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March 29, 2021,

Monday I did nothing but lay in bed all day. There is almost nothing to blog about. I woke up and did my morning routine to tend to my injuries then made toaster French toast sticks. After that I think I just laid in bed with my computer and did like one assignment and just watched TV and was on my phone all day. I had a cheese quesadilla for lunch. Had a few snacks. Watched a lot of Seinfeld. Held a heating pad to my hip all day. Then for dinner I made a caprese salad, oatmeal with fresh fruit, and hot tea. Was pretty solid dinner and ate that in bed while watching TV lol. I guess what I did was good to recover cause I did too much over the weekend. I eventually smoked before bed I think around 12:30 to help me actually SLEEP. But that’s about all that happened.

Oh I’m also doing really good in March madness. I am in 3 different groups. The one I care about most is the 50 person group cause there’s a $500 prize pot that 1st place takes almost all of. And right now I’m actually tied for 2nd but for some reason says 4th even tho we all have the same score. But if the remainder of my picks are correct and Michigan loses tomorrow then I will tie for 1st place and win probably a little over $200!! Oh and I will also win the other 2 groups I’m in as well but the prize money isn’t as big so I’m not going to talk about those.

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March 28, 2021,

Sunday was a recovery day. I didn’t sleep well again because I can’t stay asleep with my injuries. I went through my morning routine to get ready. Then at 2:30 my family came to pick me up for lunch. Both my parents, Becky and Matt all came. Becky and Matt saw me for the first time in person (they had seen pics before). We then went to pick up Mike then drove to the Green Turtle. It was the first time I was eating in public so that was interesting. Lunch was nice and I love spending time with my family so I was happy to see them. It was difficult to eat and burned a little but was good. After lunch we dropped off Mike then me. I got back around 5 then did almost nothing all day. I think just laid in bed, watched TV, made a late dinner and did a little work. I smoked around 11:30 to maybe help me sleep. I ate some food after that then went to bed almost right away. Was pretty uneventful day other than the lunch.

Face update

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March 27, 2021,

Saturday was actually really fun just wish I wasn’t crippled. But I woke up and first thing I did was make a breakfast smoothie and ask Dan if he wanted to go to Home Depot to get a new piece of plywood for our dye table since the original wood was ruined from the rain and had been using Joe’s for awhile. So we did that and ofc the wood didn’t fit in the car so we had to drive back with it sticking out of the trunk while it was open. Got back, set it up, told mike to come over then started playing dye at 2. It was just Dan Mal Mike and I for awhile. I think we played 3 games as just us then Berlin showed up and we rotated. After a bit Cole came outside and joined us. Then a bit later 5 of mike girl friends came over. While dye was going on we played some football, pong and a bunch of other things. Little later mike’s other friend Jack came over. Berlin eventually left then a bunch of our neighbors and their friends came out to join us. They hopped in on the dye rotation, pong, and throwing the football around. It was so much fun and I think we had up to 30 people out there at one point. Obviously people were asking about my face so I was talking about that all day lol. Shiv eventually came over too so it was nice seeing her and she was with Sophie. It’s always really fun seeing Sophie cause we rarely see each other now but used to every weekend freshman year. I fed Sophie and Shiv some of my left over stir fry and they loved it. Sophie said it was bussin lol. I also dominated the pong table for a bit with a few different people. But we were outside doing all of that from 2-10pm. It was a long day but so much fun. The only reason we went inside was because Sam Slim and everyone was coming over for her birthday thing. So we cleaned up and moved inside while we waited. A few of Cole’s friends came over because they were pregaming here before they went to their TKE party because it moved from being at our house to someone else’s. But once Sam and everyone else came over we had like 30+ people in my house. Was actually more people than I expected. I was trying to drink more cause I hadn’t been deunk all weekend because of the accident and how hard it was to drink (also on antibiotics so shouldn’t drink too much) so I was taking shots instead. After a bit I had to sit down because my legs were getting really tired of standing all day. OH this reminded me that when we were playing dye earlier I was sitting in a chair on the side watching a few people play as mike ran to catch a dye that was in front of me. He didn’t get it but used me to catch his fall and threw his hand right on my knee. It hurt so much but he didn’t mean to so I didn’t yell at him but I had to get up and walk it off. Idk why it always happens but I’m noticing mike keeps hurting me accidentally when he comes. He was also super drunk because he drank like 20 of my beers bc my roommates stole the beer he left here while I was in quarantine. Anyways back to the story, I was also sitting down because I started feeling like shit. I think it was because I drank too much hard liquor while on the antibiotics and Tylenol. I don’t think I was even drunk but I kept trying to have fun but I think I was just pushing myself too much. I’m still glad I had everyone over tho. But Cole left with his friends and the freshman girls around 12:30. I was going to go with them but Sam and everyone wanted to stay at mine longer so I stayed at mine and was going to meet up with Cole later because I rather spend time with my friends then go to a party when u can barely stand lol. But as time went on I started feeling more like shit so I decided I wouldn’t meet up with Cole later. I think Tash, Christina, Gab and Cara all left around 1:30. Alexa was still here but in my room with Sam and her roommates talking. I think Cara thought Alexa already left so she just left with Tash and them all. But then as Sam and the rest got ready to leave Alexa realized everyone else left. So she just stayed and we talked till like 5 then went to bed.

