shefuturae-blog

[shefuturae-blog]

so, i really want to get active here again. but i think in order for that to happen i’m gonna clear the blog as far as memes / etc. i’m going to keep my last starter call and actually work on it, but besides that drop threads ( unless you’re actively interested in keeping ours, just let me know ! ) 

[shefuturae-blog]

dropping  any  previous  starter calls  i  may  have  had,  so  here’s  a  new  one! 

[shefuturae-blog]

hello, it’s me.  logging into judith after forever. 

[shefuturae-blog]

❝ The decision was made a long time ago, before any of us knew each other, when we were all strangers who would have just passed each other on the street before the world ended. And now we mean everything to each other. ❞ // PROMO TEMPLATE.

[shefuturae-blog]

SENTENCE MEME ⟶ AURORA / ALL MY DEMONS GREETING ME AS A FRIEND always feel free to tweak the sentence to fit your muse.

“I saw a piece of heaven.”

“I was running far away.”

“I was dancing in the rain.”

“I felt alive and I can’t complain.”

“I can’t take it anymore.”

“I was painting a picture of you.”

“All this time I have been lying to myself.”

“I’ve been putting sorrow on the farthest place on my shelf.”

“There are broken nights and broken days in between.”

“Just like in fiction, fantasy’s taking over.”

“I’ve been looking, but you don’t seem to come my way.”

“Broken me, and broken them. You are broken, too.”

“There’s no seduction, only destruction.”

“Take me over and break me.”

“We’re stronger now.”

“My heart still beats and my skin still feels.”

“My lungs still breathe and my mind still fears.”

“We’re running out of time.”

“There’s blood on your lies.”

“There is nowhere for you to hide.”

“Nightmares are where hope is left incomplete.”

“I feel the light for the very first time.”

“Not anybody knows that I am lucky to be alive.”

“I feel too numb.”

“I don’t know where I am, or where I’ll go.”

“My tears are always frozen.”

“All I need to remember is how to feel alive.”

“I went too far when I was begging on my knees.”

“Give me some love and hold me.”

“Why can’t I turn around and walk away?”

“I’m left behind with an empty hole.”

“Everything I am is gone.”

“I would rather see this world through the eyes of a child.”

“Darker times will come and go.”

“I fall asleep in my own tears.”

“I cry for the world, for everyone.”

“I can’t recall the last time I opened my eyes to see the world beautiful.”

“Let love conquer your mind.”

“He didn’t mean to do no harm.”

“He did it all to spare me from the awful things in life.”

“One day life will be kind.”

“It doesn’t really matter where you come from.”

“It’s where it begins.”

“My arms are reaching for what I can see no more.”

“I would like to leave this city.”

“I can feel the warning signs running around my mind.”

“My body feels young, but my mind is very old.”

“You can’t give me the dreams that are mine anyway.”

“You know I’d stay, but I just can’t stand it.”

“We spoke of many thing.”

“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.”

“We gotta go back to the start.”

“No one’s surprised.”

[shefuturae-blog]

❈ ✼ ❈    ANASTASIA  MUSICAL SENTENCE  MEME  ( PART 2/4 )

ONCE UPON A DECEMBER

‘  dancing bears… painted wings… ’

‘  things i almost remember. ’

‘  once upon a december. ’

‘  someone holds me safe and warm. ’

‘  horses prace through a silver storm. ’

‘  figures dancing gracefully across my memory. ’

‘  far away, long ago…  glowing dim as an ember… ’

‘  things my heart used to know  —  things it yearns to remember… ’

‘  and a song someone sings… ’

STAY, I PRAY YOU

‘  how can i desert you? ’

‘  how to tell you why? ’

‘  coachman, hold the horses. ’

‘  let me have a moment  —  let me say goodbye! ’

‘  harsh, and sweet, and bitter to leave it all… ’

‘ how to break the tie? ’

‘  we have shared our fears and shared our sorrows. ’

‘  though the scars remain, and tears will never dry… ’

‘  never to return  —  finally breaking free! ’

‘  you are all i know.  you have raised me. ’

‘  how to turn away? how to close the door? ’

‘ how to go where i have never gone before? ’

‘  i’ll bless my homeland ‘till i die. ’

WE’LL GO FROM THERE

‘  i hope  ___’s happy to see me. ’

‘  bottom line  —  i’ll win him/her. ’

‘  we’ll do some reminiscing.  he/she’ll see what he/she’s been missing. ’

‘ let’s hope that i can straighten up! ’

‘ if she says no, we’ll all lay low and we’ll go from there. ’

‘  hand shaking… heart thundering… meet the royal mess! ’

‘  start smiling.  stop wondering! ’

‘ why did i say yes? ’

‘  this chance is all i’ve got. ’

‘  keep a grip and take a deep breath. ’

‘  soon we’ll know what’s what. ’

‘  put on our show, rewards will flow, and we’ll go from there! ’

‘  oh, what a lovely ride! ’

