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so fucking stupid that meds literally work. "swallow this pebble it makes you think" hateful

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fuck all knowledge

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reblogging a post that says “do it scared” vs actually doing it scared

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oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

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this is actually legitness

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*scrolling tumblr* hmmm. i agree with the sentiment of this post, but the phrasing feels off to me. it doesn’t really have that Reblog factor, you know? *scrolls* oh good, a post that just says “i jerk off till my penis scrweam” . i better reblog this

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Napping in the garden

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transparent version of this post + view here

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I don't care how bad life gets i'm not watching Love Island

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automated text reply that just says YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON I AM LETTING DOWN

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so it’s a wednesday night in july and you’re at home and you’ve showered and you’ve masturbated and you’ve gnawed at the inside of your mouth and you’ve eaten and washed the dishes and fixed a corner of the fitted sheet on your bed and texted your grandmother and thought positive thoughts and still the feeling comes. what then

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The Character will literally have you saying shit like "shes literally my special princess. she can do 9/11 as many times as she wants"

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever