sliceanddice101

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Am I completely unlovable?

I'm 17 and have never had a kiss or anyone even INTERESTED in doing anything with me or dating me. I had a friend round today who I don't have a crush on but I kinda want him to like me yk? And the whole time he was talking about how attractive he found other boys in our year. I just want someone to love me. Is it because I'm trans? Or because I have scars? Or is my personality so rancid that no one will ever want to love me? Please someone help me :( I just want to be loved honestly at this point I'd take anything even someone drastically older or online :(

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I need an older bf sigh

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Does anyone know any websites that you can buy razor blades that won't id... I need a new blade

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My dad found my blade :( if anyone has any tips on getting a new one or where to hide it that would be greatly appreciated

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Well... It happened, they found out about my self harm and as predicted my life is ruined. They've locked me out of my room and are getting several groups of people to try and find my blade (they haven't found it yet) and won't let me back into my room until they have found it (which I think is unlikely ever to happen, so goodbye to all my belongings) they have told me I'm not allowed to leave so I probably won't be with my family for Christmas. I'm sobbing my eyes out right now. My life is completely ruined.

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Not being able to tell anyone about your self harm is so lonely I want more than anything to tell someone but I know the second I do my entire life will be destroyed. I might not even be able to be at home for Christmas if anyone finds out. I'm constantly in fear of it being found out and I just want someone to hug me and tell me that it's going to be ok tbh. No one knows it's getting bad again so everyone treats me like I'm ok. I'm just exhausted and honestly want my life to be over

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The feeling after when it stings <<<

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I just did some s/h and it felt awful and I'm terrified of getting caught and I'm terrified of it getting infected and I just want someone who I can speak honestly to about this because I can't tell anyone without them freaking out. The feeling just after when you know you've fucked up is the worst. I know im disappointing everyone I love but I just can't stop. I wish I could stop but I don't think I could live without sh

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Hi this is a new vent account please don't interact with me if you'll get triggered by disordered eating or s/h I really don't want to trigger anyone :) :(