‘  oh, what a lovely day  —  for a totally illegal, lovely getaway! ’

‘  no more doubt, no time to spare! ’

‘  we’re nearly out, so let’s prepare. ’

‘  we’re on our way to who-knows-where. ’

‘  we’ll go from there! ’

STILL

‘  an act of desperation. ’

‘  to my consternation, i let her go. ’

‘  she/he wants what she/he can get. ’

‘  does she/he believe her/his fiction?  it’s hard to know. ’

‘  is it innocence or guile? ’

‘  a son becomes a man at his father’s knee. ’

‘  if my father asked questions, where would we be? ’

‘  i feel a… strange connection i can’t allow. ’

‘  in her, there’s a power.  i see that now. ’

‘  i am nothing but a man with nothing but his orders to fulfill. ’

‘  i’m innocent! ’

‘  something in you tells you that she/he absolutely lies. ’

‘  still… ’

JOURNEY TO THE PAST

‘  heart, don’t fail me now. ’

‘  courage, don’t desert me. ’

‘  don’t turn back now that we’re here! ’

‘  people always say life is full of choices…  no one ever mentions fear. ’

‘  the world can seem so vast. ’

‘  somewhere down this road, i know someone’s waiting. ’

‘  years of dreams just can’t be wrong. ’

‘ finally home where i belong. ’

‘  starting now, i’m learning fast! ’

‘  home, love, family…  there was once a time i must have had them too. ’

‘  i will never be complete until i find you. ’

‘  one step at a time, one hope then another… ’

‘  who knows where this road may go? ’

‘ they’re things my heart still needs to know. ’

‘ let this be a sign. ’

‘ let this road be mine. ’

‘  let it lead me to my past. ’

‘  bring me home at last. ’

[shefuturae-blog]

i’ll be online here tomorrow at some point after we get our tree put up. i’m gonna be dropping my previous starter call & some memes so that i’m not feeling so rushed or overwhelmed. with that being said, here’s a new starter call, and i’m capping at 10! once those get answered i’ll be open to writing more ! 

[shefuturae-blog]

i’ll be online here tomorrow at some point after we get our tree put up. i’m gonna be dropping my previous starter call & some memes so that i’m not feeling so rushed or overwhelmed. with that being said, here’s a new starter call, and i’m capping at 10! once those get answered i’ll be open to writing more ! 

[shefuturae-blog]

i’m  over  on  maggie  for  the  night,  i  might  pop  back  here  later!  

[shefuturae-blog]

❛ FIGHT BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DIE QUIETLY. ❜

[shefuturae-blog]

A Look™

[shefuturae-blog]

[shefuturae-blog]

HEY I LOVE YOU SO HECKIN MUCH THAT WOW YOU'RE MY PLATONIC LIFEMATE AND I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE GONNA BE GROSS BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

I LOVE YOU TOO MY HETEROSEXUAL LIFE MATE. seriously though, i would be so lost without you, thank you for making my day so much better. i couldn’t ask for a better best friend!! 

[shefuturae-blog]

WHAT  COLOUR  IS  YOUR  MUSE  ?

you  are  firebrick / #B22222

Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.

TAGGED BY: @leaderofhilltop TAGGING: whoever sees this ! 

[shefuturae-blog]

out.  so last  night  was  a  long  one,  one  of  the  twins  had  stomach  issues  going  on  so  i’ve  had  maybe  an  hour  of  sleep.  my  mood  has  taken  a  huge  dive  and  my depression  is  getting  the  better  of  me.  i’m  gonna  try  to  dive  into  replies  when  the  toddlers  go  to  school, but  other  than  that  if  i’m  not  social  or  don’t  get  to  much  today:  I’m sorry.  I  hope  everyone  else  is  having  a  wonderful  day  and  something  amazing  happens  since  y’all deserve it! 

[shefuturae-blog]

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

❛  why  do  you  keep  pushing  me  away ? ❜  petite  frame  lingers  in  doorway, blue  eyes  cast  towards  the  ground.  thick  eyelashes  blinked  back  the  tears  forming,  anger  forming  in  pit  of  her  stomach  for  letting  emotions  cloud  her  thoughts,  she  knew  better  than  to  think  with  the  heart.    ❛  i  want  more  than  anything  to  be  here  for  you, Ry.  I  want  all  the  good  and  the  bad,  don’t  you  see that ? ❜  both  too  young  for  the  scars  they  bore,  for  the  cruelty  the  world  had  dealt  them.  truths  she  had  worked  so  hard  on  keeping  buried  falling  so  freely  from  her  lips,  affection  towards  riley  she  had  tried  so  hard  in  pushing  down  unbottling  it’s self. fear  of  losing  her,  just  like  everyone  else  she  loved  had  held  her  back, but  now  she  refused.  ❛ Riley,  please.  ❜

[shefuturae-blog]

           HUMANITY  IS  ALL  WE  HAVE  LEFT.                                      (     ind.   twd   original   character     )