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March 26, 2021,

Friday I slept till like 1 cause I didn’t get to bed until 6am. I didn’t sleep very good because I was so uncomfortable. I woke up and rolled every 30 minutes to an hour so I was pretty tired all day Friday. But after I got out of bed I went downstairs and asked Dan if he wanted to go to tropical smoothie cafe, take me to walgreens to grab some stuff to treat my injury, and pick up some alcohol. As we got into the car and started pulling out Malcolm randomly showed up next to us and got in and said he was bored and wanted to come lol. It was weird that he showed up out of nowhere but kinda funny. But first Dan bought me a smoothie then we picked up the alc. Then we went Walgreens to pick up my prescription and other stuff. We then went back to the house and got ready to go to Joe’s to play some dye. Joe picked us up at 3:30 and got the wood too. We started playing some dye. I managed to play a game and a half but wasn’t super mobile. Was just happy to be out in the sun. After that we went to meet up with Gabby on clev cause she was with Nina, Noelle, Morgan and a few other people I knew. They had a pool and looked fun. I would have gone in but I didn’t want to bleed all over it so I didn’t. After that Dan Mal and I walked back to our house and just played some Xbox and hungout for a bit. I finally was able to shower when we got back for the first time since the accident. It burned but felt so good to finally clean off. After that I tried eating food for the first time. I cut up some of Dan’s leftover flatbread. I had to cut it up into small pieces and use a fork to eat it. It wasn’t a pretty sight but I was able to eat. I then used a heating pad on my hip cause it was hurting a lot and iced my face. The heating pad worked wonders and felt great after using it. Then we left for Sam’s around 10:30 for her birthday thing. A lot of people saw my face for the first time and all kept saying how bad they felt which was really nice but lowkey got tired of it cause that’s all i talked about the whole time and wanted to just have a regular conversation. I was super tired but still wanted to stay cause I wanted to be there for Sam’s party. I also wasn’t able to drink much cause of my lip and I was on antibiotics so it just wasn’t the night to go out but I really wanted to. So I stayed for about an hour maybe a little more then left around midnight. I felt bad for leaving early but knew I was going to see her the next day so I did. I got back to my house then instantly went to bed and attempted to sleep.

