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Okay, true. When I get mad, it’s ugly. So ugly. Nah, I’d never be mad at you. Impossible. It was pure hell, but you know me. You and me, bab. That’ll never change, okay? I can’t wait for you to see it. He’s healing up pretty nicely. I just gotta be careful not to let my clothes rub him too much. That’s not true. You do deserve the title. I don’t wanna hear you say otherwise. That’s understandable, okay? We all have those moments. I believe in you, though. 

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ACW WRESTLING: BACK WITH VENGEANCE // the head drop photography

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Yeah, I get a little fiery, but I’m not mad at you. Promise. I’m glad you did as well. I had that really rough patch when I tried to hide everything from everyone but it just didn’t work out. Not when it came to you, though. You always knew. Thank you. And yes, you’ve come so far. You’re an amazing person and I’m so lucky to have you in my life. I really and truly mean that. You’ll have to see it in person. I think he’s actually pretty cute. He’s right there on my hip so that I can see him. Hey, that’s okay. You’ll get that title. I know you will. Don’t focus on that, please?

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Nah, ‘m good. ‘m able to get up and do stuff now. It was awful right after surgery, though. That’s when I went absolutely mad. Our son really is the cutest little guy, isn’t he? Pft, from his da. That’s true. We’ve shown everyone, and that’s one thing I love about you. I’m really proud of you, ya know? You’ve come so far, grown so much. You’ve gotten things under control and I’m just proud. You’ve done a lot for me, Chris. It’s just something small and it represents you, and us. Right? You’ll have to see it in person. It really is small but I love it. ‘m glad you don’t hate it! Also, you did really good today! I know it’s not how we wanted it to go, but you’re always so good in the ring. That title’ll be yours soon enough. 

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Oh trust me, I understand how badly it sucks to sit around, not able to do anythin’. Aw, good! I look forward to watching them. Bet he’s the cutest. I like to think we’re pretty great together. I know you will. I love that about you. I really do. I’m excited for our future. You definitely have a soft spot. ;) I did. ....do you hate it? 

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‘m glad you were feelin’ well enough to get out and do somethin’, bab. Please tell me you got video of it for me? Already have loads of pics and stuff of the two of ya but still. Love him. And you. Even when we were knockin’ the stuffin’ outta each other, nothin’ came between us. When I broke my collarbone, you were there. You’ve always been there. Not a terrible sound... I liked it. Told me exactly where you like it. It’s a really cute little tribute to someone I really love and I really like it.... 

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Are you feelin’ any better, bab? I can ask my ma for a remedy if ya want. Distance is the worst but we’ll make it somehow. I can come take care of ya if I need to. Oh, I know it is. The sound you made when I found it? Wowzers. It’s not a puppy. I promise you that. I got another small tattoo.

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Tell me when and I’ll call you cute boyos. Bab... I really wanna come curl up in your arms or lap and just kiss your shoulder. And chest. And cute face. And that one spot you like so much. OH! We gotta FaceTime ‘cause I gotta show you something! I got something this week that I really wanna show you. ‘m really happy about it. 

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Thank you. I’ll have to FaceTime you guys really soon. I miss both your faces so much. ‘m so lucky to have the both of you. Happy, nice little family. Shush it. ‘m lookin’ a mess. Oh, I don’ plan on ever lettin’ you leave it. You’re stuck with me. 

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Thank you. I don’ like the thought of you not feelin’ well and me bein’ so far away. I just’ know ‘ve got the two cutest boyos. Psssst, you’re always hot. ;) Never ever. Promise. 

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Promise me if it gets worse, you’ll get looked at? He loves his da. I love you too, Brookesy. I really do. Shh, you don’ hafta worry about that. Ever. 

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Do you think you caught a bug while here? He’s such a good little boy. I miss you both loads, I really do. 

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Same, bab. What’s wrong?

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I’m just gonna stay in bed today 🤒

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I do. I wanna come curl up in the bed ‘ve known for years. The blankets that I love. With the person I feel safest with. I hope they do. I’ll be gutted if they don’t. Thank you for everything. I really mean that. ‘m focusing, I promise. ‘m doing my best. I hope he’s giving you the best snuggles, bab. I love you both.