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He notices it. How the tension builds and tightens abruptly when he mentions children being an exception to typical behavior. It seems there's something about that which holds weight. But that might not be so surprising - plenty of people here have families. HE DOESN'T LINGER ON IT, BUT HE DOES NOTE IT AND TUCK IT AWAY IN THE BACK OF HIS MIND. Maybe he'll think about it more when he's not hacking up a lung and his limbs don't feel like jello.

" Ten seconds can make all the difference here. " Chishiya answers tiredly, " and I think - isn't there something about the reason for two people drowning tends to be another person? " He's heard that. A news report. Except Chishiya hadn't flailed. He supposes it doesn't matter in the end. They're both alive and the game is over for them.

HE LOATHES NOT BEING IN CONTROL, to not be the one calling the plans even if its from behind the scenes. He has to admit to curiosity though when she says LET'S GO as in both of them. And after a moment, he decides to play along. Chishiya can always disappear whenever he chooses to. " It is. And we're soaked, which is not helping. " And Chishiya hates the cold. Hates being wet too. So everything about tonight is turning out to be absolutely miserable for him. A spades game, almost losing, wet, cold, and tired. He makes a face but slowly pushes his tired limbs until he's standing up, water droplets still dripping from his hair.

" No. " Chishiya's reply is as blunt and unenthusiastic as one would expect from his reaction. " I can swim but I don't know when the last time I ever went swimming even was. Never really went to the beach or anything like that even when I was younger. "

the mention of children makes her tense, casual as it was. it's not that it isn't true, it just hits too close to home to her liking. lupe hasn't run into any children here, and she hopes to never do. ❛ i think you're giving me too much credit. i didn't risk my life to save you. i was already in there; what difference would ten seconds longer in the water make? ❜ for anyone else, maybe a lot. but for lupe, who can hold her breath for three minutes and twenty four seconds ━ a personal record which she's very proud about, and plans to break someday ━, it's nothing. ❛ all i had to do was give you a hand. ❜

she smiles at his joke, glad to see a sense of humor resurfacing after his near-death experience. ❛ let's go, then. it's freezing out here. ❜ it occurs to her too late, as she's already on her feet, that maybe he just wants to go his own way. lupe hasn't had much contact with other people since ending up at this place. she does what she usually does every time she's faced with an unfamiliar place: shut down and avoid others. she interacts only when it's necessary at games, and otherwise plays the part of the clueless foreigner who doesn't speak a word of japanese even though that's far from the truth.

it's the best way she's found to protect herself, but it also leaves her lonelier than ever, aching to simply hear someone else's voice talk to her at times.

❛ i am, ❜ she tells him in response. ❛ i grew up by the beach, in a family of fishermen. liking water was pretty much a requirement. ❜ she takes in the sight of his wet clothes and the absolutely miserable look on his face. ❛ and you're not, i take it? ❜

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I have just discovered this and it is beautiful

What a wonderful assortment AJAHXHD

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FORTUNATELY, (or depending on perspective, unfortunately) Ann is rather familiar with patronizing or insulting behavior even when she's trying to help. It's something that often comes along in her job - shock and grief affected people in ways even they do not expect. He seems to be ADAMENT at accepting at little help as he can - be it for pride or another reason. ( She assumes it is, as is typical, the former. ) Although the SHRIEK he admits shatters any hope of it. " Don't look. " She tries to draw his attention away from what causes his revulsion. " These things can look far worse than they are just - here, use the handkerchief to wipe your hands or anything else. " She urges. BEING STAGNANT IS BAD; giving him a task might help him - even if it is something as simple as this.

Ann gives a tiny exhale at the question. " You're lucky. " Ann remarks with a nod. " Most people here can't - " There's no need with the public transport system " - but yes, I can. " An uneasiness stirs in her stomach, sharp eyes studying the car in question for a minute before nodding. " Don't worry about compensation - getting you help is more important. " She dismisses the offer quickly, no interest in repayment in mind. IT SEEMS ABSURD TO EVEN WORRY ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. Except she can't quite fault it either. Too often people are after things for their own self-gain. But that isn't Ann's style. " Yes, you have my word. Now let's get you into the car, shall we? " Ann offers her hand and shoulder as support to help him up and to the waiting car.

