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It's confusing. Am I just anyone

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Sometimes, all it takes is a slap on your own palm to realise the reality of the world that you had created.

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Why do I feel you are letting me go?

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I assure you, I’m not put together at all. Nor am I broken. I am recovering - finding the beautiful in the ugly and stitching it into my life.

Rachel Wolchin

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we were right for the wrong reasons

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Love sonnet XVII

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wakemeupwhensummerisoverandeverythingelseisokaythanks

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I am not sure what made me more upset. Was it how my colleague told me off for something I wasn't aware of? Or how awful my day at work was? Or the hopes of coming home to empty words?

Figured I am not cut out for this. Why do I need to fight with myself? I laid my cards down and betted a good half of my trust only to realise, "Oh you silly girl.. you have done it again. You see the world in colours when it gives you shades of grey. You traded your ignorance for hopes and sold your vulnerability for closeness. And here you are trying to figure out at what point did it all went wrong.

You don't need to think that hard, my girl. You already knew."

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Dearest You,

I see you grow and wither. Riding the waves and treading waters. May you now be kinder to your heart, mind and body. I love you so but you don't seem to know how to love yourself.

You are kind and empathetic, thoughtful and giving. It is time to treat yourself the way you treat others. I want you to smile and laugh alot more. Share your woes and voice out your opinions. Connect with people and start doing what makes you happy.

I can't wait for your next adventure. Whatever the outcome may be, just remember to be gentle and tender to self. You are very much loved. Very much so.

Love,

Me. Feb'23

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Finally accepting and telling myself that I am really sad. And that made me feel even more helpless. As though I lost the battle of fighting off those feelings to myself. It feels like I have given up on the only notion that drives me forward.

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If two sad people meet, would that factor off the negatives and turn the encounter into something more beautiful than just mere fate?

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"Can I miss you?"

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