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[sketchygatito]

Sorry to be annoying but I hope you’re okay. I’m worried about you

Hello!

So sorry about my late reply! I know you have another ask but I promise I’m…manageable lol

Having socials always mega stress me out, so I have a real bad habit of dumping everything all at once and then just dipping. Trying to fix it since I do want a consistent posting schedule! However issue is…I make a lot of art and doodles I honestly don’t view are worth posting/nobody would care so that’s why there’s been a lack of post (on top of being stressed but what’s new lol)

Either way I’m…doing. Not great, not the worst ever. Did recently have a bad episode/rut but I’m manageable now

For now I keep truckin

[sketchygatito]

Haven’t posted in a while so here

These are some denizens from my friends world Malt Town! It’s actually where I put ‘canon’ Irkaihs story at! Lots of fun characters but I only picked a handful to draw and get my brain going. Traditional while more tedious helps me get my motivation up

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Yeah so uh…

I am not normal about them.

@graboidmilk ‘s new fusion Sterling has me in a chokehold so be prepared to see more art regarding them LMAO

I also will get on top of making Kress art because of course! Which also means Lil Irkaih will naturally have an interaction with em :)

(Eventually y’all will get the Gooseberry character study I promise)

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Can I get a commission from you 🥺? I love your style sm 😭

HMMMMMMMMM—

Nah fr though, I don’t say yes immediately just due to the fact I don’t have a comm sheet yet. But if you’re wanting to discuss in DM’s mine are always open!

That goes for anyone else who might be interested too! One of these days I’ll get working on a proper sheet…

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COME N’ GET IT!!!!!

Art dump FINALLY. Will be working on posting more stuff soon.

The first two pics are a lil comic I made with my lovely friend @sketchygatito’s oc, Irkaih (Lil Irkaih ver, to be exact). Basically June but she's an actual fox AU. The third pic is just June and Irkaih's first meeting <3

We also have my other lovely friend @elliee-doodles oc, Armida 💛 (Haven't drawn her in AGES, so it was about time for me to make something with her)

Last pic is Irkaih in a 50s Little girls, Sunday church dress <3

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Realize I don’t really go over lil Irkaihs interactions with the other PA’s very much despite talking to myself about them a lot. I just forget what I actually put out there in the world and what ends up staying in my brain.

I’ll eventually do a doodle with the beloved Mother and my favorite quacker Futterman

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“Why wasn’t it me?”

Trigger Warnings in the tags.

I’ve had ideas for a comic like this for a while! Glad I finally god around to it. Something I haven’t really been able to showcase due to actually not having a design for Lydia, is how much Irkaih looking like her mother affects her. She often feels like she stole her own skin and is disgracing her image, taunting the perfect pictures by her own eyes.

She will always wish she was taken instead of her mother.

Here’s the original idea and the full unbroken piece!

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Finished up my render test

Had a lot of fun with these, might see some more colored/rendered pieces from me buuuut who knoooows

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Rendering practice

Been testing out a new brush set specifically for rendering (I am a brush WHORE) and I have no idea why the FUCK I locked in so hard for Imperium!

The brushes are by JelArts btw, I heavily suggest you check em out if you’re a procreate user

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How I’ve been feeling the past couple of days.

The metronome moves so fast sometimes the two bleed into each other unfortunately. Then I just feel worse lmao.

Consider this one of the only pieces of vent art you’ll see from me

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Ummmmmm excuse me what? I want to see more of that oc!! Whatever you’re able to give I will freakin take!

Fun fact!

