serynitea

[serynitea]

i hate everyone and everything

i will crawl back into my little well tonight.

rating of day since my maths midterm : 0/10

no motivation to do anything

i miss home

i hate everyone and everything

thank you.

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wednesday 5/29

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Friday May 24 2024

hehehehehe i love sandy eggos

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Wednesday, May 22nd, 2024

Sleep: 7.5 hours

Ate: banana walnut muffin, bplate, my friend’s bootleg matcha, and banana and kalamaki

what I did: chem midterm (i flopped)

rating 1/10

Mr Yumul: 1

Me: 0

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Tuesday, May 21st, 2024

Sleep: 7 hours :(

Ate: study sando, makeila's chicken from panda, bplate with mr cade chute, tteokbokki with kelsey hehe

What I did: hw and studying for ochem, capture the flaggg

Rating: 6/10

Jaclyn: idk she hates me

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Monday, May 20th, 2024

Sleep: 7 hourss

Ate: Study Breakfast Skillet, Ackerman chicken caesar salad, then dinner at Yalla

what i did: group ls7c midterm, went to class

rating of day: 3/10

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Sunday, May 19th, 2024

Sleep: 7 Hours

Ate: Bplate lunch and dinner

What I did: rested and caught up on hw, studying for midterms

Rating: 4/10 boring day

Jaclyn: she went to the grove and hung out with friends, and slept

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Friday May 17th, 2024

Sleep: 11 hours but still tired af???

Ate: bruin cafe with kaui and had dinner with famery i love pork soup

What I did: Study for LS 7C midterm, took it (ate ZOW NN)

rating 10/10

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Saturday, May 18th, 2024

Sleep: gutwrentching 9 hours, split in 1.5, 4.5, and 3 hour segments throughout the night/ afternoon

Ate: Deneve Lunch, Rendezvous Din Din, Late Night Study Pastries and BBQ chicken

What I did Today: Nothing. I was so pre occupied with trying not to vomit. I was so sick because kelsey chiang gave me a stomach bug 😭😭😭🫶🏼

Rating: 7/10

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week 7jp vlog

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Thursday, May 16th, 2024

Sleep: 4 hours of sleep today. Tired af

Ate: I accidentally drank Mr. Muhammad Naqvi's protein shake today. I apologized to him and promised to buy him another one. I had some greenhouse with Danielle for lunch, then I had gogobap for dinner with the squad.

What I did Today: I went to class, and didn't really do work, since I was exhausted all night.

Rating: 2/10; exhausting and stressful day, I am so scared for the Math Quiz and LS 7C midterm :(

Jaclyn: She caught up with her mother over the phone and she got a lychee green tea with aiyu jelly and lychee jelly from sharetea.

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week 7 vlog

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Wednesday, May 15, 2024

Sleep: 7 hours of sleep. going crazy

Ate: wayy too damn much.

What I did today: locking in with friends

rating: 6/10 funnn

Jaclyn: went to bplate with stephen, met with sean.

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week 7 self care: BOBAAARRR

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Tuesday, May 14th 2024

Sleep: 8 hours of sleep. Decently refreshed.

Ate: Study Sandwich for lunch (DO NOT GET ROAST BEEF AND PROCIUSTTO IT TASTES LIKE SHIT), Pad See Ew from 8E8, 2 bevs, fruit from study, and rieber feast. I ate so much :cry:

What I did: went to class and what not. then I had some meet up with friends. Locking in rn

Rating: 4/10

"tryna keep it together, but i'm falling apart"

-mariah carey

jaclyn hung out with friends today and had bcafe

(10:47 pm)

[serynitea]

Week 7 Reflection Essay

During my twenty four hour lock in where I hung out with my siblings, we asked each other what we liked about each other. A lot of them mentioned that they enjoyed me being the “Dopamine Pill”, as even when my siblings are tired, I am always there to bring energy and levity to the group. 

I am also considered to be one of the funniest in my group. I always manage to break out into song by cueing a certain word, they say I have a really good word and song association. For example, whenever somebody says the word, “speak,” I start singing Taylor Swift’s Speak Now. I also randomly start dancing. It could be anything, from La Esmeralda’s Ballet tik tok thing, or Magnetic by Illit, and even Got Me Good by Ciara. 

I have heard that I am a good listener, am funny, and sing and match Ms. Yasmine Alameddine’s energy. I am also a very dramatic person. For example, if I drink something I don’t like, I often cause a ruckus. Ms. Jocelyn Kuo gave me some of her nasty matcha drink today, and I had a vomiting panic attack. It was so disgusting, I couldn’t help but to overreact. 

Furthermore, Miss Mia Avila has told me I am the performer of the group. They love it when I put on a singing and dancing show. I am also the Ariana Grande and Mariah Carey of the group, since I am able to hit whistle notes. My highest whistle note was an F#8. I hope I can do whistle notes with correct placements one day.

Finally, my siblings tell me that I am a very open person. This allows for some very interesting and deep conversations with them. I tell them about everything, and they say that they enjoy it because they “live through me”.