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i like to imagine conan is fully incapable of bringing himself to take meds out of fear it may be the APTX again and he actually dies. he doesn't even see it as a trauma response, he doesn't understand how messed up he was over the whole event, especially since his favourite thing to do with trauma is ignore it forever and ever

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Placing The Blame - Self

Higher fps turn because why not :^D (and because it was difficult haha)

I don't think Conan blames Haibara for what happened these days, but I'd love to see more of Haibara feeling guilty for her part in shrinking Shinichi.

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@dcmkemogust20xx​ DCMK Emogust Week One! I took inspiration from the dialogue prompts on day 2: “Please marry me” as well as “You can’t stay here.”

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Hi! I’m sorry to hear twitter is stressing you out now, and I totally encourage and respect your decision to leave it behind. You brought me many laughs and a lot of joy there and I wanted to take the time to thank you for that 🫶❤️ wish you the best in life!

UWAAAAAAAA ILY CHRIS

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TW: Character death below. 

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I CANT REPLY ANYMORE NOOOOOOO

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(KaiShin R15) PREMIUM KIDDAY (Translation)

PREMIUM KIDDAY by by shino (prism)

Hi, everyone! Here we are again, wishing all fellow KaiShin fans a Happy First Encounter Anniversary!!

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Ok buddy.

Guess who.

i wonder who.

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"Tick-tock, tick-tock, it's time to go home. What do you want, an extension...?"

Draft version and origins here, and more internal screaming headcanon below the break aaaaaAAAAAAAA

Before OVA 9 dethroned it, The Desperate Revival was the arc which really messed me up. It lasts for less than a minute, but I LOVE the imagery of Shinichi staring at his reflection in the mirror as he succumbs to another transformation, horrified by the ghost of "Conan" patiently idling behind him as he waits for him to... come back home, so to speak. In the grand scheme of things this episode occurred pretty early on in the series, but even by this point it's at least implied that Shinichi is already haunted by the idea of Conan, of this false identity he despises (at least in some facet) but cannot live without.

Maybe I'm being a little dramatic, but the setup is HERE for some pretty dark exploration of Shinichi as a character on a visceral level, but the series just doesn't dive into it. How does someone even begin to grapple with the emotional toll of having to deceive every day? to watch an imposter gradually replace you? Shinichi cannot exist without Conan and Conan cannot exist without him, which... if it hasn't already fucked him up, will fuck everyone else up when one of them disappears for good (whether that ends up being Conan or Shinichi... well... I'll scream about it later when I lay down my thoughts about OVA 9).

I don't know. Shinichi is set up as a character who, up until he's forced to turn back the clock, has everything going pretty well for him (contrast against Ran, for example, who carries a lot of baggage by circumstances which are out of her control). His "faults" are primarily superficial and honestly, as much as I love him, he needs to be truly challenged more often, and I can't think of a better way to develop his character than to explore the distress he must (reasonably) feel while he's trapped within himself.

tbh I really just need to pick up some good, angsty Shinichi fic, or write it myself

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Ok hear me out-

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My entry for the Kaishin Wheel of Fortune event hosted by @dcmkkaishinevents ! ty for hosting!

the prompt i got was sci-fi and rose so i went for robot kaito (inspired by magic kaito manga chapter 3)

it was supposed to be one single drawing but my hand had other plans. Its a bit rushed and the whole thing could've been conveyed better if i had more time to do more pages, but overall i had fun drawing this!

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"At that moment, I got the terrible feeling that I was never going to see Shinichi again."

Original [link] by Sergio Cupido

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"At that moment, I got the terrible feeling that I was never going to see Shinichi again."

Original [link] by Sergio Cupido

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Detective Conan screencap redraw shshshs haven't done this in a while

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I've been rewatching Detective Conan