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today i woke up at 62.9 kg / 138.6 lbs and i’m beyond HAPPY because i’ve been eating like shit and i lost a pound ????

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i need to know, how does the contraceptive pill affects on weight?

i’ve been on the pill for like 8 months now, and i didn’t see significant changes but the prospect states weigh gain as a side effect.

any of you want to share your experience w me? 🫶🏼

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period weight gain is literally my 13 reason why

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literally everytime i recover from ana it’s because i “learn to accept my body” when really it’s me being lazy and not wanting to put in the work.

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you can’t tell me what to do *panics*

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I forgot my lunch bag at home and i’ll have to buy something because i have lunch with other adult coworkers and they can’t know i’m eating only 150 calories for lunch everyday.

i wanna kms because everything i can buy here is high calorie stuff or worse. things i don’t know how many cals they got.

I tried to escape by saying i forgot my wallet but they offered buying my lunch several times and sharing their own food with me. i need to ESCAPE

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last night i dreamt i was skinny to the point i could feel the exact shape of every bone in my body. my friends were worried, but when i looked in the mirror i looked the exact same. i dreamt one of my friends asked me if i was eating right and i confessed i wasn’t then i woke up still fat 🥲

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💗 stats 💓

sw: 148 lbs / 67 kg

height: 5 feet 2.9 inches / 1.60 m

gw1: 140 lbs / 63.5 kg 🔓

gw2: 130 lbs / 59 kg

gw3: 120 lbs / 55.4 kg

ugw: 110 lbs / 49.8 kg

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finally 139 lbs 🥹 bye 140’s 👋🏼

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i am working out pretty hard and eating less than my calorie limit every effing day.

is it OK that i’m not losing weight? am i gaining muscle or am i just useless at ed life? i guess i’ll never know

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VROOM VROOM i said after lunch

"food is fuel🥰🥰🥺🥺"

DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING CAR TO YOU SHUTUPPP

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Last month i bought a ton of clothes (at my hw) and now everything is loose.

pro: losing inches despite the scale number not moving

con: i spent like 400 dollars and can’t get them back ☠️

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my ana/ed grocery list

(average cals included!! ur welcome!!!)

Vegetables - Lettuce (5cals in one cup) - Cabbage (17cals in one cup) - Cucumbers (16cals in one cup) - Spinach (7cals in one cup) - Kale (20cals in one cup) - Celery (14cals in one cup) - Cauliflower (27cals in one cup) - White Mushrooms (16cals in one cup) - Arugula (6cals in one cup) - Asparagus (27cals in one cup) - Broccoli (31cals in one cup) - Chard (7cals in one cup) - Peppers (18cals in one cup) - Edamame (190cals in one cup) - Tomatoes (32cals in one cup) - Rice (130cals in 100g) - Carrots (45cals in one cup)

Fruits - Green Grapes (104cals in one cup) - Watermelon (47cals in one cup) - Blueberries (84cals in one cup) - Strawberries (49cals in one cup) - Granny Apples (63cals in one cup) - Lemons (61cals in one cup) - Clementine (35cals in one fruit) - Plums (76cals in one cup)

Drinks/Liquids - Unsweetened Vanilla Almond Milk (30cals per cup) - Coffee (1cal in one cup) - Diet Cranberry Juice (5cals per serving) - Zero Sugar or Diet Sodas (depends on the brand, usually 0cals) - Electrolyte Packets (should have no calories, check) - Green Tea (>3cals in 8oz.) - Vegetable Broths (~11cals in 1 cup)

Proteins - Egg Whites (17cals in one egg white) - Chunk Light Canned Tuna (90cals in one can) - Shrimp (99cals in 100g) - Salmon (206cals in 100g) - Protein Bars (see in Snacks)

Nuts - Almonds (100cals in 14 nuts) - Pistachios (100cals in 29 nuts)

Snacks - Laughing Cow Lite (25cals per triangle) - Hummus (166cals in 100g) - Gerber Baby Puffs (25cals in 60 pieces) - Dark Chocolate (60/70cals in one square) - Popcorn (100cals in 2 cups) - Rice Cakes (35cals in one cake) - Low Cal Protein Bars (varies on brand, always check) - Low Cal Fiber Bars (varies on brand, always check) - Applesauce (68cals in 100g) - Stevia (0cals) - Gum (>5cals) - Zero Sugar Jello (~10cals, depending on brand)

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i’m not counting calories anymore or whatsoever. i’m trying to eat as little and healthy as possible without obsessing over food because obsession makes me hungry, and i start counting the minutes till my next meal.

Focusing on getting my work done the best way possible is keeping me out of obsessing over food so i guess it’s nice. also i’m working out a lot more than before and getting an average of 10k steps a day just at work.

so fucking tell my WHY i’m not losing ANY. is it the gym? is it water weight? or maybe im determined by fate to be f4t and gross for life. who knows

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Found this on Pinterest

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i guess i was actually hungry