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Sweet Bean Paste

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Sweet Bean Paste Author: Durian Sukegawa Rating: 5 / 5

"People's lives never stay the same colour forever. There are times when the colour of life changes completely."

Sentaro spends his days in a tiny confectionary shop selling Dorayaki. Feeling he's failed in life, drinking too much and giving up his dream to become a writer, he lets the days pass aimlessly. Until an old woman, Tokue, shows up on his shop doorstep with a proposal. She will teach Sentaro how to make the best sweet bean paste for Dorayaki if he will allow her to work there. An unlikely friendship blossoms in this tale of love, loss and loneliness in contemporary Japan.

Parts of this book really resonated with me. Sentaro's pov during times when he was distressed and not in a good place was so hard hitting. And when Tokue understood his situation perfectly without judgement, I teared up. Well, I broke down several times during this book. It explores heavy topics, self-harm, depression and suicide. But these aren't without meaningful commentary.

Its main theme explored feelings everyone experiences at some point, pondering the meaning of life. Too often we're always trying to learn a new skill, adapt, contribute and meet expectations of a high-pressure society that's always seeking out something useful.

But for our own sake it can be good to find stability in our own minds, even if that seems useless to others. We often rarely take the time to stop and reflect. To just breathe. To not be so hard on ourselves. To raise our mental-health meter even if it means a day of just doing 'nothing'.

I loved this story and its memorable characters. The visual imagery and atmosphere. The hopeful message and interesting take on an age old question. I feel this book is important. A sweet and moving read I'd highly recommend.

TW: Suicidal thoughts, self-harm

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The Girl From London

BOOK REVIEW

Title: The Girl From London Author: Olivia Spooner Rating: 4 / 5

"That's what counts in this war. When you're brave, you can take whatever is thrown at you and pick yourself up again."

Ruth is a young teacher that volunteers to accompany child evacuees during World War II, from Britain to Australia and NZ. During the return trip German raiders attack the ship with survivors becoming prisoners of war. It is a harrowing experience that changes Ruth’s outlook forever.

With a dual timeline, her story unfolds in a book gifted to Hazel, a young woman travelling from NZ to London in 2005. On the plane ride over Hazel meets Joe, and the two strangers share the story in a curious parallel.

Seeing Ruth's growth, warming to the people around her during tough times was wholesome. Some of my favourites were the Polish stewards who, despite the language barrier, cared for the children on board as if they were their own. Also kiwi CORB volunteer Bobby who left a deep impression on Ruth's heart, and Fergus who helped to overcome her own personal trauma.

This was a touching story of love, hope and resilience during times of war. Learning about CORB and the ships that met unfortunate fates was eye-opening. Though parts were bleak it also gave an uplifting reminder to take each day as it comes and with gratitude. I feel it's a great holiday read especially for avid historical fiction fans.

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Blood Orange

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Blood Orange Author: Karina Halle Rating: 3 / 5

"A love so deep that it transcends time. A love so strong it lasts beyond death."

Dahlia is a witch studying incognito as a music student in Venice. A role deliberately chosen to observe the target she's tasked with killing, Professor Valtu Aminoff. Getting close is the easy part but following through is difficult when he happens to be one of the most powerfully seductive, infamous vampires in history - Dracula. While Dahlia gets to know him she starts to feel a strange and dangerous familiarity as they are both slowly consumed by their mutual desires.

A dark romance novel that leans less toward gothic horror elements and more toward TW's this genre can potentially contain. Large amounts of sex, violence or bdsm vying for attention in place of plot. I don't think this genre is for me since I was keen for more plot progression and convincing character action, but I did enjoy the cute moments between this pairing.

I'm a bit conflicted on this one. Enjoyed the atmosphere of the book but the build up without payoff didn't make sense until the reveal that this was the first in a duology. Would definitely recommend this one though if you're a lover of dark romance.

TW: sex, violence, blood, bdsm, murder, non-con

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Fourth Wing

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Fourth Wing Author: Rebecca Yarros Rating: 5 / 5

Let me first state an obvious fact: Fourth Wing is a popular book. Not a day goes by where I don't see a mention of The Empyrean series on my feed. Yet after experiencing the disappointment of 'viral' book recs I was in no rush to have my expectations potentially crash in another disconnect. Even if it did boast dragons, that was pretty much all I knew. I can safely say that ignorance was bliss as it let me be caught off guard in the best way.

If there is one book you should read this year it's Fourth Wing.

Immerse yourself in the brutal elite of the Riders Quadrant, a military division of Basgiath War College that train to become dragon riders. Follow the path of the endearingly resilient, Violet Sorrengail, who strives to take her place amongst the most ruthless of candidates. With her original calling as a Scribe and frail body putting her through the wringer, Violet will fight to fly, or die trying. Even if her biggest obstacle is the most powerful wingleader in the Quadrant! Violet soon begins to suspect that not all war reports are as they seem and perhaps not all enemies hail from across the border.

