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So when Parrish burns the nogitsune and derek. I dreamt that right after Derek's eyes changed to red it cut to everyone being in shock and awe with a slight golden glow cast over them.

Then it cutting back to Derek standing there looking extremely confused as to how he's still standing whole and unharmed but the nogitsune is gone. And then it pans out to reveal his mother standing behind him with her hand on his shoulder and the rest of the family behind her as well.

All connected together by hands on each other's shoulders. Then Derek notices a golden glow over his shoulder turns and sees his family all bathed in a golden light. Derek looks at his mom, let's out a choked up "mom." She smiles gently at him and tips her head toward him and whispers "Good job Alpha" and theb they slowly fade away.

And even though I have no clue how they would have appeared like this and doesn't really make sense. I like the idea that his family's spirits would show up to prevent him from BEING BURNED ALIVE JEFF DAVIS!! So I accept this over the actual scene.

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IS ELI AN ALPHA NOW!?!?!?

Sorry for the spoilers but PLEASE someone tell me. I can't remember. Does Derek becoming a true alpha and then dying mean that the alpha powers transfered to his son!?!? Or does it work differently because of the "true alpha" thing.

Because if it does transfer to Eli then that's another whole freaking new level of What The F--K J.D!!

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Kira and Stiles in the Teen Wolf movie.

Can you imagine the screams of excitement and shock there would be from fans if Arden and Dylan were actually in the movie. But the writers bent over backwards to keep it a secret from us. Lol

It's not gonna happen because then the movie might actually have a good plot but to dream upon a star, right

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Catherine Gildiner, Good Morning, Monster: Five Heroic Journeys to Emotional Recovery

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Welcome to the United States of America where if you want to be safe from guns you die if you want to get a safe abortion you die if you're gay you die if you're black you die if you're a woman you die if you're disabled you die if you're a kid you die if you're a POC you die if you're trans you die and no one will do anything about it because some stupid cuntrags that are two steps away from tripping on a staircase and dying cling to some dipshit beliefs from over 6 decades ago and decide to make it everyone's problem

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Deadpool knows!

*Spoilers below*

Idk why but I just thought of a scene that would have been awesomely hilarious to me.

Peter leaves the cafe without having said anything to MJ or Ned and as hes walking down the street he hears a commotion. So its spiderman time. He slips into an alley to change only for Deadpool to drop from the sky.

Deadpool of course just pops back up. And while hes rearranging broken limbs hes just like.

"Omg its Tom Hollands spiderman! I loved your movies, nice graphics, I loved that you had all 3 spiderman together in this movie, that hug between yall brought tears to my eyes, sorry about your Aunt btw and your girlfriend MJ - she was awesome and pretty!"

And then bad guys pull up at the front of the alleyway and start pouring out of the car.

Deadpool: well that's not good.

He then charges at them, kills two, jumps over the car and takes off all while saying

"Gotta run peter parker, your my favorite spiderman, catch you later, or you'll catch me cause your a spider - get it! *crazy laugh* I'm hilarious!"

Peter: wait how do you know who I am!?

The bad guys take off after Deadpool and poor peter whose only managed to pull his jacket off is just standing there in flustered confusion.

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You ever read a fanfiction so, so fucking good that when you're done reading it, you're kinda disoriented? Like the place you were reading it in seems unfamiliar because the story sucked you into the fucking fifth dimension with how good it was? Unparalleled feeling.

Fanfic writers are an absolute gift to humanity.

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This is beautiful. I have such a hard time trying to explain this to people when I experience it.

Derealisation.

Derealisation is awaking from ones dreams but its reality continues.

Its watching your world, your surroundings through a screen in your head, a portal between Neverland and the ground you walk. As if sleeping with the ability to look through the wardrobe to a reality you’ll question. I become so detached that my own home feels like new to me. E v e r y t h i n g… s e e m e d….. s o…… f a r……. o f f. Take a pair of binoculars in your hand and peer through their glass the wrong-way round and see the distance stretch away form you. This room is too far away to touch, to grasp, to hold, to know if I am really living among its setting.

The water glass sits in another realm to the chair I cling to. I reach out, and my hand touches the glass: there is no waging space between, It’s just there. And i know this, but i can’t get pass the lost weight over my feet, these invisible threads attaching you to this earth, is lost in me. I Bring the glass to my lips, and the distance between: my hand, the glass, my lips, is logically normal despite the illusion presented to me….and the distress kicks in, flooding panic!! “what is this, whats happening to me!!?”

Something rationalises within me, and it’s a phase i know will pass, maybe a few minutes, maybe hours, maybe a day or two, and all i can do is breath, and wait, and breath and wait.

I calm my panic, and listen to the distress, not acting on it, or heightening it, or adding its drive, just noticing and letting it pass. I hear you, and its strange, confusing, unbalancing you but you are strong and we know the games our mind plays. This trickery won’t last on you or me, so breath and endure and watch yourself grow through this. An hour will pass and I breath, and I feel weight. The morning leaves and I feel the distances closing in and i feel the threads beneath my feet, I breath into the evening and i feel reality.

Be patient, the moment will pass.

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Dissociating on the Road like...

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Don’t know what I would’ve done without fanfiction this year.

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DO NOT SUPPORT SALVATION ARMY 

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LOL

Deity of woke

here's a random word generator--whatever word it gives you is now the thing you are the deity of

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please, please, please do not pretend this is close to over.

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WHAT ARE WE?!

WRITERS!!!

WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO?!

WRITE!!!!!

WHEN ARE WE GONNA DO IT?!

((Disgruntled muttering))

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Human Roach

Imagine if a couple of months after the dragon hunt, Roach gets turned into a human by accident somehow and now Geralt gets his butt handed to him by way of Roach letting him know exactly what she thinks of his past and present stupidity. But also cute moments of embarrased Geralt having to deal with Roachs adorable lack of human skills - like eating with her hands etc.

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Witcher AU

So I posted about these 2 witcher AUs I was obsessed with and one of them was a College AU where everyone from the Witcher series attends the same college and are all members of the same paranormal Investigation club. Well I've recently been rewatching Supernatural and I just watched s4ep6 "yellow fever" where Dean is infected with an illness that makes him fear everything essentially.

But anyway that scene where Dean screams because of the cat I just cant help imagining that as jaskier and geralt in the college AU.

It keeps making me laugh.