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Still fond of my burning girl from a couple years ago. 

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yea uh…idk what im doing…36″x48″

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Death Spells: Choke On One Another vs. Hate Unconditional 

don’t remove caption, please 

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hugging really close and tight while being far far away

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one day I will meet a person who won’t find my mind a little too heavy. who won’t tell me to stop thinking and overthinking. someone who understands that loving people so much is who I am. someone that won’t call me a handful. someone who is ready to love with all they have too. someone who wants to take on this world with me by their side. that will be a happy day.

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real life is actually a lot like animal crossing because you can change your hair and your clothes but you’re stuck with the face that was given to you by a frog asking you invasive personal questions

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Not  Evil Animals  by Sophie corrigan

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if you wanna be my lover you gotta be able to rip a log in half with your bare hands

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Me in Fight Club

Me: yea I can take a punch Brad Pitt: yeah? *hits me* Me: harder daddy Brad Pitt: what? Me: what?

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im dropping hints that i’m trying to figure everything out on my own bc i dont feel like burdening others with the weight of my problems

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here. have some fucking ““”””relatable bpd content””””””.

contemplating suicide after not getting a text back

fantasizing about killing someone because they’re closer to your favourite person than you

cutting yourself & sobbing for hours because of one tiny mistake

not remembering what made you so upset or how it even feels to be upset afterwards

constantly getting angry for no reason

being a literal empty shell unless you have other people around to base yourself off of

falling in love with someone because they laughed at your joke one time

being unable to trust anyone no matter how long you’ve known each other

splitting on all of your friends

wanting to die when they finally leave you because they’re sick of your bullshit

being an irredeemably Bad person who deserves to suffer

shoplifting, binge eating, drinking until you puke, cutting, drug abuse, spending all of your money, impulsivity in general

that feeling of constant paranoia because you know everyone will abandon you eventually and you’ll be alone forever, like you deserve to be

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someone: you forgot to eat? how?? aren’t you starving?

me: I don’t know I can’t feel anything

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youve heard of depression meals and entertainment, now get ready for

depression driving!!!!!!

-driving around aimlessly at 3 am -driving around aimlessly looking for food but ultimately not being able to settle on anything -loosing a ridiculous amount of time due to driving around aimlessly -wanting to constantly, drive into oncoming traffic -listening to super depressing music alone in ur car at full volume -”hey what would happen if i just drove off this bridge” -crying in an empty parking lot instead of crying in your room, just to shake things up a little -hoping that an 18 wheeler will ram into you -driving 2 blocks and being completely drained of energy for the rest of the day