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Watch "Nikki Goes Diving In Raja Ampat-Indonesia" on YouTube

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Watch "A Time Called You | Official Teaser | Netflix [ENG SUB]" on YouTube

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Humans will fight from earth to space to mars to extinct.

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Watch "The Interest of Love | Official Clip | Netflix [ENG SUB]" on YouTube

Hi my friend, I just finished this show recently. Usually not my kind of show but...I kind of liked it alot. Cannot believed I finished it. Somehow I feel some scenarios are quite relatable to real life. At least the first half of the show, the work romance. I cannot believe either. Wasn't as brave to keep going forward afterwards. It just got me thinking a lot these few days that I need to rethink about my life. That have been trying to make peace with myself these few years. That to acknowledge my own existance and myself. Goodnight.

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Watch "被周深唱哭！周深深情演绎《听见下雨的声音》超好听！方文山直呼：天籁！#方文山 #henry #周杰伦" on YouTube

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Happy Saturday~ #reef #reeftank #reefaquarium

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Link with musicc. Had a mini crash recently. I lost like 400 worth of corals. Total loss got around 1k. Tbh, at the start, I didn't really think that this hobby will be that expensive. From a 60 cm tank to 90 cm tank and now a 150 cm tank. The maintaince cost for a bigger tank shoot up quitr a lot as compare to a smaller tank. Literally all my expenses every month are on my tank. Not even including the inital cost, the initial cost for the 150 is alr almost 7k plus. All the little things here and there add together every month can be a lot already.

I don't even buy those expensive corals. I always look for discount and sale lol. Even though I sold around 300 worth of corals, but still not enough to cover all the corals that I have lost.

I have been in this hobby for almost two years. And I literally spent most of my time siting in front of tank or figuring what went wrong.

Up until recently I tot I won't lose any more livestocks since I am more experienced. Until I lost my female nemo and the crash happened. I was very upset. Even though I start accepting losses easier now, after losing quite a few fishes and corals. It still feels horrible to lose any livestocks. Watching it slowly dying. Even though I tried all possible ways that I could think of to save it. In the end, I still couldnt save it. I managed to save some la but not all. They are sensitive to changes. Most of time, it was my fault for messing and changing things around.

You need to be experienced in order to tell what you doing is right or wrong. It applies to other things in life as well. As compared to other newbies, I know I didn't do a good job. I always not that kind of person who will do things right at the start. I always need to go a big round in order to understand certain things. Perhaps sometimes, I cared too much and I overthink. Anyway, yay can go malaysia lor. May my coral farm journey go well.

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我把青春都输给了自己。却要我用这空虚去制造属于我的人生。

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Haha, short updatee. Next time try take more close up shots.

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Hello, small update. This was before I lost two of my new fish. Sigh, I tried adding new fish but 3 out of 4 died on me. Couldn't figure out why, but after thinking through, every time when I bought new fish, after a few days, the ick will appear on the new fish and after my old fish will get it too. I not sure if it's a relapse or the new fish had ick. Will setup a qt next time. So sad :((. I slowly understand that this aquarium industry, most of the aquarium shop will not go to the extend to quarrantine all the fish before putting them on sale. Most of the shops, release them upon receive. If 80% of the people who buy them, dont know what they are doing. 80% of the fishes will not make it. It's kind of sad, this is just how this hobby is. Adding on, most of the fishes are from wild, some can adapt to aquarium life but some cannot, the stronger ones will live and the weaker will die.

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Here’s a song for you… 飞鸟和蝉 by Ren Ran