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Maturity is not seeking revenge. It's healing and moving on, so you don’t become like the people who traumatized you.

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“How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.”

— J.R.R. Tolkien

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When ppl say you're the toxic villain I still accept you cuz maybe you can't be my prince but you can absolutely be my fantasy boy from books whom I fall for again n again and trust me this makes me way more happier than any prince can do.

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"In my culture, we know death intimately. In Arabic, the highest expression of love is the phrase "ya'aburnee" Translated "you bury me" . It means "I love you so much, I'd sooner die than bury you". It was used by mothers in our lineage who were so used to losing their young in war. In my culture, we cannot talk about love without speaking death's name"

-George Abraham, "Untitled," Published In Black Napkin Press

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lydia davis

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An excerpt from the song 'Pleaser' by Wallows

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M. A. Thompson excerpt from the poem- ‘I Won’t Write My Poem ‘Till I’m In My Right Mind’

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Look at me for one more time,

Deep into my eyes

Don't you feel anything?

Oh there's a lie you covered your eyes with, by saying "don't want to ruin this, Us"

You always take her name, why not me?

Why is US so important to you?

Why not only me?

Can you trust on this thing between us again?

Can you feel this thing again?

"This thing" hard for me to say, I also was broken once

But.. But.. how can I stop feeling? how can you not agree?

I know each time you lie, I know each time how you feel, I know each time your eyes try to speak

Why don't you say it to me?

The answers I've been waiting for eternity

You know, I know "We" is perfect for now

Maybe you're right, Us is more important than me

Everytime you leave, denying your feelings and everytime i know you'd come back

But.. But.. this time, Don't.. Just don't..

I'll not be waiting for you every night

I'll not be looking into your eyes again

I'll not be feeling for you again

I'll not be me again

Because you're right, Us is more important than me.

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damn we got 2022

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Christa Wolf // Friedrich Nietzsche

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I'm fugitive since when did I not realize that I am the person I always hated to be. I am still happy tho but not the way of happiness which I should be feeling. It's complicated that the part I'm writing is also a part of complexity. Since when did I become this cruel, this rude, this mean! Maybe I am selfish and that's why it's peaceful but not the way of peace I should be feeling. There are lots of things I want to say but look I am stuttering over this, over a small problem. I wanted a friend who treat me as a friend but not love. Love is the dark side of me but no one is ready to understand. And that has just engulfed me which is not so easy to come out from. I sense the pain in you and mine but not the love, this make me feel like "you can add any word" but that's just the inner me wanting only to be a friend of yours. I hate you now because I hate myself for doing this to you. You were good and sensible when no one was but you were bad and unrealistic when no one was too. What the hell am I supposed to do? I know that no one knows but the question remains the same. Why is friendship breakups worse than love breakups?

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I do! :)

Do you ever just want to sit next to someone and just listen to whatever they say just because you like their general existence?

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My heart will forever be stolen by fictional men who radiate this kind of energy, the "ma fleur" to his "Clair de Lune"

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is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child