sardonic laugh is emitting patronizingly whilst his eyes are rolling instinctively upon her remark⸺evidently. however, within his laughter, there's still the remnants of his blood that slowly cascade from his lips than spewing like before thus he tries to move slightly ... recomposing himself as he tries to sit up whilst his hands are sprawling on his ichor to get some support rather than hers because he is trying to save his dignity from ruinous susceptibility to be identified by her. audible groan is belching, followed by a shriek of revulsion upon seeing his own thrown up blood on his hands⸺nonetheless, he listens to her begrudgingly, prolonged disorientation to make a quick decision as he ponders quietly, trying to think the options for safety &. .. precautions,

❝  . . can you drive, instead? i-it isn't far, but you must promise me not to ask .. questions when you a-re there. drop me there, i-i'll compens-ate you, ❞ gesturing to his vehicle, which his driver's &. passanger's seats doors are still open . . . a bump on road, a jump on him, a robbery on his files⸺calculative attack made within aggravation, deliberately waiting for his arrival to the exact same route as he always take during the night on friday after a swim . . . inviting her into another alley where she shouldn't have been in the first place, but he doesn't want to alarm anyone just yet, thus it is the only option, for now, ❝ do i have- your word? ❞

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@hisinfinities played: After some time mingling and wading through the post-game crowds, Gojo spots Ann sitting alone, her back to him. His attention immediately disengages from whoever he'd been talking to and he heads her way, like being drawn to a spot of calm within the high energy of the Beach.

There's a tired but light air about him when he plops himself down beside her— there'd been no casualties at his game tonight. He doesn't say anything, busy chewing some savory crunchy snack he's gotten his hands on, and leans in to playfully bump shoulders in greeting instead.

Except it's not quite a bump when he doesn't pull away, his arm and shoulder staying gently pressed against hers as he holds the open bag out to her with his opposite hand, unsure if it's even her kind of snack, but offering anyway.

(For Ann, for the "touch my muse" meme. Just a casual little something.)

𝗚𝗔𝗠𝗘 𝗡𝗔𝗠𝗘: SEND HOW YOUR MUSE WOULD TOUCH;

It's rather common for the air after the games to be filled with laughter and shouts and joy, the adrenaline-high and relief of being alive. Ann sits like a boulder in the river ; ripples of excitement and people rushing around her as she remains unmoved from her spot. Not that she isn't glad, she is. It seems tonight has been rather merciful when few people have perished compared to the brutal slaughter other nights carry. IT DOESN'T MAKE THINGS EASIER THOUGH. Not when it comes to her own thoughts - of which there are too many when it comes to this world.

Her thoughts are shaken and quieted when she hears someone drop beside her, drawing her attention. Part of her isn't surprised to see who it is. Not really. But it's the welcoming, familiar expectation. Like a person you have a routine with that becomes part of your life no matter how big or small, and their absence is felt with tremendous force if they aren't there. There's a comfort that comes with their presence, familiarity that is as scarce as everything else in this land. There's no schedules, no promised routines, but there are faces and people that become touchstones. Gojo is beside her and there' something about how he's so casually eating that it almost makes her want to laugh. SHE DOESN'T LAUGH, BUT HER LIPS DO CURVE UP INTO A TIRED SMILE AT THE SIGHT.

There's something about touch ; a reassurance that they are still HERE. Still flesh and blood, still alive. Ann's never had visual hallucinations before, so she has no idea what they might be like. But she's confident this is real with how Gojo's warmth lingers against her, shoulders pressed together. It isn't necessary, but it's nice. She leans a little of her weight into their contact in return. Warmth meeting warmth, meeting each other at the middle marker.

Ann's gaze shifts to the bag offered and after a moment, she reaches in to take one. She isn't very hungry, but the symbolism is what matters. THAT - and her adrenaline might just be making it so she doesn't realize her own hunger. " I don't think I've seen you share. I feel special. " She remarks with a light little chuckle before she takes a bite and feels it crunch in her mouth. IT'S FUNNY HOW LITTLE THINGS REMIND YOU OF OTHERS. Ann's not sure when she last had chips - despite them being plentiful, she's always gone for nutritional foods, especially here in the Borderlands. It's nice to have again, and she side eyes the bag before taking another one. " Thanks. "

It's nice, even just quiet company like this compared to the chaos. " I'm glad everything went well for you. " There never was any guarantee, and admittedly, there's a little less tension now knowing he's okay.

