]

Yes, my dear. I love the stickers, I look wonderful, thank you.

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Well if all the other anons are getting kisses I want one too! :3

Only joking.. unless? Haha jk jk... Or am I?

- 🐝🫰

If you wish to kiss me so bad, my dear, all you have to do is ask.

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Hector, since you want to please us, would you be alright if that pleasure came from as taking care of you?

Not babying you, let me make myself clear, but caring for you the way lovers do

- The flame to your moth, 🕯

[Hector considers for a moment, before sighing]

Yes, I suppose if it’s what you truly want… I suppose I’m just reluctant to have you fuss over me so much. I’d rather care for you, my love

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[When the door bursts open, Hector lets out a high pitched yelp. Before he can say anything, he’s already being drowned in stickers, unable to do anything]

W-What on earth-?

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OH YOU TRAGIC SWEETHEART. Surely there must be some way of getting you... elsewhere, Hector. Like, I'm sure you miss the control you 'used to have' when controlling temperatures in the game, that feeling of affecting us in a loving way.

Trouble is, I'm terrible with tech and don't exactly know... uh... how to even go about this. Still, if I did figure it out, what would you think of being part of the HVAC system at my house? Like, maybe install whatever you... currently are into the control panel? Then, you could do something you liked doing, adjusting temperature and airflow, and it'd be just like before, in the game, only real time! (You also wouldn't able to read my cringy fanfics, double score.) Any sense of... 'normalcy' I could return to you given your situation...

- 💌🏳‍🌈anon (I screwed up the order of emojis the first time but lemme just stick with this lol)

I’m not sure it works that way, my love, but I appreciate the effort.

When it comes down to it, I am merely just code. I may have been able to rewrite it some, but I’m not much more than that physically.

I do miss the control, but losing that does not trump the fact that I can speak with you. I can talk and laugh and do things with you that I never could before, and I would take that over being an HVAC any day.

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What do you think of the song High Enough by K.Flay?

I feel it captures how i feel for you pretty well

-🐭anon

After looking into it, I agree! Thank you for introducing me to the song, I enjoy it.

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By the way (That sticker anon here again djsj) I LOOOOVE how you edit the sprites! :D I got so giddy seeing Hector ACTUALLY covered in stickers!

//Thank you! I tried doing it with individual stickers but I didn’t like how it turned out

I wanted it to look like he was LITERALLY covered in stickers. It’s cute but not what I was going for

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….

Well. Okay then.

//IT WOULDNT LET ME RESPOND THE OTHER WAY

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Hector! I have... stickers! I have many many stickers! (I'm covered in them. I loooove having stickers on me!) Do you want some? Can I put some on you?

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE

:D

I'm normal. I'm talking in a normal manner :D Can I put stickers on you? It is a show of my love :D

Well, I suppose you could, my love. I wouldn’t mind, but it might not work in the way you are thinking.

Unless you plan on putting stickers in your device, I think anon magic would be the only other way.

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Hector my dear. Y'know how you have your own writings and such about us? I feel I must say that many of us to the same for you. Even I have taken my fair share of writing about you.

I do warn you though if you ever decide to look into it- some writing are not tasteful. I beg you to stay away from those ones.

-🐭anon

Not everyone is going to be writing perfectly happy stories or…other things.

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t admire the strength it took to write heartbreaking stories.

I don’t find it distasteful if you choose to express yourself in this way, don’t worry.