shit-jerky

[shit-jerky]

You know for the first 18-ish years of your life everyone your age is mostly doing the same things and then all of a sudden every year for the rest of your life somebody your age is getting divorced while somebody else just learned what a leaf is and you have no idea what’s going on or what you’re supposed to be doing

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does anyone remember when the biggest political issue we had was Michelle Obama and her arms

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It hurts a lot

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Being a burden on every single person in my life is exhausting

[shit-jerky]

What a fucking shitty day

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I threw up and now it’s just all pathetic

[shit-jerky]

I’m really scared of myself right now

[shit-jerky]

Part of me wants everything to go wrong and everyone to hate me so I’ll have a reason to feel how fucking horrible I feel

[shit-jerky]

awooooo

It hurts to be away from him for so long

Two days is too long

I miss him

[shit-jerky]

wags my stupid fucking tail. whatever

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[shit-jerky]

3am feels

[shit-jerky]

anxiety has you googling shit like can I check books out at the library

[shit-jerky]

Random wave of sadness always strikes you when you least expect it

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RAAAAAAHH

Yearning hours.. longing hours..

[shit-jerky]

fresh meat

[shit-jerky]

Thinking about him is my current favorite pastime