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this "free will" stuff rocks actually, i've decided. i'm a fan

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ABSOLUTION PROGRAM projected release date delayed to 10/12 due to unexpected Illness in charlie area. just. just trust me on that one, i don't want to talk about it.

this gives me more time to make it actually presentable, so not too bad.

it's coming. for real this time. the story will begin to continue.

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my workplace banned employees from ordering alcohol at the bar even on off days. why live

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my BPD is way more borderline than anyone else's. i am the god king of BPD. i have asymptote personality disorder and none can meet my glory

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type shit 2

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i genuinely think the robot jlin specifically built in your image to be submissive and abuseable has more lines in realcanon than you do

something i do really well, for better and for worse, is making every character feel fleshed out. but this comes with the unfortunate side effect of me unwittingly becoming obsessed with random ass side characters who don't actually have much bearing on the plot.

and i hate it so much i'm so fucking obsessed with jlin and caro right now it's unreal. i love these two deranged mad scientist women who are unhealthily obsessed with each other to such a point they're slowly killing themselves over it. they're so allergic to self-reflection they'd shrivel up and die if they saw a mirror. they're horrible and toxic but they can't be without each other. i can't stop fucking thinking about how real it is, how it's exactly what happens when someone with unchecked BPD finds an FP that's obsessively devoted to them right back (i might be speaking with experience on that note).

meanwhile the entire joke of caro's existence in written canon is that she's a background character that's fucking everywhere.

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such as the knives 2

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caro suffers from this unfortunate disease called "every character she's associated with is far more relevant than she is". jlin's a major character after part 2 and charlie, while also a background extra in realcanon, has his own extensive fanon-turned-canon. and she's usually there with them, but it's never about her. she's the POV of the lab fic, yeah, but it still manages to be more about jlin than her. poor whore

something i do really well, for better and for worse, is making every character feel fleshed out. but this comes with the unfortunate side effect of me unwittingly becoming obsessed with random ass side characters who don't actually have much bearing on the plot.

and i hate it so much i'm so fucking obsessed with jlin and caro right now it's unreal. i love these two deranged mad scientist women who are unhealthily obsessed with each other to such a point they're slowly killing themselves over it. they're so allergic to self-reflection they'd shrivel up and die if they saw a mirror. they're horrible and toxic but they can't be without each other. i can't stop fucking thinking about how real it is, how it's exactly what happens when someone with unchecked BPD finds an FP that's obsessively devoted to them right back (i might be speaking with experience on that note).

meanwhile the entire joke of caro's existence in written canon is that she's a background character that's fucking everywhere.

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something i do really well, for better and for worse, is making every character feel fleshed out. but this comes with the unfortunate side effect of me unwittingly becoming obsessed with random ass side characters who don't actually have much bearing on the plot.

and i hate it so much i'm so fucking obsessed with jlin and caro right now it's unreal. i love these two deranged mad scientist women who are unhealthily obsessed with each other to such a point they're slowly killing themselves over it. they're so allergic to self-reflection they'd shrivel up and die if they saw a mirror. they're horrible and toxic but they can't be without each other. i can't stop fucking thinking about how real it is, how it's exactly what happens when someone with unchecked BPD finds an FP that's obsessively devoted to them right back (i might be speaking with experience on that note).

meanwhile the entire joke of caro's existence in written canon is that she's a background character that's fucking everywhere.

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the plural mood is having no fucking idea what happened yesterday because one of the assholes in your head gave himself heat stroke in a mall parking lot to prove a point and immediately after one of the others drank himself to passing out in the restaurant you work at

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Which “‘“ is better: the one in Ben and Jerry’s, or the one in Dunkin’ Donuts?

difficult question. they both do such hard jobs. the noble ' of ben and jerry's, for example, tells you WHO the object (in this case, hot ass ice cream) belongs to. very important information. but that of dunkin', tells you what they're doing with the donuts. and that's everything. they're not dunking those donuts, no. they're *dunkin'*.

truly a philosophical question for the ages. is ownership or occupation more important in our capitalist society? who can say.

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kinda fucked up you can't sing and eat at the same time. like whose idea was that

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L birthday i spent $200 on 3 whole voicebanks and only one worked

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the problem with having a hobby as stupid and expensive as collecting vocal synths is i'm old and dying so all my favorites are old and dying. so i don't have the option of thinking twice about it when i could literally wake up the next day and they'll be gone forever

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tbh june egbert is a headcanon for people who dont get john egbert

and because they dont get him they throw him in the quirky tgirl box even though thats not who he is

like june is always characterized as a very specific kind of quirky tumblr girl but john egbert is a fucking redditor who dabbles in programming and has a huge gay crush on nick cage

he doesnt have a strained relationship with masculinity, he has a strained relationship with adulthood and its because of *gestures at the events of his life*

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They settled on inflation via vore and made out.

being both types of plural is so funny because. when i fragment and the bitch twins take over i just black out and wake up with no memory of what happened, but hal mysteriously is always present so every day i'll randomly die for 3 hours and come back and there's an equal chance he'll say "they both had a meltdown and threatened all of your friends and i had to fucking mediate" as there is it'll be "they literally just argued about whether vore or inflation is better for two hours straight" and i live in a wonderland of surprises delivered fresh to me by my own decaying brain