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Me, obviously.

Ah yes your favorite sexy guitarist is back! 

What did I miss? 

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Good Evening,

motherfuckers

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“I think… I think I remember you.”

 “What was the last thing you remember of us?”

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“Your treat, huh?” Brian smirked at the sweet gesture. “For once, I won’t oppose. That just means next time, it’s my treat.” Even though it was just a sweet gesture through food, Brian couldn’t help but just feel all the love from him.

Holding onto Pinkly, Brian watched Matt as he got Bella ready for their little walk. Just by seeing the dogs reactions, he knew that they were more than ready to enjoy the gorgeous California air.

Chuckling a little at Matt’s comment, Brian shook his head in disagreement. “Well let it all go to your head, because I am not taking my words back.” He said as he eyes glazed over Matt, smirking at the fact that he was still shirtless. He smirked as his eyes met with Matt, quite amused at what he was looking at. “I’m going to go ahead and assume you’re staying just like that, huh?” He grinned as he began making his way to the door. There was no complaint what so ever.

“You say that, but I’ll still fight you over it,” Matt grinned. A common theme with the vocalist, he was relentless in an.. oddly sweet, affectionate way. Determined to express his love and care for others, even when he’d already gone above and beyond to prove it before.

“Me? Let things go to my head? Sounds like a disaster, would not recommend,” He then snickered, spinning round to face Brian once again. Of course, he immediately picked up on that gaze, and a smirk of his own tugged at his lips. “Unless you’ve got any better ideas, hm? Besides, I can’t find my Motorhead shirt and the Trooper one’s in the wash. I’m convinced you’ve probably stolen it.” A bold claim for sure, but certainly not out of the ordinary. 

With that though, and as Bella gave a gentle tug on her lead, Matt followed the guitarist to the front door, reaching over to pull it open. The cool Californian breeze against his skin was one he couldn’t change for the world. It just felt like.. home. And with Brian, Bella and Pinkly by his side? That’s all he could ever want.

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"You know I can't stand it when you get like this. Would you please just talk to me?"

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❝ Can’t complain honestly , though I have to say it’s been pretty hard to unwind with all that we’ve had to do before this upcoming tour . Feels like breaks are never long enough , and tours are never short enough . I just want time to relax , and it never finds me . ❞

❝ Oh man, tell me about it. It just feels like it never really ends, huh? One thing after another, we get one thing done and two things come up. Sure, the work is worth it and all... but sometimes, I just really want moments like this, y’know?

Moments where I can just relax. And in your company? It’s just... so much easier. ❞

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Saying nothing, Brian’s grin widened as he caught that signature dimpled grin from Matt. Seeing that grin brought such a warmth to Brian’s heart. It was little things like this that made Brian realize how lucky he truly was with this one. It seemed to be that Matt was the only person in the world who could make Brian grin the stupid-ass grin, the one that says I’m in love and there’s no changing that.

Leaning himself against Matt, Brian made eye contact with him. “I didn’t really have anything in mind. Just maybe grab a bite to eat. But a walk sounds much better than that.” He grinned, kissing the side of Matt’s face. “Our girls been pestering you for a walk, well let’s change that then.” He broke the closeness between the two of them as he grabbed Pinkly’s leash, then called out for her.

Picking Pinkly up when she ran into the room, Brian grinned. “I think we have the best dogs in the world.” He rubs Pinkly behind the ears before putting her leash on. “A walk with the sexiest man and the cutest dogs, absolutely perfect.” He admired Matt for a minute before snapping out of it. “You ready, babe?”

“Hey, we can still grab something to eat too, y’know,” Matt pointed out with a soft smile, “Or maybe we can save that for a little bit later tonight? My treat, hm?” The suggestion was one he’d been quietly plotting to himself for a fair while, his own little way of appreciating his love - by spoiling him rotten, of course. After all, he insisted on making Syn feel just as special as he himself felt, if not more. It was only fair.

Though he was reluctant to part from the comfort of Brian’s arms, he knew it wouldn’t be too long before he could return, and it wouldn’t exactly be easy to walk the dogs that way. That, and he doubted Bella and Pinkly would be willing to wait for them, evident by their appearance in the room. “Alright, a nice lil’ walk it is, then.”The vocalist turned to resume digging around for his shirt, eventually settling on one, and tugging it on over his head.

“Oh, you’re damn right we do,” He grinned as he faced Brian again, reaching his hand to stroke the small dog. Then, he grabbed Bella’s lead, attaching it and running his hand through her fur. “Oh don’t say that, it’ll go to my head. Besides, we all know you get that title, hm?” Matt chuckled, “But I can definitely agree we’ve got a perfect little family right here.” Finally, a nod. “You know it. Let’s go.”

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“And we all know those standards aren’t exactly low, hm?” Matt teased. flashing that signature dimpled grin at him. Not that he could blame him for it though, not when he himself was a bit of a perfectionist. After all, when you’re passionate about something, you wanna get it right.

The vocalist held onto their shared, loving gaze for a few moments, just relishing in the time spent together. How had he been so lucky to have Brian? While he couldn’t work it out, there was no way he would argue with it. “Oh yeah, I kinda had an idea running through my head all morning, was driving me crazy so I thought I’d go see how it panned out, y’know?” 

With roughened fingers gently brushing over his arm, Matt slipped his own securely around the elder male’s waist, while the other reached to playfully prod at Syn’s smirk. “Oh, I dunno about what you’ve got in mind, mister,” He began, before casting a glance over his shoulder, “but I do know that a certain Bella and Pinkly have been pestering me about going for a walk by the beach. Wanna tag along with me, babe?”