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March 25, 2021 (part 2),

The people at urgent care said I had to go to the hospital because they needed to get scans of my head to make sure I didn’t have a concussion, broken bones in my face, or internal bleeding. So I had Dan take me back to our house so I could change, clean off some mud and get a little more comfortable before going to the hospital. While I was at the house I wanted to call my parents to let them know about the accident. I tried to delay telling them cause I didn’t want to freak them out, but if i was going to the ER I had to let them know. I told them it looks really bad but I could tell it probably wasn’t as bad as it looks or sounds. My parents wanted to come see me so they said they were going to meet me at the hospital. After I cleaned up Dan took me to Christina emergency room. I walked in and they instantly walked me to the back and checked out my face. I thought I was going to be helped right away but wasn’t. I waited like 30 minutes then they checked my temperature and blood pressure and stuff. Then waited another 30 minutes and they brought me back to get a ct scan. I waited another 30 minutes just to get the scan. After the scan they walked me back to the front and I sat there for probably 6 more hours before they actually helped me. My parents couldn’t come in the hospital until I got my own room because of covid regulations. Then my phone died around 1am and i luckily got a text off to my parents saying my phone was about to die and seeing if they could bring me a charger, 2 seconds later my phone died. Then a little later my dad showed up with a charger and he saw my face for the first time. He wasn’t ‘allowed’ to stay with me but no one made him leave so he was just with me the whole time I was waiting. He suggested that i clean off some of the dirt and blood on my face so I went to the bathroom and basically showered in the sink. After that I finally decided to go ask a nurse how long the wait was going to be. I asked very politely and she was actually very helpful and said she would get a doctor to read my scans and look to see what kind of stitching I would need. I only had to wait like 30 more minutes then they finally called me back to get looked at around 3am. I got back there and they cleaned off my face a little more, talked and looked at me, ran a few tests and gave me the stitches. The doctor told me my scans looked good so had no issues other than the cuts on my face, arms and legs. He said I might have a mild concussion but I haven’t had any symptoms so I don’t think I do. Then he gave me 10 stitches in my face. 4 next to my eye and 6 on my upper lip. After that he gave me an antibiotic and a few other papers. I was finally released at 5:30am. I got outside and finally saw my mom who was waiting in the car alone for 9 hours. I felt so bad for her but she wanted to be there. They drove me back to my house then went home. I finally got in bed and went to sleep around 6am. But I wanted to shower and couldn’t cause I had to wait 12 hours after my stitches were in to shower. Overall a wild day.

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March 25, 2021 (part 1),

Thursday was one of the worst and unluckiest days of my life. To start it off I took an open note exam for my marketing research class at 11am. I ran out of time while taking it and didn’t do the greatest. The short answers aren’t graded yet but I think the best I can get is a 75 if I got all short answers right so I was pissed about that. But I got over it right away cause it was decent day out and wanted to do something fun. So Dan and I wanted to see if anyone wanted to drink and play dye but bailed on that idea. Then thought maybe we can go to a park and listen to music and maybe do some work. Then I came up with the idea of going golfing. Golfing stuck and we scheduled a tee time of 3:30 at a course in PA about 20 minutes away. But I completely forgot that I had to help Sam Slim with delivering the last basket to her little with a shotski at 3:30. So I instantly called Sam and asked if we could do it at 3 instead so I could still go golfing. She was in class but left 15 minutes early. I felt really bad cause I screwed up but it was okay I guess cause it worked out. So Dan and I picked up the car for golfing then went to Sam slims to pick her up and grab the stuff she was delivering to her little. We drove to north campus and waited outside a dorm for her little. I said the thing Sam wanted me to then took a shot with her little. It was fun but I was in a hurry to golf so I didn’t get to stay long and talk. After that I dropped Sam off at her apartment then started driving to the course. At that point it was 3:30 and we’re still 20 minutes away so we had to call the course to let them know we were going to be late. Luckily they weren’t too crowded so it wasn’t a big deal. Got there at 4, checked in then started. It was the first time golfing or even swinging a club in like 5 months for the both of us so we were curious to see how it would go. We honestly both played alright and had a very similar game. We didn’t get to finish but at the 15th hole (last one we played) I was up by only 3 strokes so it was very close between us two. But it started getting dark and raining at this point so we were driving fast to get back to the car. Then at the 18th hole there was this steep hill with a speed bump and sharp turns on it. We were going too fast and Dan hit the brake to go around a turn and slow down but since it was raining the cart lost control, flipped, and rolled. The cart flipped on my side, I fell out of it, the cart landed on top of me and I slid about 10 feet on my face, on the pavement, underneath the cart. I think I passed out cause I remember hitting the ground then nothing after that until I got up. Dan said he had to lift the cart off of me and I wasn’t moving, he called my name a few times and I wasn’t responding. He told me he literally thought I was dead. But luckily I eventually got up and was moving. My face was cut up really bad, I ripped up all of my clothes, my legs and arms were both cut bad too. Dan started cleaning up the mess cause luckily he landed on top of me and didn’t get too hurt. He hit his head and had a bruise on his arm but nothing too bad. As he was cleaning up he called the clubhouse to send someone to pick us up cause I was hurt bad. They said they would either send someone or call us back right away. We waited 45 minutes and no one ever came or called us so luckily the cart still worked so we just drove back. Dan called the clubhouse again on our way back to the cart to yell at them and was pissed off. We got to the parking lot and the cart guy saw me and heard about the story and only said “I’m sorry for the inconvenience” completely monotoned. It was like no one gave a f*ck about what happened. So Dan and I just packed up the car and left. Dan drove my car cause I wasn’t able to drive. I called some people on the drive home to show them what happened and see what I should do. My lip was falling off and my eye had a gash right next to it so I needed to get stitches. So i had Dan take me straight to urgent care. I walked in, they looked at me and said they can’t help me.

