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I thought Tumblr would get a kick out of this

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being smart has never stopped me from being a complete fucking idiot

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Tamara de Lempicka devant le tableau Suzanne au bain avec son modèle Miss Cecelia Meyers photographiées par Otto Bettmann à Beverly Hills en Californie le 14 mai 1940

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embraced by mama's serpentine neck...

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sept 4 - 14.6k

can you believe it? i brought someone back to life. one character has been dead since the inception of this fic and i just thought, maybe they could suffer a worse fate—and so, they will. i’m honestly using their suffering to fuel another character’s development #sns BUT at least they’re not dead.

i also realized the fic is getting TOO BIG that i need a separate file for character details, photo inspo, arena layout tracking yada yada, character death tracking. so many things are going into this my head is going to explode.

sept 4 - 16k

double update bc i finally arranged the fic in chronological order which was fucking up my perception of how much i've progressed in the fic. i gave the tributes their own weapons and personalities. i put my tribute lineup in a hunger games simulator just so i won't have to think of every single death in the arena (did it for funsies, did it for the order by which they died, canon deaths excluded tho lol)

proud of myself because all i ever worked on before (back when i first started this) was the bloodbath aspect of the hunger games and it just showed just how surface-level i consumed the franchise/the books. i was eager to kill off characters, to villainize careers. i knew deep down that wasn't the story i wanted to tell. i'm so happy i put so much of my writerussy into developing mc's backstory, her family dynamics, how her views had changed to being unwaveringly loyal to the capitol to empathizing with the rebellion and its cause. i love it so much.

🏷️ tracking — thg!sunghoon au

details: an untitled hunger games au from january 2022 which i left at about 9.1k draft with only 4.4k being actual writing.

aug 26 - 11.3k

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richard siken

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Just wait untill my 6 tumblr mutuals hear about this

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I think when you correctly identify a trauma that is the base of a woe of yours it should just disappear. It should be like "aaahh. you got me" and vanish and leave 100 dollars behind

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five rounds of solitaire after breakfast

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The curse consumes you.

Fun fact for dried flowers AU: Rush was the one who helped Grian to make boogue curse.

Also, how do we feel if I’ll stop posting daily and perhaps 2 times a week? Tuesday and Saturday? Uni has a chocking grip on me and with making daily posts on top of uni I didn’t have time to work on dried flowers :c

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Emily Skaja, from a poem titled "No, I Do Not Want to Talk with You on Linkendin," featured in Brute: Poems

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I wouldn't say I'm a lapsed cultist. I still accept the basic worldview--I believe that Cthulhu lies in R'lyeh in a deathlike sleep, I believe his Star-spawn shall one day cleanse the earth and usher in an age of shouting and killing and reveling in joy, yada yada--but I'm not, y'know, religious about it. Cthulhu has lied sleeping for, like, countless aeons, he's probably not waking up in my lifetime. I doubt giving up my Friday nights to chant "Cthulhu fhtagn" with a bunch of naked old guys in a basement is gonna wake him up any faster. I mean, if I ever have kids, I'll probably start going again, but that's more about teaching good morals.

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I can’t believe Scar’s dyslexia killed BigB