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♢  — WHAT TRAGIC HORROR CHARACTER TROPE ARE YOU?

frankenstein's monster

this plight is the simplest of them all: you did not ask for this. you were never given a choice. no part of yourself feels human, just a collection of traits you've picked up from mirroring anyone you could, even the people you meet through a television screen. it's alienating to live that way- yet someone has called you the alienating one. maybe too many people to count. maybe they treated you so uncomfortably inhuman that it's all you can understand now, or you've dug yourself into such a deep hole in an attempt to keep safe that you can't remember a person living in the home of your body at all. being alive is confusing and painful and lonely and loud but living is all there is to being human- you're already there. just take air into your lungs and breathe. close your eyes and picture a beautiful sky. you made that. you painted that yourself.

tagged by: no one tagging: whoever wants to, say i tagged you!

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i went, and i was going to treat myself with trying the bakery next door and the donuts were already cold and chewy even tho i got there like 20 minutes after they opened. WHY CAN I NOT WIN WITH SWEETS THIS WEEK

I said id go to the store today but God I dont want to.

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I said id go to the store today but God I dont want to.

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@niragixpsych played: To Chishiya: I don't even care if it makes me sound insane.

𝗚𝗔𝗠𝗘 𝗡𝗔𝗠𝗘: FOUND HEAVEN

Well this is interesting. And if there's one thing to guarantee the cat's involvement or attention, it was something interesting. Chishiya sinks back against the chair, his head tilted upwards to stare at Niragi with his dark, unblinking gaze. ANYONE ELSE MIGHT BE TERRIFIED, or at least skittish - both by the looming shadow of Niragi and simply by the intensity that lurks in his voice. Chishiya isn't so easily bothered. On the contrary, everything only seems to be drawing him in like bait in the midst of a trap.

" I didn't pin you for the type to CARE if other people thought you were insane or not. " Chishiya mentions casually, lips curving up into that signature TAUNTING smirk. What they do in private doesn't change who Chishiya IS. He's still him through and through. But he knows better than to push too far when there's information on the line. It's a careful balance with Niragi - push too far and he'll be DENIED, or get an ugly reminder of that rifle of his, even if there's never a trigger pulled when it is at him. Not yet at least.

Still - something about Niragi's words makes Chishiya want to break it apart - words and man alike. Niragi presents himself one way, but the words suggest something. Maybe Niragi doesn't care now, but maybe he once did. Or maybe he never did. That doesn't mean they don't like a certain response or particularly reactions wouldn't trigger another in kind.

He lifts his hands in mock surrender before Niragi can get too agitated with him, and then they disappear back into his jacket pockets. " Alright. Though to be fair, we've dealt with death games and lasers from the sky, so I think OUR PERCEPTION OF WHAT COUNTS AS INSANE might not be what others. " Chishiya points out - they've endured plenty of insane things. Whatever Niragi had to say couldn't be that much more insane. " I'm listening. What are you about to say that might make you sound insane? " Unfortunately, Niragi had done a particularly good job at catching Chishiya's full interest. And despite his brief taunt, Chishiya's eyes are sharp with focus and interest, studying Niragi and waiting.

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𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐑 & 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 *

Assorted memes of a suggestive and sexual nature, intended for the spicier type of interactions. Be mindful of your partners' boundaries! Change pronouns / etc. as needed, and feel free to combine the sentence prompts with the action and / or location prompts when sending if you want.

tw: strong sexual content , minors DO NOT interact with this meme at all!

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒

❝ I just want to look at you like this for a moment. ❞

❝ Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for this? ❞

❝ Your heart is beating so fast. ❞

❝ Be gentle with me. Please. ❞

❝ I’ve never done this before. ❞

❝ I want to learn. Teach me. ❞

❝ Show me how to please you. ❞

❝ I want to give you everything tonight. ❞

❝ That feels so good ─ ❞

❝ Don’t stop ─ ❞

❝ You won’t break me. I promise. ❞

❝ I want your hands on me. ❞

❝ Make love to me. ❞

❝ I need you, your lips on my skin. I need you deep inside me. ❞

❝ Can’t you see what you do to me? ❞

❝ I don’t want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again. ❞

❝ There is no taste sweeter than yours. ❞

❝ Look at you, what a mess you are. ❞

❝ You’re doing so good for me. Keep going. ❞

❝ I’ll taste every part of you before the night has ended. ❞

❝ No one else can make me feel this way. ❞

❝ I am already yours. Now I want you to lay your claim. ❞

❝ Your body sings to me. ❞

❝ I know you’re close. Just let it go now. Give in to it. ❞

❝ I want to feel you come undone. ❞

❝ Shh. Quiet love. They’re going to hear you. ❞

❝ I want to feel your fire, even if it burns me. ❞

❝ You take me so well. ❞

❝ You look so beautiful like this. ❞

❝ I never knew I could feel this good. ❞

𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄 & 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘