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March 24, 2021,

Wednesday was a my first day free from the Q. It was raining and gross outside so it was a disappointing day to be free but oh well. I started off the day by making some food, can’t remember what it was but I remember Dan coming downstairs while I was making food and said something about me not wearing a mask. So that’s when I said I’m free from the Q and all was good. We played some PlayStation and watched TV. Then we went to Walmart to get a new folding table cause Cole and his frat broke the old one. We also got a few other house things at Walmart. After that Dan wanted a fish fillet from McDonald’s so we went to McDonald’s. I was curious to try one too and Dan was being mad funny with the way he ordered it. But I also got a cheeseburger. After that I dropped off a few things for Alexa at her house. Then went back to mine to eat our McDonald’s. Dan opened the bag and got all pissed off cause they gave us plain Fish Fillets so it had no cheese or Tartar sauce. So I made a quick google search on how to make the sauce and made it real fast. The sandwich honestly was really good and was surprised cause I wanted to make fun of Dan for ordering it. After that I realized I had class at 5 so I hopped on zoom and went thru that class. After that Dan and I continued just watching TV, playing Xbox and going thru our camera rolls to find funny videos and pictures of us and the roommates cause we’re making an Instagram page and tiktok to show all the dumb and funny sh*t we do regularly. After that I think I smoked then went to bed.

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March 23, 2021,

Tuesday was my final day in the Q! Had class at 11 but I skipped it for who knows what reason. Showered then made a breakfast burrito that slapped. Went back to my death chamber (quarantine room) to do some work till my class at 2. I don’t think I paid attention at all in class and just did other work but not totally sure. Idk why I can’t remember any of this cause it’s not like I had a busy day. Then my class at 3:30 was switched to asynchronous this week so didn’t have that. I guess I just did work and watched tv for a bit. Warmed up some left over Stir Fry at some point for dinner. Then around 8 I think I FaceTimed Mike and my Dad to watch Falcon and Winter Soldier episode 1 over the Disney+ party watch feature. It was a good episode and looks like should be a decent show. I think it’s only 6 episodes tho. After that I shmoked then ate a whole lot of food like I always do after I shmoke. I guess just watched TV then went to bed. I went to bed early cause I was tired and no reason to stay up. Was just looking forward to be free from Q.