There is a nice balance of revealing the serious circumstances of this world alongside character downtime that was fun, exciting, romantic and heartfelt. Fourth Wing fulfils a craving with brilliant characters, sizzling chemistry, camaraderie, mythical creatures and a story that leaves you wanting more.

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The Lighthouse Witches

BOOK REVIEW

Title: The Lighthouse Witches Author: CJ Cooke Rating: 4.5 / 5

In this gothic thriller set on a remote Scottish island, single mum Liv is commissioned to paint an enigmatic mural inside a lighthouse. Before long the locals inform her of the lighthouse's awful past and the imprisonment of women accused of witchcraft beneath it. When two of her daughters go missing Liv searches frantically, hoping their disappearance isn't linked to strange tales surrounding the islands history.

Twenty two years later Luna still searches for answers about her missing mother and sisters. When she receives a call that her younger sister Clover has been found, she's excited to reunite. Yet it appears Clover is still seven years old and accompanied by a mystery that beckons her back to the island.

This book made me fall for its eerie atmosphere, chilling mystery and complex characters. I enjoyed the messages of love, fear and dangers of succumbing to false narratives explored throughout the story. Liv's struggles as a single mother and love for her children was moving. Particularly in contrast with others and lengths gone to in the name of love. If you like small town stories with dangers lurking underneath the surface or vibes like Netflix's Dark, then I highly recommend this one.

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Before the coffee gets cold

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Before the coffee gets cold Author: Toshikazu Kawaguchi Rating: 3.5 / 5

"If you could go back, who would you want to meet?"

Tucked away in a small alley of Tokyo is a cafe that serves specially brewed coffee and a unique experience. According to urban legend, the coffee shop grants the chance to travel back in time if one is prepared to meet the required conditions.

Its mysteries, blended with magical realism, are explored through the eyes of cafe newcomers and regular patrons. Four short tales tell of their loves, losses, regrets and hopes for the future. My favourite was 'Husband and Wife'. As a hopeless romantic the idea of love persisting through hardship is guaranteed to hit hard emotionally (I bawled my eyes out).

My only regret while reading was being unable to do so in its original language. I think there were certain nuances in culture that could have been communicated better, but the overall translation was still digestible with imagery and messages that triumph.

Before the coffee gets cold is a profound, heart-wrenchingly beautiful book. Its cosy atmosphere inviting and cast of characters interesting. The stories within serve as a reminder that even though the past has been set, the future can still be altered by the course of the heart.

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"If you could go back, who would you want to meet?"

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One of us is back

BOOK REVIEW

Title: One of us is back Author: Karen M. McManus Rating: 4 / 5

The Bayview Crew return in this trilogy concluding YA thriller. As a group whose lives were changed by Simon Kelleher's gossip-fuelled plan for ruin, their attention is grabbed by a strange billboard in Bayview. A vengeful copycat is on the loose with a new game set to start. When one of the crew goes missing they can't avoid being pulled into twisted events uncovering dangerous small town secrets.

This book delves into the toxicity hiding beneath the picturesque perfect town. It examines the cultural problems within taking aim at privilege, entitlement and accountability. There were moments of suspense and surprising twists. But despite the dark atmosphere it was also a hopeful story as the crew moved forward. I was moved and satisfied seeing how much they've grown after all that has been endured. A significant example of compassionate support which not all of their peers were lucky enough to come by. I'd recommend this to keen fans of the series or if you just enjoy small town thrillers that keep you on edge.

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Kingdom of the Wicked

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Kingdom of the Wicked Author: Kerri Maniscalco Rating: 5 / 5

When Emilia discovers the desecrated body of her twin sister she is devastated. As streghe - witches living among humans - the pair shared secrets and a bond unbreakable. Vowing to find the killer, Emilia uses dark magic for vengeance. Summoning Wrath, a prince of Hell, she comes to realise that the cost will be much greater than unleashing one of The Wicked.

I loved this book and regret not starting the series earlier! A big draw was the family ties and lengths one would go to protect or avenge them. The idea that emotions and intentions could influence light or dark magic - which Emilia grappled with alongside her sister's death. There were also religious themes. Tales of angels, demons or the struggle of good and evil are usually an instant yes for me.

The characters had great chemistry with amusing banter between Emilia and Wrath. Enemies getting to know each other slow burn style was delicious. I'm still not over the fact that Kerri Maniscalco didn't just write about one hot hell prince, but seven. What was the reason and why has Wrath raised the book boyfriend bar a lot higher? Some haven't yet been introduced but I will be picking up the next book to find out more. Recommend this one especially if you're a fan of the enemies to lovers trope.