❝ God whispers to us in our pleasures. ❞

❝ I’m going to fuck you until your legs shake. ❞

❝ Take me. I can’t bear this anymore, just take me. ❞

❝ You’re dripping already. ❞

❝ Good girl, take it all. ❞

❝ I’m going to fill you over and over again. ❞

❝ Harder, god, harder ─ ❞

❝ Did I say you could stop? ❞

❝ Show me how much you want it. ❞

❝ Give me your mouth. ❞

❝ Spread yourself for me. ❞

❝ I’m going to leave you aching in the morning. And then I’m going to take you again. ❞

❝ Louder. Don’t hold back on me. Let me hear your pleasure. ❞

❝ I want to hear my name on your lips and make you come. ❞

❝ Don’t come until I tell you to. ❞

❝ If you wanted soft and gentle, you’ve come to the wrong person. ❞

❝ I don’t want soft. I want to ache for you when you’re done. ❞

❝ I like the marks. They stay with me even when you must leave. ❞

❝ Use me. Fuck me. Do whatever you want, but god, please touch me. ❞

❝ They’ll all know your mine when they hear you screaming my name. ❞

❝ You need relief. I can give you that. ❞

❝ You’re not leaving this bed until I’m done with you. ❞

❝ I want to spend every night buried inside of you, pleasing you, fucking you. ❞

❝ I like it when you lose control, when I can feel how desperately you need me. ❞

❝ You’re my good girl, and my girl deserves the best of me. ❞

❝ Such a good boy, always eager to please. ❞

❝ You look like an angel; it’s only right that I fuck you until you see heaven. ❞

❝ Your body is my place of worship, and it’s time for me to say my prayers. ❞

❝ This is my favorite seat. ❞

❝ Watch me ride you. ❞

𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 & 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘

❝ Does he fuck you like this? ❞

❝ We shouldn’t be doing this. ❞

❝ I missed you beyond words. Every night I dreamt of you, of what it would be like to hold you again, and I’ll be damned if I let the chance slip through my fingers when you’re right here. ❞

❝ Why can’t I keep myself away from you? ❞

❝ This could be our last night together. I’m going to make it count. ❞

❝ Don’t bring emotions into this. This has always been about pleasure, nothing else. ❞

❝ We fuck. It doesn’t need to be more complicated than that. ❞

❝ I have no right to touch you, so why do you ask it of me when I know I am unworthy? ❞

❝ You should be mine. I don’t care what they say, you are mine. ❞

❝ You dare have the audacity to pretend like you’re not mine in front of them? We both know the truth; even now look how your body reacts to me. ❞

❝ Do you honestly think I could possibly want anyone else when this is what you do to me? ❞

❝ You’re mine. Only mine. ❞

❝ I want them to hear us. I want them to know you belong to me. ❞

❝ Claim me. Have me in a way that anyone who looks at me will see your passion written upon my skin. ❞

❝ You’re not mine. You could never be mine. Yet I want you anyway. I want you so badly that it burns me inside. ❞

❝ You’ve ruined me for all others. ❞

❝ I can’t stop myself from wanting you, no matter how much we both know we shouldn’t do this. ❞

❝ I don’t care if they see. Part of me wants them to. ❞

❝ You’re not good for me. So how can you make me feel something no one else can? ❞

❝ This is the last time, then never again. This has to stop. ❞

𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

one muse gives the other oral

one muse rides the other

one muse grinds on the other

one muse takes the other from the front

one muse takes the other from behind

one muse takes the other anally

one muse holds the other down during rough sex

one muse pleasures the other with their hand

one muse sits on the other’s face

one muse controls the other’s movements by grabbing their hips

one muse ties up the other

one muse uses a toy on the other

our muses engage in edging or orgasm denial

one muse makes the other have multiple orgasms

our muses engage in sensory play (blindfolds, ice, etc.)