Oh I forgot, Tash and Christina sent me some disposables from Tash’s birthday and holy shit I look terrible in both. Christina also pointed out how I could not look less interested to get a pic with her lolol. Facts but not my intention...oops

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March 22, 2021,

Monday was just a day of procrastination. The only thing I had to do was finish writing my paper for HDFS, but kept putting it off. But anyways I woke up at whole knows what time then I think just watched some TV and did literally any work other than my paper. I don’t even know what really happened during the day. But I do know at 4 I made some stir fry. It was the only thing I ate like all day cause I didn’t have much of an appetite. It turned out really good and I made enough for like 10 people so I ate some of that while in class then put the rest away. I didn’t pay attention in class and just did some work instead. After class I finally focused on my paper and grinded it out and finished by like 7. So after that I just listened to music and edited some playlists. After that I smoked, watched TV, ate so much food lol, then went on tiktok till I fell asleep.

I almost forgot I FaceTime my brother and Dad for a bit too. We talked a lot about March Madness. My bracket isn’t doing great right now but my max possible points is still really high so I have a chance of coming back and winning some challenges! I’m in this one group of 48 people so the winner will get $500 and I’m currently in 24th place, but only 2 people can get a higher total score than me so I’m basically in 3rd place right now!

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March 21, 2021,

Sunday was just another ordinary day in the Q. Woke up but didn’t get out of bed till like 12:30. Made a breakfast smoothie and ate some cereal while starting some work. I wasn’t able to focus for too long because of how tired I was. So I stopped around 1:30 then went back to sleep. I think I slept until till like 4 or 5. I was still tired when I woke up but I needed to do some work so I showered to try to wake up a bit more. It definitely helped, but was still tired. I got a snack and worked on my paper until like 8. I made some good progress but am not totally sure what the paper is supposed to be about because what I’ve been writing just doesn’t seem like it should be worth 25% of my grade in the class. Whatever I warmed up some of my leftover chicken and fajita mix so basically had a Mexican bowl for dinner. Was good and watched Seinfeld while eating then continued the paper until like 9:30 when I FaceTimed Sammi to catch up while she was home. Then after that I saw my Dad and brother were in a FaceTime so I joined them and talked for probably an hour or so until like 11:30. Was nice then I gave up on work after that and watched TV until 1:30. No pictures from this Sunday.

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March 20, 2021,

Saturday in the Q. What a fun one. Woke up and made eggs and bacon for Tash a I. Hung out for a little then Tash went home. After that I submitted my first checkpoint for my Multimedia semester project. Then I basically just watched TV and was on my phone for a bit. I ended up finishing all of WandaVision. It was a good show and I guess introduced whats going on happen next in Marvel movies. After that I went downstairs cause I was about to make dinner but Jacob said he was going to the store to make house steaks and asked if I wanted one. So of course I said yes then stopped making what I was making. I just killed some time till Jacob got back and made those. I think it was ready around 8:30. After that I ate and just chilled in my room for the rest of the night. I watched the movie Split about the guy with like 25 different personalities. Then just watched Tik Tok till I went to bed. I was supposed to write my paper but didn’t end up doing any of it so now I’ll have to write it all on Sunday or Monday.

Becky also sent me this video of Rudy

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March 19, 2021,

Friday was wild. Woke up, showered, then drove to Main Street urgent care for my COVID test. I took the test and ofc my results came back positive!! I was honestly happy cause I won’t have to worry about it in the future anymore. Plus I won’t have to worry about giving my family covid when I go home for Easter, so the timing worked out well. I went back to my house to put laundry away and start my quarantine. I told everyone I was in contact with that I tested positive and started watch Seinfeld and did some work. I spent a lot of time working on my Multimedia semester project and watching TV. Prolly 6 hours to be honest. After that I made another chicken burrito, but the burrito shell was cooked too much so I just turned it into a bowl. Then Tash came over and we did some work for a bit then watched TV. We started with Are you the one? Season 3 but it wasn’t good so changed it. I think we tried Fast and Furious 7 next but the video would lag for 5 minutes at a time every 3 minutes, so we spent more time waiting for it to load then actually watching it. So we gave up about 15 minutes into the movie. So then we smoked and started WandaVision. I was actually able to focus on it this time and I started enjoying it. We watched 4 episodes and got some snacks. After that trash wanted to smoke again so we did that and kinda woke us up a lil so we decided to put another show on. So I attempted iCarly but the TV was acting really weird so I gave up and just went to bed.