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One of us is lying

BOOK REVIEW

Title: One of us is lying Author: Karen M. McManus Rating: 4 / 5

A geek. A jock. A criminal. A princess. An Outsider.

Five students walk into detention but only four leave. Simon, creator of an app notorious for spreading high school gossip, dies 24-hours before he could post secrets of the other four students online. Investigators conclude it's no accident. All become suspects with secrets to keep. What matters is how far they'll go to protect them as the murder mystery unravels in small town Bayview.

This was an outstanding YA thriller that put a spotlight on the unrealistic expectations and pressures faced by youth. Particularly in a fast paced environment heavily influenced by media in general. It really bought the feelings of a claustrophobic small town bubble to life through the view points of the four student suspects. Tying in the dangers that such elements can create was also an interesting message.

I really loved the characters in this story and their growth. Despite their differences, the accusations they were facing motivated them to support each other which was wholesome. And even though the romance was a side element I was so invested in it. Such a satisfying read and I'm definitely looking forward to more.

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I saw you liked the Seven Husband's of Evelyn Hugo and I've just gotta ask you: have you heard of Burn the House Down by Kenna Jenkins? It's a fictional memoir abt the 1st woman president and her secret sapphic relationship/bearded marriage with her mlm best friend (ala Evelyn Hugo). It also includes a subplot about arson at the White House, ft. An entirely queer main cast and really fleshed out characters, and has a really satisfying ending!

No I haven't but cheers for spreading the word about it. Sharing this here ^^

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The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo

BOOK REVIEW

Title: The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo Author: Taylor Jenkins Reid Rating: 4 / 5

Hollywood icon Evelyn Hugo is ready to give a tell-all interview about her glamorous and scandalous life. Detailing her rise to fame in the 1950's, decline and infamous marriages to seven husbands, Evelyn gives her story to unknown reporter Monique Grant. As a tale of ruthless ambition, friendship, love and sacrifice unfolds the most important question emerges. Who was the great love of Evelyn Hugo's life? Her shared story may just intersect with Monique's own in tragic and irreversible ways.

I had the pleasure of reading this novel during pridemonth. What intrigued me most were the deceivingly glitzy parallels between the glamour of Old Hollywood and the modern day idol industry. Something shown through the sacrifices Evelyn made for fame and the lengths she would go to protect those she loved. An emphasis was put on empowerment through identity and allowing one a voice rather than being assigned a label to fit. Themes around feminism, self-worth, gay rights and human dignity were explored.

This was a riveting read full of highs, lows and surprising twists but the most charming element was Evelyn herself. Leaving nothing to fate or chance her character provided a powerful reminder to have agency over your own life. I couldn't help but feel a boost of self-confidence from this memorable story.

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Piranesi

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Piranesi Author: Susanna Clarke Rating: 5 / 5

"The Beauty of the House is immeasurable; its kindness infinite."

Piranesi lives in the house. Perhaps he always has. He keeps records in his journals, appreciates the beauty of various statues, converses with birds and reverently basks in the wonders of the House. Then one day mysterious messages begin to appear scrawled in chalk and he understands that there is someone else present. But who are they? And what do they want? Secrets start to unravel as the world Piranesi thought he knew quickly becomes strange and dangerous.

This book had me captivated from the very first page and I'm reluctant to express everything I want in order to save giving anything away. The writing was magnificent and made Piranesi's character feel so real with optimism, practicality and humour. There were some very heart wrenching moments through his perspective. Upon completion my thoughts kept drifting back in attachment to his character and the mysteries of the House.

Piranesi is the perfect combination of mystery, mythology and dark academia. A puzzle box pursuit that takes a darker turn as the enigma of the House begins to unfold. I think even though there is a cautionary lesson to this story it can also be one of optimism and hope. Reading this was like being able to hold a small amount of magic in ones hands.

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Godkiller

BOOK REVIEW

Title: Godkiller Author: Hannah Kaner Rating: 3.5 / 5

"Bloody gods. As always, they charged into a perfectly decent life and broke it apart."

Kissen survived the murder of her family at the hands of zealots of a fire god. Now a renowned 'Veiga' she travels the civil war affected land of Middren, making a living by killing gods. She extinguishes any signs of the gods influence in accordance with the kings laws until it brings her one that Kissen can't kill. A young noble girl, Inara, is somehow bonded to a small mystical creature Skediceth the god of white lies.

