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Hi!! I saw on Twitter that you were going through a rough time and just wanted to say I really hope things get better for you. Your account is so wholesome and I love seeing your posts. Some of the advice you posted has helped me so much in daily life, so I truly hope things start looking up for you! <3 thank you so much for everything!!

//thank you. I’m sorry if I’m replying to this late I just logged back on tumblr. Been a bit busy with life turning on its head.

I don’t like “over sharing” or “trauma dumping” at people who came to this account for a cheering up, so I have it set that anyone who likes my Twitter pinned can be added to my Twitter circle and kept in the loop. That way it’s via their choice to opt into hearing what’s up. Fair warning it involves pretty heavy topics about grief, hospitals, and loss.

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I think it’s been over a year but, I set out with this account to sort of be a motivational encouragement for others but I think it was always just a pep talk to myself. I hope to continue it again. I don’t know what that timeline will look like but thank you for your kind words of support it means a lot to me.

The world is made better by people like you. I hope you continue to be warm and kind this holiday season as you never know who you may bump into that will be blessed by a kind word or a cheery smile.

❤️

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Do one hard thing today. Take just one step. That’s enough. You’re enough. ❤️

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Take time today to enjoy the view. Walking around it’s easy to forget to stop and enjoy where you are. You’ve come a long way to be here. You made it so far and you should be proud of you.

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You posted after really long time! I hope you are doing okay?

Oh hey, yeah I’m still kickin! :)

I’m a lil more active on Twitter but I have been away for quite a while. I just have been busy I suppose. Work got kinda hectic and it’s had me pretty exhausted. (Tom’s been real great though I’ve been doing better and not getting too stressed) I was reminded though that I still need these words for myself. Kinda bolster and motivate me to keep doing my best.

I hope you’re doing what you can each day.. small steps are still leading somewhere and it may never feel like much but I guarantee looking back Youve probably journeyed much further than you thought. 👍

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You may not know this but you’re pretty incredible. Proud of you. Take care of yourself first today. 👍

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No matter what your going through, it’ll be ok. Lows don’t last forever. Trust in your friends. You aren’t alone.

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Sorry for the lack of positivity posts, February has not been my month. In light of that, it’s ok to not meet your expectations. You aren’t expected to be a perfect person. All that matters is you tried. And hey if you’re too tired to try, you can always take a rest. That’s a-ok too.

I was taught this new method for when things get overwhelming. It’s like a 5 step thing. Like.. 5 things I can see, 4 things I can hear, 3 things I can touch, 2 things I smell, and 1 I taste. It’s a nice way of just soaking in the moment and slowing everything down for a bit. Sometimes I just lay down and listen to all the sounds... course sometimes I fall asleep but that’s fine too. Means I needed it.

Give it a try next time you’re stressed out or feelin bad. I hope it’ll help. If not you can always come talk to me. Though I may be slow to reply I will do my best always.

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Thinking about raincoat cat ☔

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RB IF YOU SUPPORT HER

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I got this recently cuz people on Twitter were using it. I’ve been having lots of fun so I figure I’ll share it here too. I hope you’ll come say hi!☺️

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I dunno how to use Instagram.

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@mocknerd said: its ok to not be attracted to others.

That’s a heavy feeling too. Sorry that’s something you had to struggle with... cant say it’s the same but I grew up being taught the perfect image of what a family should look like and well... I knew right away I’d never fit any mold. I just break those.

But I think if I’ve learned anything, it’s that there’s no such thing as a normal. And that theres just lots of different normals for different people.

Whatever your normal is I respect that. And I’m glad you can own it yourself. You should be proud to be you. You’re amazing just as you are. :)



What’s something you wish you could tell your younger self?

— I wish I could tell my younger self that things get better. We learn to control it... and people like being around us... that we aren’t a monster.

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What’s something you wish you could tell your younger self?

— I wish I could tell my younger self that things get better. We learn to control it... and people like being around us... that we aren’t a monster.

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I believe in you. Even when you feel like you can’t do it, I still believe in you. I got your back, now and forever.

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Shizuo Heiwajima has bongo titties man

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I hope that this weekend you find something fun and are able to relax and unwind from the stress of the week. Cuz it’s important to blow of steam in a healthy way.

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@mocknerd said: “You deserve ALL the humans”

It’s not about me deserving em, it’s about izaya not deserving em. Why anyone trusts him is a mystery. Flea be “shady af”... did I use that right?

Anyhow If izaya wants em back he can fight me for em. People deserve better than anything he can offer. Not that I’m saying I’m a great option either just... hes shitty so by default I’m better.