Sent these pics to the bois of course. I also forgot that March madness started today too. The very first 2 games of the tournament I predicted wrong. So far I’m not doing too hot but I haven’t had any major wrongs yet so I guess I’m still okay. I had 2 teams I had going to the sweet 16 get eliminated but nothing later than that round so im still okay as long as my bracket starts doing better.

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March 18, 2021,

Thursday started off very exciting. I woke up to a text saying that Mike tested positive for covid and I was with him the day before. So I almost definitely have covid now if my “hangover” from Sunday was actually just a hangover and not me being dead from COVID. Then I had a group meeting with my professor at 11 to check how we were doing with our project, went well and he said we were doing much better than other groups! After that I made a delicious breakfast burrito that ngl tasted better than Mi Ranchitos. I put seasoned bacon, eggs, ham, cheese, tots, and hot sauce in a tortilla then broiled it in the oven. So f*cking good! I watched an episode of Seinfeld while eating that then hit the books. I studied all day until my exam at 5. I was stressed about the exam cause it was proctored and I thought I knew nothing but as I was reviewing right before it I realized I actually learned a lot and was going to be fine. Exam started and flew thru it. It was really easy, got a 12/14 on multiple choice and think I nailed all the short answer questions that were worth the remaining 36 points. So I think I got a really good grade on that exam, plus I heard she curves so good start to that class. After that I went grocery shopping to prepare for my quarantine incase I test positive cause I was basically out of groceries. I did self check out so I didn’t have to interact with anyone. Then when I got back to my house I obviously put groceries away then made dinner. I had some chicken that was about to go bad so I just cooked all of it up and put it away in tupperware and used one piece to make a fajita with the left over taco ingredients I had from the other night. The fajita was unbelievable, I’m probably going to make another one tomorrow! After that I just watched TV and quarantined in my room while doing a little bit of work and finalizing my March Madness bracket! I stayed up really late watching TV for no reason but at midnight I scheduled my rapid COVID test on Main Street for 12:15 Friday. I finally went to bed around 2am.

Oh and trash sent me the disposables from last Friday. This is by far the best pic lol

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March 17, 2021,

Wednesday, St. Patrick’s Day!! This should be a very exciting day...but it isn’t because Newark hates this holiday. When I first woke up I made some avocado toast, banana and Nutella toast with honey on top, and banana and peanut butter toast with honey on top. Was delicious and watched an episode of Seinfeld while eating it then started studying. I wasn’t super focused while studying because I knew it was St. Patrick’s day and wanted to do something fun so I gave up. I studied a lot the day before because I wanted to be able to do something fun today. So I asked my roommates if they wanted to play some beer dye when they got back from lunch and they all said yes so I texted a few other friends. I realized i didn’t have green to wear cause Cole stole my jersey and that was about all I had so i went to the Dollar Store to get some stuff. Then picked up Irish alcohol and stopped at McDonald’s for food and Shamrock Shakes. But while i was in line at McDonalds i heard that Malcolm wasn’t playing anymore, Dan had a gym reservation so wasn’t going to play, Cole was out somewhere else, everyone I texted couldn’t play so it was down to just Jacob and I so we ended up not doing anything. Very disappointing, but then I figured I would call Teddy to see if Jacob and I could go to his cause I knew he was doing something to TKE guys. He at first said yes, but then they had 20 people so he changed it to no. So we called his roommate Josh and he said yes cause they were at 19 and assumed the cops weren’t going to notice 1 over. So we went straight over and was fine because people were constantly leaving and coming back. Was a good time, I’m happy I got out and got a chance to do something. While I was there Joe asked if I wanted to go to an Irish bar in Wilmington with him and any of my roommates and it first we were all down to go, but then we tried calling and couldn’t get reservations. So I figured it wasn’t worth going cause we didn’t have a DD so we would have to Uber, none of us were actually 21 so no guarantee we were getting in, and we didn’t have reservations to get into an Irish bar on st Patrick’s day. So it was just not looking good for us so we decided not to go. Then Dan called me saying that he was going to Santa Fe with a few of the Smyth girls at 9 and had an extra seat. So I said I would go with them. But then later Jacob found out about that and didn’t want me to go because then he would be all alone while we were at Santa Fe. So I backed out of going since we tried calling and adding 1 to the reservation but they refused to let us have 5 at a table instead of 4 it’s so annoying but whatever. Jacob and I got back to ours around 8:30-9, right before Dan went to Santa Fe and just played some Wii for a bit until Cara and Moe came over around 9:30. We just hung out, talked, played some random drinking games. Then Dan eventually came back around 10:30 and joined us till the girls left around 12. So then Jacob and I played some Wii till 1ish then we both went to bed. Not the greatest St Pattys day but at least I did something.

