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Emoji Challenge / Xion / B-5 Thank youu! :D

hi~ !

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friendly reminder i’m on hiatus! i’m hanging out on my lissa blog if you need me!

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- KINGDOM HEARTS 358/2 DAYS -

“Roxas, don’t be sad.

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doodle noodle

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SUNS UP GUNS UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Psa from someone who studied both Sexology and Psychology about rape and triggering roleplays.

Alright, it’s nearly two am and I’m not native english so bare with me for this.

First and foremost, roleplaying rape or triggering topics does not make anyone a sickfuck or someone who condone the themes in real life.

I went to university for four years and studied sexology, which is a program offered here in Quebec, Canada. I learned many things about the human psyche as well as sexuality in general. I also have a minor in psychology and am currently studying to become an author. Because I have many interest, yes, I have spent many years in school for. And all of my programs and studies can relate to this.

Some humans are interested in taboo and triggering topics because it pushes the limits of the human psyche. Some people are interested to see what would happen if their characters would be pushed in the most extreme situations. Whether they are playing a victim or an abuser does not matter. For someone like me, who roleplay as both, I can tell you that I like, revel even in the despair of my muses when they’re victims of something. And as someone who roleplays a villain, I like to explore the darkest part of the human mind that pushes someone to the most heinous acts possible.

There is nothing sick about this. It’s in human nature to be curious and it’s actually completely healthy to explore those topics. My studies in sexology made me learn that having phantasms, however perverted they are, as long as they remain in a fantasy setting, there is nothing wrong about it. As a writer, I can also tell you that the dichotomy between author and muse is INCREDIBLE. If you roleplay a self insert, it might be different, but when you roleplay a muse that is apart from yourself, then it automatically becomes FANTASY. You wouldn’t tell the actor that roleplayed Hitler in the movie “The Fall” that he’s encouraging nazism by playing the role of the leader of them, so why would you tell an author that they’re condoning rape or triggering topics by writing them? Did you ever read an horror book? A suspense with lots of murders and crimes? What about jigsaw? Or even the human centipede? You cannot judge of the weight of a crime that happens in fiction the same way you would a crime in reality. The author knows that. The author isn’t their character. Stop associating the two and shaming people for what they want to write.

Some people wants some vanilla fluff poneys rainbows and flowers, some wants blood gore guts and vile, unfathomable things. Both are healthy outlets.Neither are sick.

As someone who studied psychology, sexology and is currently completing literature studies, I am disgusted that such things are still shamed among the roleplaying community. There are tags you all can block to not see those triggering topics, but you have no right as an author to call out someone who writes about heavy topics because you think it’s wrong. You are no professional critique neither are you a psychanalist. You are a fucking tumblr roleplayer for christ sake.

Block the tags. Shove your disgusting shaming up your ass without lube.

Thank you. 

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tHE KH3 HYPE IS TOO STRONG

I MISS XION UHUH

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Roxas: To answer everybody’s question, Xion’s one of my best friends, for a couple of years now. She lives far away though, so it’s more an online best friends kind of thing.

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Character Flaws && Strengths | 001

↳ Bold what applies to your muse!

╳ Flaws

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny

controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies

impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry

greedy | lazy | judgemental | forgetful | impulsive

spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky

♔ Strengths

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave

patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky

intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous

merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming

cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm

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a roleplaying psa.

when you send me a meme or like my starter call or anything where i write something for you can you please respond to it in some way ?

if you don’t want to make it into a thread that’s totally fine! i don’t mind! feel free to reply to it if you want to but if not, give it a like so i know you’ve seen it ?

if you join in on my starter call ( or we’ve plot something ) &  i put time  &  effort into making a starter please respond to the starter if you don’t like the starter i wrote tell me  &  i’ll write something else ?

if you aren’t going to look at my answer don’t send the meme if you don’t want a starter don’t like my starter call

this has been a roleplaying psa.

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friendly reminder i’m on hiatus! i’m hanging out on my lissa blog if you need me!

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Just Give Me A Reason - P!nk (Feat. Nate Ruess)

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                                           give    back    my                                            CHILDHOOD                                            I have never had.

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            We can’t change the past                                          But we can protect the future

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In my nothing, you were everything to me.

Trent Reznor  (via wordsnquotes)

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lamiamemoria:

                  If it had not been for Master Yen Sid, the two girls would not be here right now, in their own bodies… To help in this fight against a man who’s been in high power for so long. Namine had seen him, in the memories of a boy who was connected to Sora. But now, it was quiet and Namine had some clue as to what they needed.

                  “Hm?”

                  Namine looked to the raven and a genuine smile appeared on her lips. “I’m glad we finally got the chance to spend time together.”

            She appears surprised for a moment, as if she hadn’t been anticipating a smile in return. Naminé was friendly enough, having greeted Xion with a grin upon first meeting, and so with another quiet laugh, the darker clad of the two returns the curve. 

    ❝ Yeah, me too. This is the first time we’ve been sent off, just the two of us. I’m a bit excited, heh. ❞ Childish as it was, Xion only spoke the truth. She wished to see what the blonde was capable of, considering those she’s fought alongside before (as well as herself) were more suited for close-ranged battle.