Kissen promises to protect and solve their strange predicament while journeying to the ruined city where gods thrived and battled. But travelling there is no easy task and they are pursued by demons while struggling to keep Inara's curious sidekick concealed. The party also starts to become aware of a much greater threat to the kingdom rooted in faith and chaos.

This was a fantasy quest that ultimately felt like a build up to something bigger. I enjoyed the folklore elements and complexities of the relationships between gods and humans. Yet the most interesting parts were left unresolved. The plot felt somewhat suited to YA at times with a world and characters that I felt needed just a little more depth. The cover artwork is gorgeous and I would recommend this book for fans of fantasy.

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None Shall Sleep

BOOK REVIEW

Title: None Shall Sleep Author: Ellie Marney Rating: 5 / 5

None Shall Sleep is a gripping psychological thriller set in 1982. University student, Emma Lewis, is recruited by the FBI alongside Travis Bell to interview convicted juvenile killers. Their priority is to gather information on cold cases but are soon embroiled in an active case to catch a serial killer.

Time is running out and their best chances to solve it lie with incarcerated serial killer, nineteen year old, Simon Gutmunsson. Determined to retrieve answers, Emma attempts to interview the fiendishly alluring Simon unaware of how dangerous he can truly be.

This book made me a fan of psychological thrillers and was captivated from start to finish. The unconventional methods used to work the case were interesting and the characters working the operation felt so real and relatable. I thoroughly enjoyed the teen Mulder and Scully vibes from Emma and Bell, juxtaposed with the Silence of the Lambs atmosphere with Emma and Simon. The interactions between the latter pair built to something with an engagingly unpredictable dynamic. Yet even in the manipulative presence of ice angel-like genius Simon, Emma was no pushover. It was enjoyable to read her pov as a sharp, unrelenting fighter of a protagonist. Very much looking forward to the next instalment and I would definitely give this book a re-read.

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The Atlas Six

BOOK REVIEW

Title: The Atlas SIX Author: Olivie Blake Rating: 3 / 5

"Beware the man who faces you unarmed. If in his eyes you are not the target, then you can be sure you are the weapon."    A group of six individuals are chosen as potential inductees into a secret society promising power, wealth and limitless knowledge. Said to contain the Library of Alexandria itself, each of the candidates accept the offer to prove themselves and join. Though all possess uniquely powerful median (magic) abilities, they cannot ignore the pull to unlock their further potential. As their stay at the library lengthens the candidates soon realize that what was promised cannot be earned without paying a heavy price. This was a dark academia novel filled with intrigue, temptation and a struggle for power. With chapters dedicated to each candidate's pov it became clear they were self-serving, prideful, and generally dislikeable people - but worst of all, they're all boring. Their bonds were superficial and did nothing to keep one invested in their development. I had a conflicted attitude when reading this story. My main gripe was with the jarring pretentious prose and fake deep comments. It felt like there was an underlying insecurity to not write simply by the time I was seeing the word 'defenestrate'. Distracting despite the great ideas contained within. I did like some of the commentary on classism, capitalism, power and human behaviour, but perhaps more could've been done with an ancient sentient library via existential horror. Maybe I'm being impatient and more explanations await in the rest of the trilogy. Ultimately my expectations didn't match the hype but I'm fine with having tried this book to check out the fuss.

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To Poison A King

BOOK REVIEW

Title: To Poison A King Author: S.G. Prince Rating: 5/ 5

"Who would we be without our scars? Who would we become without our pasts?"

To Poison a King is a character driven story about a gifted young healer, Selene. Coming from a line of healers that serve the royal family of Isla, her knowledge and skill in herb-lore blurs science with magic. Embroiled in a manipulative plot to kill the king, when it fails Selene is abandoned by her family and elevated to royal physician in her mother's stead. She is tasked with rehabilitating the furious king while trying to hide her role in his demise. Alone, helpless and full of self-loathing, Selene and King Elias slowly begin to recognize their struggles in each other. A friendship forms between the two just as a once familiar danger threatens to return.

This novel is a heavy read but a special one. It has confronting themes and important messages that felt unique in fantasy. There is an age gap, slow burn, enemies to lovers romance but internal conflicts and lyrical prose elevated the tale. I adored the main characters, engrossed in their story  which ventured to dark places. It felt like a more honest take on struggling heroes, vulnerable and constantly grappling with their demons. That despite the will to fight and never give up, despairing thoughts still remained a threat. The angst was almost too heavy in latter parts.

To Poison a King is a story of trust, heartbreak and forgiveness. A reminder that the good and bad are part of us and that despite our scars, it's always within our power to find peace and worth in self-acceptance. I was very happy to have read this ARC but felt such a sense of loss when it was over! Looking forward to more in the Heirs of Isla series.

**TW - Violence, gore, self-harm, attempted suicide, attempted sexual assault**