Brian smirked to himself as he stepped through the threshold of the house. He was more than glad to be home. Wasting no time, he began to scope the house. He was in search for one thing, more like one person - the person he had been thinking about all day. Making his way through the house, the young guitarist was on a mission until the particular vocalist was in sight. 

Staying quiet as can be, Brian snuck his way up to Matt, his amusing smirk had now turned into a grin as his arms slowly wrapped around the singer. 

“Hey you” He whispered from behind as his lips gently pressed against Matt’s back, the kiss being placed between the singer’s shoulder blades. “Missed me?” He chuckled, resting his head on his shoulder. 

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❝ Oh it’s just perfect, Jim. I wouldn’t change it for the world. Y’know... I’ve missed coming out here, watching the stars. I’m so glad you tagged along.

How have you been feeling lately, bud? ❞

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❝ Isn’t it beautiful? Takes my breath away. I’ve spent so long in the darkness, I’d almost forgotten how beautiful the moonlight is. ❞

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Just a few more to enjoy, in case he goes back into hiding, lol

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God, that smile. Nothing in the world could compare, and nothing in the world warmed Matt’s heart like that damn smile could. Knowing he had a great part in it only made it so much sweeter in his eyes, and it was all evident in that loving gaze he cast upon the older male.

“Oh yeah, is that so?” The vocalist asked, raising a brow with a slight smirk tugging at his lips. Safe and secure in strong arms, he allowed himself to relax, leaning into his chest. “I guess we’ll have to see about that, hm?”

Without a doubt, Brian’s excitement was simply infectious. Seeing him light up over something he was so passionate about, there was just something so special about it. “That’s great! I take it there’ll be a little demo when it arrives?” He grinned, giving him a playful nudge, “Compared to some of the things you’ve bought lately? I agree.”

Snickering, he shifted a little in his arms so they could face one another more comfortably, though he gently squeezed his hands. “Eh, it’s not as interesting as your lil’ quest for a new guitar, but I went downstairs to fuck around in the studio for a little bit. Maybe I’ll show you a bit of it later?”

Brian smirked to himself as he stepped through the threshold of the house. He was more than glad to be home. Wasting no time, he began to scope the house. He was in search for one thing, more like one person - the person he had been thinking about all day. Making his way through the house, the young guitarist was on a mission until the particular vocalist was in sight. 

Staying quiet as can be, Brian snuck his way up to Matt, his amusing smirk had now turned into a grin as his arms slowly wrapped around the singer. 

“Hey you” He whispered from behind as his lips gently pressed against Matt’s back, the kiss being placed between the singer’s shoulder blades. “Missed me?” He chuckled, resting his head on his shoulder. 

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Being as impatient as he was, the eternal wait for Brian to return wasn’t one that Shadows enjoyed. It wasn’t like they’d been apart for that long, but in Matt’s mind, any time away was enough. Hell, he’d been so caught up in his thoughts revolving around the guitarist, about being in his arms once again, that he’d completely missed the sound of him sneaking inside.

Upstairs, Matt had decided that it might just be an idea to get himself dressed. Rummaging through his drawers, yet finding nothing that he wanted, he straightened himself up, only to be met with tattooed arms snaking around his waist, and soft lips pressed to his bare back.

“There you are,” He chirped, his whole demeanour brightening up like a lightbulb. Back his head tilted to rest against his love’s, while his hands reached to interlock with Brian’s. “I always miss you, babe. How’s that new guitar comin’ along?”

Brian smirked to himself as he stepped through the threshold of the house. He was more than glad to be home. Wasting no time, he began to scope the house. He was in search for one thing, more like one person - the person he had been thinking about all day. Making his way through the house, the young guitarist was on a mission until the particular vocalist was in sight. 

Staying quiet as can be, Brian snuck his way up to Matt, his amusing smirk had now turned into a grin as his arms slowly wrapped around the singer. 

“Hey you” He whispered from behind as his lips gently pressed against Matt’s back, the kiss being placed between the singer’s shoulder blades. “Missed me?” He chuckled, resting his head on his shoulder. 

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M. Shadows

𝑇𝑅𝐴𝐼𝑇𝑆 & 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅𝐼𝑆𝑇𝐼𝐶S - repost  &  tag  away !

BOLD all that applies to your muse. italicized  -  applicable in sometimes or to some verses.

• eyes: blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | other 

• hair: blonde | sandy | dark brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey / white | multi-color | other 

• body type:   skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy(ish) | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy 

• skin: pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored | scarred 

• gender:   male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels | 

• sexuality:   heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | doesn’t like labels 

• romantic orientation:   homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic | unsure | doesn’t like labels 

• species: human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android | cyborg | other 

• education: high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | M.D. | self taught 

• has been: in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | brainwashed | shot | stabbed 

 • positive traits: affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm | 

 • negative traits: aggressive | arrogant | argumentative | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | selfish | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | dramatic | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | dishonest | vindictive | volatile | rude | disloyal | cruel | sadistic | masochist | violent | manipulative | vain | narcissistic 

• living situation: lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | other 

• parents/guardian:   mother | father | adoptive | foster | grandmother | grandfather | uncle | aunt | deceased | disowned 

• sibling(s): sister | brother/s | none | other 

• relationship: single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated 

• has: learning disorder | personality disorder | mental health issue | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | developmental disorder | substance-related disorder (if designer shoes count?) | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability |

• done before: had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them

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