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Omg! I've been offline a good bit lately, but have always had the little tradition of celebrating my various fics' hit milestones at the 10,000 mark. I just had a check and spotted that FOUR of my stories have new milestones! Nocturne just passed 20,000 hits, Isosceles and Inappropriate just passed 30,000 each, and one of my true OG fics, Sussex, just exceeded 50,000 hits! Some of these fics are over a decade old at this point. It's truly incredible that you guys are still reading them. Thank you so, so much!!!!!

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😭😭😭

"So what do I sacrifice? Everything." ANDOR (2022-2025) ROGUE ONE (2016)

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Just thought I'd add to my original. In a very Andor/Rogue One mood these days. :P

Shut up, Anderson. You're lowering the IQ of the entire heavenly host.

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Hey, lookit this!! My fic The King is Dead just passed 20,000 hits! That's so cool! Back in the fresh release of series 3 of Sherlock, I literally wrote like a maniac for basically three years straight, but never more so than in the months immediately following the series' release. There was just SO much grist for the fixing! The opposite happened after series 4 came out, where I just kind of sat in stunned silence for a week before my muses could even begin to pick their way through the house bomb and start picking up plot threads and shattered characters to start fixing again. But that's not the point here! The King is Dead (aka: Long Live the Queen) was my fourth long, plotty series 3 fix-it, written in March of 2014, so past the first fever. It's taken this one a little while to achieve the same attention as some of my more popular series 3 fix-its (looking at you, Vena Cava!), but the fact that it's been clicked on, at least, 20,000 times is still just mind-boggling. Thank you for reading this!! Thank you for STILL reading it 11 years later! Truly incredible! <3

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“Sit”

how gays sit in chairs

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Heyyy, my fic Table for One just passed 30,000 hits!!! So cool! Thanks for reading this one! :)

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Just a quick thing to say that I'm doing a good chunk better today. I mean to respond to everyone who took the time to leave a message - I can't even say how much that means to me, for real. Thanks for being there with me in the dark. I love you all.

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I’m not okay.

Everyone I loved most has abandoned me and I’m spiralling hard and fast.

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Crowley’s hands are everything 😍

crowley's hand gestures ✨

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I love that they’re literally the cover for queerbaiting. They should be.

I can’t believe they’re the fucking cover 🤣

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/63237349/chapters/161976058

Omg, this is my first fic (completed, at least) in SUCH a long time! It's Good Omens, y'all! I hope you like it! :)

Title: All the Morning Stars

Author: SilentAuror

Pairing: Aziraphale/Crowley

Length: 42,638 words (8 chapters)

Summary: Freshly returned to Heaven, Aziraphale has instant regrets, and must come to face his own dismay at the realisation that Heaven has lost any love it ever had for the Creation. Instead of running the Heavenly Administrative Council, he yearns to find his way back to Crowley to avert the Second Coming.

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I just finished my Good Omens fic!!!!!!! It's going to need a solid edit before I post it, but I'm so stoked that it's done at last!!!!! It's currently sitting at 42,451 words (and will likely grow with edits, ha!). I'm so happy that I'm finally writing again!!

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I love him (and Georgia!) 😂😂😂

The full opening monologue and David’s performance ❤️‍🔥

Without seeing the whole thing, it’s easy to see why people are confused about Georgia’s part. ✨

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Whoo, I'm on a writing blaze and the end is in sight for my Good Omens fic!!! It's at 39,000 words now and basically just as one big scene to go! I'm over the moon - it's sooooo good to be writing again!!!!!!

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Just sharing that my Good Omens fic is now just shy of 35,000 words! :) The fact that the final episode is currently filming has lit a bit of a fire!

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Wee update

So after months and months of not being able to write for a whole variety of reasons (see my most recent previous post), I'm so, so relieved to be finally writing again!!!!! I'm working on my Good Omens fic! It's currently sitting at 30,800 words!

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Long overdue update

Hey everyone,

I've owed you all an update for a good chunk of time already, and I finally have one for you. I'm sorry it's taken so long. These past few months have been absolutely wretched.

They say that your first wlw break-up will absolutely wreck you, and that was very much true for me. When my girlfriend dumped me and broke my heart in early September, it sent me into a long downward spiral. I had already stopped being able to write while we were together for reasons I don't even understand, and heartbreak dried up my entire well of creativity. Then, at the end of November, my best friend of 23 years also friend-dumped me. I had the audacity to hold him accountable for lying to me repeatedly. December was swamped with work - my regular, FT job, my side gig running a church music program, and carolling gigs - and I was swamped with misery, too.

This past year I've also had a bunch of injuries (a sacroiliac joint that won't stay in place, 4 herniated discs in my neck (C3-C6), chondromalacia patella, aka runner's knee in both knees and arthritis developing in one). If that wasn't even, I've also discovered that I have PMDD, which is like PMS but so much worse, which has included mood dips that have crashed into rock bottom pretty regularly. I'm having surgery on New Year's Eve, an endometrial ablation, D&C, and an IUD inserted, so that's supposed to be helping. The mood lows and all the physical ailments have made working out, my standard stress-reliever, extra difficult, too, so it's just been a cocktail of crap, honestly.

I think I'm beginning to heal emotionally, and for a few days now, I've been feeling the itch to write again. Today it finally happened, and I wrote a goodly chunk on my Good Omens fic! I could almost cry - I've missed writing so much and it's so good to have it back!

I've lost the majority of my supporters on my patreon, and I can't blame anyone, given my lack of productivity. But if you're still someone who is supporting me financially, or even just still reading my fics (and I am still getting and responding to comments, I promise!), THANK YOU! Thank you for still finding my stuff worth coming back to. Thanks for still liking my stories. Thanks for still engaging with my tumblr, even though I've been so absentee. It means so much to me. And hopefully I'll have actual fic for you sooner rather than later!! The GO fic is currently at 30,400 words and finally growing again! I also have a hiking-theme Johnlock fic that's next in the queue after that - it's already started, but got stalled.

Happy New Year! I may be starting mine in a hospital, but at least my muses are with me again. <3