That’s actually not how he typically looks! That design was for a friends story that I wanted to shove this character into

This is my beloved man Phobetor. By far my (in my opinion) prettiest OC I have! He’s typically a dream & nightmare god, born from a god of chaos and a goddess of love. In case you’re wondering why his eyes are covered, is because if you stare into any of his eyes you will instantly go into a seizure like state and have a vivid nightmare. So to prevent that he wraps his head up in a fabric he can still see through

I love him very much

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Not that anyone cares but I did some traditional art. Still quite rusty with my beloved alcohol markers but maybe I’ll get there eventually

Who knows though

This is an OC of mine. You probably won’t see him too much since I don’t think anyone would really be interested in my non outlast related stuff which is whatever. Just felt like I should get back on track with at least posting something

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Happy Father’s Day to the dad that’s almost always killed off early LMAO (he takes this shit way too seriously)

I know I rarely talk about Imperium cause uh…in a majority of the backstories of the Irkaihs I showcase he gets up getting killed off early. But this poor man, he is the sweetest man ever! I should showcase more Imperium drawings so I can reel y’all in before violently taking him away, like your favorite toy going in the washing machine lol

Imperium my beloved Papa bear, I need to let you be with your kids more often…

[sketchygatito]

Don’t ever apologize for taking time away from anything! Your mental, emotional and physical health are much more important than any art, or anything else you do for that matter! I just took a month to fix my mental health, checked myself into a mental hospital and honestly? I’ve been feeling better- I’m not over everything as undoing over a decade of horrific trauma can’t be washed away in a month, but I’m definitely more active in life than I was previously. Please take care of yourself, no matter how long it takes, no matter what you have to do, we will always be here to support you and wait for your recovery! That’s all that matters, and all that should matter. You matter and you’re amazing, I know you don’t see it but you do. You’re incredibly wonderful, sweet, kind and funny. You always have support here 💗💗💚💚

AAAUGHHHH, you are far FAR too kind to me!!!

While I may not know who you are I SERIOUSLY APPRECIATE YOUR KIND WORDS! Unfortunately my mental health and just how I view myself screams that I don’t at all deserve your kindness but, I promise I do still appreciate it. Especially while I’m still trying to get out of my stint. Unfortunately these ‘episodes’ are quite common for me and I just try my best not to burden others with it. However I figure an explanation was perchance needed, since I just suddenly dipped for a while lol. But I’m back and ready to get this party going again, even if I’m not at my 100% (though if I’m being real I never am lol—)

I’m also really happy to hear you’re doing better yourself! The world can feel really lonely and just rough, so at least we all have each other to try and work this bullshit out lol. The road to recovery is unfortunately a long and hard one but I’m so proud of the progress you’ve already been making! The hardships of our past is one we carry but we can always try to make it a little lighter at least

Once again, thank you so much. It truly does mean the world to me even with the way my stupid dumb idiot brain works, and I wish you nothing but the best 💜💜💜

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Hi hi

So obviously I’ve been a bit quiet here. I’m okay…I suppose. Just going through a rough time with my mental stuff, and that has been kind of effecting my worth with my own art and characters. I don’t like making a huge stink out of stuff because uh…nobody came here to read/listen about that junk! But just as a lil update I am okay. Just uh…struggling is all

However I will be burying it soon with more art (hopefully). And I hope it’s still outlast related so I can actually post it here lol.

Thanks for sticking around, sorry for the wait, and I’m not sure when we will get back to our regular scheduled programming but I’m gonna try my best to get it back on air and a lil more consistent.

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I need to give Irkaih a coloring book full of fun things as well as expensive alcohol markers

Also a stable therapist

-⭐️

Well unfortunately we don’t have the budget for a proper therapist! Buuuut we can get her a Lisa Frank coloring book!

…she uh, doesn’t seem to be using it as intended however

She really appreciates the markers! Giving her new mediums to play with has been very stimulating for her in this hell hole. Maybe one day she’ll showcase some of her drawings…

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Don’t worry I never expect a drawing! I just like to make people feel okay/good/happy!

I know and I appreciate the reassurance! But trust me when I say I genuinely have so much fun drawing the flowers! It’s like a nice lil treat for me lol,

And you very much do! I have so much fun doing the silly lil doodles! I’ve got a nice lil collection now forming, and I’ll get the other two done hopefully soon! Once again thank you so much for doing these I genuinely look forward to em so much