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March 16, 2021,

Tuesday wasn’t very exciting. The melatonin helped me sleep but made it very difficult to wake up in the am for class. So I rolled out of bed right as class started. This was the class that is optionally in person but I didn’t feel like going in person since I was so tired and it’s cold again. I’ll definitely try and go when it warms up. Anyways after class I showered and made a “crepe”. I didn’t feel like putting much time into it so I just cooked some strawberries and blueberries in a frying pan with milk then poured it in a tortilla with honey. Was good but if I had the time I would have actually made the crepe breading. After that I did some work until my class at 2. That class is so boring and I have to have my camera on so I just do other work while in that class. Then my 3:30 class I have with Justin and was exam review for the one we have on Thursday. Everyone in the class was freaking out cause no one knows anything and it’s proctored but the things my professor was saying made it sound like it shouldn’t be too bad, plus she curves. After class ended i made some chicken with random ingredients I found around the kitchen and turned out really f*cking good so I wrote the recipe down for future use lol. Anyways after that I basically studied for that exam until 1am. When I say studied I did get distracted for probably 2-3 hours on my phone but overall I studied for a long time and was sitting at my desk basically the whole time. Then around 12:30 I finally got in bed and popped another Melly, watched TV for like an hour and went to sleep.

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March 15, 2021,

Monday was another recovery day. I spent all night tossing and turning and felt like I got 0 sleep. It was the first time I tried going to sleep sober in like a month so it was very difficult. I could not wait for the night to end. But then when my alarm went off to get up I didn’t want to get up because I was so tired. It was a lose lose situation. Yet again I woke up with hip pain but now it’s on both sides not just the one bruised side. I have no idea why the other side hurts now but it feels like joint pain not a bruise. My back is also super tense I think from rolling around all night. My congestion was super bad when I woke up but as the day went on it got better, same with my lungs. But I finally got myself out of bed by 11 to take a shower and get dressed to go to Dunkin with Sammi. I was out of socks so had to wear flip flops and holy sh*t it was so cold and windy while walking down main street, I couldn’t feel my toes and were all red. We got our Dunkin then picked up Alexa’s coffee from Starbucks. We dropped off Alexa’s coffee then I dropped Sammi back off at hers. She was disappointed because they forgot to add the vanilla to her coffee. But she also got a breakfast sandwich and I got a cream cheese bagel. So she took what she thought was her breakfast sandwich even after opening up the bag and looking directly at it. She walked all the way up to her apartment and I drove all the way back to mine then got inside when she called me saying she grabbed the wrong sandwich and had my bagel. She asked if I could come back to swap it but I was so cold and had to start doing work so I said no lol. She was upset but understood. I felt bad too cause both her coffee and sandwich were screwed up. Anyways I did 2/3 of the documents for my group project cause my team members weren’t responding and it was due at 3pm. So that was frustrating but I got it all done. I then posted my blog for Sunday, cleaned up my room and made my bed FINALLY. After all that I joined my zoom class at 5. Not a whole lot happened in the zoom but ended real early so that was nice. I then went downstairs to make tacos for dinner but realized my beef had gone bad so I had to run to Acme real quick to pick up some more. Wasn’t a big deal cause I was going to have