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Omw 2 eat 1/2 cup of quinoa and a can of tuna💀💀💀 such a sad fucking meal LMAOOOOO

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Is 2 weeks a long enough time after a breakup to redownload tinder………..

Because I’m bored, and haven’t gotten any action since fucking MID APRIL

I’m kinda realizing my relationship w my ex had been dead in the water for at least 6 months ;-;

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Guys do I start taking Creatine again:(?

It’ll make my physique way more muscular, which would be epic

But I rlllyyyyy don’t want to put on weight

WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOO

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I love lifting, thank god more muscle boosts ur metabolism like crazy

+ eating before and after a workout makes me nauseous, so I eat way less

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It’s getting easier to see my ribs>:))

I WILL have a slutty little waist, and I WILL have my perfect body by the time I’m ready to start dating again.

Abs or death, those r my only options

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Nothing will build you up like a gym mirror, and nothing will tear u down faster than a bathroom mirror;-;

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Three straight days of normal eating:/ I feel disgusting, and like all my progress is gone.

Two whole weeks of perfect rest//riction

Fucking ruined

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My toxic trait is I refuse to weigh myself unless I can be completely unclothed and haven’t had anything to eat or drink yet💀

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Huh

So after 3 years I’m single again

Well

At least I can use it to fuel my 3//d

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I motivated to clean my depression apartment by viewing it as ¢ burning LOL

Using one mental illness to outsmart the other

Where’s my Nobel peace prize

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Seeing spots and my eye is twitching maybe flew a little too close 2 the sun LMAOOO

Surely a nap will fix this

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Upper body workout 4 today:)) I fried the hell out of my shoulders, they’re so dead LOL it’s important I hit them hard though, since they dislocate pretty easily, and the stronger they get the less likely they’ll pop out of place during rugby/kickboxing/jiujitsu

Anyways my workout routine is below the cut if ur curious:3

the weird format is bc I made it to be my phone background lol

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My body is A FUCKING LIARRRR

hunger cues are so ridiculous, like no u r not st//rving wth is wrong with u

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Doing all this shit just to have the most average body lmao

Wł isn’t a sprint it’s a marathon, and I HATE not having instant gratification lmao

We preserver >:(

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I miss bubble tea:( it’s such a fucking ¢ bomb tho I just can’t justify it

Not to mention the insane amount of sugar</3

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The human body is a lot more capable and resilient than most people give it credit for.

I need to remember that when I feel like I can’t push myself further

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I FUCKING LOVE TEAAAAA

LEAF WATER FOR THE WIN