one muse shows the other a new position

one muse touches the other on the outside of their clothes

one muse dresses up to seduce the other

one muse undresses the other

one muse strips for the other

one muse (or both) pleasures themself for the other’s view

one muse leaves marks on the other

one muse watches the other have sex with a third party

our muses are being watched by a third party

our muses have a threesome

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

in a bed

on the floor

on a couch or chair

in a bath, shower, or pool

in a semi-public place

against a wall

on a table or counter

in the kitchen

outdoors

in a tent

on a rug in front of a fireplace

in a sacred place

in a stairwell

in a ruined building / castle

in a garden

by the ocean

in an inn / hotel

while traveling

in an office or conference room

in a dream

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not my phone making an album of all my chishiya cosplay photos like pHONE you do not need to call me out

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found heaven

a collection of starters from the 2024 album found heaven by conan gray. content warning for dark humor, suggestive language, sad gay shit, etc. feel free to edit pronouns/other terms as necessary.

Can we repent this sin?

No soul is innocent.

You need love.

You need him.

You'll never get your momma's wedding ring.

Father always said you ruined everything.

Don't be scared.

You're no demon.

Don't believe him.

Gods do love you.

Don't be scared of that feeling.

You're in love.

You're trapped.

Pack your bags, don't look back.

I apologize for calling, but I saw your face on a magazine today.

We've grown too close now, it can't amount for nothing.

I can hear your voice in the music on the radio.

Are we done?

Calm down, I'll be there by nine.

It's not the end of your life.

It don't mean that you're marrying me tonight.

You got it? We're nothing.

I'm the worst if you want it.

Don't you worry for me.

Guess you take all the pain that you think you deserve.

Say you love me for life.

Say you'll never leave.

Kiss me until I almost believe.

Join me for the night.

Dance with me so we don't cry.

There's no need to hide.

Your lover left you?

My lover's busy kissing other guys.

I know the perfect way to waste our time.

Stop. Forget that guy.

He don't know love.

I hope he dies.

Get back up, we'll be alright.

Tonight you're mine.

Don't leave me hanging alone again.

I'm just so nervous, dear.

Well, how the hell do you think I feel?

I don't even care if it makes me sound insane.

I thought if you'd ever leave me, that I'd be the reason why.

I don't even care if it's just a summer fling.

I swore eyes were made to cry, but you're the first person I've seen who's proven that might be a lie.

I wanted you to see it.

I believed your lies.

All I needed was to make it right.

Though it's me who may be broken, it was you to blame.

There's nothing left to do but finally tell you what you put me through.

You know I'm a wicked man.

I bit the hand that was feeding me.

The fear of love is my tendency.

I never meant to break your heart.

Is it wrong to now decide I miss you?

I didn't think you'd understand after all I put you through.

They cheat on wives, never pay the price.

I want to be with the bourgeoisieses!

I want to see how the bourgeoisieses party all night!

No time to mourn, I'm on the dance floor.

I don't need that, I need a Maserati.

We did it wrong, but I guess you could argue that we survived.

I wonder why you're still with me.

I ain't sorry, though I probably should be.

I think I'm gonna love you forever.

You are the reason I learned to love.

I think of all the bloodshed, somehow bittersweet.

Anger does replace the pain.

I always feel like I am not alone.

You're watching me.

You're haunting me.

You wouldn't care if I fell over and died.

Boys and girls, they want you.

Nobody cares that you're psychotic.

I want you to want me.

I need you to love me.

I want you, like everyone else here tonight.

I don't know much about love.

Come find me in the crowd.

The thing is, we haven't spoken for weeks.

I love you bad, that's the problem.

I worship every moment we meet.

You take and you take because you know you can.

Too busy deceiving and cheating and lying and competing to know how lucky you are.

You're killing me.

I just want you to free me.

What's the matter?

You're such a good actor.

I don't wanna talk, just go away.

I wanna die.

I wanna die, but you keep me alive.

You haven't been back home for days.

All you ever want is to be right, even if that means you gotta lie to do it.

There's no one who ever has done better at making me feel worse.

There's nothing that ever did quite kill me more than what you did.

Take a bow, 'cause you're the winner!

You have the nerve to miss me?

How do I somehow feel guilty?

You're the one who let it get this bad.

All you ever wanted was to fight.

You don't really wanna hear the truth, do you?

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me realizing i have no idea when i last cleared my recycling bin on my computer

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*crawls in here* i made it. im home. im done with everything, i can be here now 😭

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Touch my muse. Be descriptive or simple, tender or violent, fond or hateful - anything goes.

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first aib post here i think