to go out to get some Melatonin anyways so I got that at Acme too. I made my tacos then spent a few hours cleaning up all the dishes that my roommates didn’t clean. Scrubbed the counter tops like 4 separate times cause right after I would clean it someone would come cook and leave a mess so I had to keep re cleaning the same stuff over and over again. Then spent like 2 hours picking up stuff and cleaning other surfaces around the house while my roommates watched TV and decided not to help. After that I did my laundry. It was the biggest load I’ve had in awhile since I had all the stuff from thrifting last week and all the stuff the freshman pulled out of my drawers and left on the dirty wet floor. So I had to do like 3 separate loads. I finally finished all of that by like 9:30-10. So I could finally relax so I made some hot tea, turned on my essential oil diffuser, popped a Melly (Melatonin) then got in bed to watch some TV. Was a good way to end the day and hopefully helps me sleep and recover for Tuesday. It’s now 11 and I’m finishing up this blog then going straight to sleep. See y’all tomorrow sleevers.

[sleever]

March 14, 2021,

This Sunday was literally the death of me. I cannot call it Sunday funday (sorry trash). I don’t even know when I woke up but I realized I lost an hour of sleep (WAS NOT T HE DAY TO LOSE AN HOUR THATS FOR SURE). Had a super bad hangover. Head was pounding, stomach hurt so much, lungs hurt, throat hurt, had a lot of congestion and was really hard to breathe, my eyes hurt, was super tired, hip was throbbing and had a bad bruise from my fall on the skateboard and was hard to walk and hurts to sit on if I’m not at the right angle. My body has had ENOUGH OF ME. It’s tired of my bs and wants me to get better so I listened lol because I drank every single night from Wednesday to Saturday. Then Saturday I drank for 10+ hours straight without eating lunch or dinner and I’m pretty sure I deleted 20+ beers, a bottle of wine, and a handful of shots. Clearly not something I should do on an empty stomach. So I took a much needed day off from everything. I laid in bed literally all day. I got up once to take a shower then spent the next few hours laying in bed FaceTiming people and going through pictures. I called Tash at one point and told her how I was dying and she offered to come make me a salmon burger. It was so f*cking nice especially because I didn’t have the energy to get up and make myself anything. I don’t even know what time it was but she eventually showed up and cooked it for me. She stayed a little to hangout but left almost right after I finished eating. I don’t blame her tho cause I was so dead it wouldn’t have been fun to stay here. After that I went back up to my room and obviously laid back in bed and just watched TV, posted a pic on insta, updated the blog cause I was like 5 days behind, then ordered Dominoes for delivery. When the Dominoes was delivered I obviously had to walk downstairs to get it but that was one of the 2 times I actually left my room yesterday. After I got that pizza I didn’t leave my room again. I watched prolly a full season of Seinfeld. But I also had to work on 2 separate group projects. I was really unable to do work so I told my groups that I was at work and couldn’t hop on zoom lol so I just told them to tell me what to do. The one group project I did actually do a little bit of work on and my group finished it last night so that was good, but the other project I procrastinated and was going to do Monday before it was due at 3. I was super tired and kept trying to fall asleep but for some reason couldn’t. So I spent literally the ENTIRE NIGHT rolling around in bed every 15 minutes and coughing/clearing my lungs to breathe cause I have smoked way too much over the last few weeks. It was a terrible night but thank god Sunday’s shitshow is finally over. I also don’t have any pictures or videos from Sunday cause there’s nothing I want to remember from it.