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sliconships · 6 years ago

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Mr.BrightSide (JCxRacc angst) Part 1

WARNINGS! This may trigger some people-

Mentions of self harm, Depression, Thoughts of Suicide.

Please do not read if your sensitive to ANY of these topics

The rain was falling fast making the already dark sky darker. He wasn’t expecting something like this to happen. He just wanted to help his friend out. And at first it went on like that two friends being friends, until “Alright so there is a guy who’s being weird and keeps flirting with me even though I’ve told him I’m not interested so can you help me please?” Ezra asked JC who was at first very confused by the request “Uh sure how can I -“ Ezra pulled JC closer to him and made sure the guy was looking even though the guy had been staring at him this whole time.

“Alright so maybe if we kiss he’ll leave me alone.” Ezra said unsure but hoping it would work. JC was nervous about it he’d never think he’d kiss his best friend but if it was to help him he’d do it.

It at least to JC felt amazing like a new fire had been lit in his soul he felt more energetic and alive. He didn’t know or at least realize he had a crush on his best friend. So the fire in his soul began to mix with a new emotion dread.

He told Ezra he’d be back he was just going to step outside to “smoke" JC said the first thing he thought. "But you don't smoke" Ezra replied with an confused expression, "yeah-huh you've just not been paying attention" JC lied making it sound like he was joking then turning and leaving the area. "Wait a second were at the park, you can't smoke here." Ezra said to himself, he looked to where JC was running to and saw him disappear into the woods. Ezra looked at the air JC went into "He's going to get sick" he told himself as the rain began to pick up. He then got a message from JC 'You can leave without me I have to go to the store and pick up some stuff' 'You sure? I mean your in the woods right now, do you need help?' Ezra asked. 'Yeah all cool just enjoying this air' JC replied it sounded as awkward as if he had said it in person and not through text. Ezra replied with an 'Only if you know your going to be okay' 'Yes its all fine, I don't want you to get sick' JC texted back. 'I could say the same about you' Ezra replied sassy even though it was through text.

Ezra gave up trying to convince JC that he could go with him and help him if he needed it. So Ezra walked to his car then gave one final look to the wooded area.

JC had been sitting under one tree for the whole time he was texting Ezra using his jacket as a protector from the rain. He sat back against the tree and breathed out "Fuck" is all he said as he realized his new found crush on his best friend who already had a crush on someone else.

The wind began as the sun set and the rain was pouring down. JC hadn't left the tree he'd been sitting under he was completely soaked no doubt he'd get at least slightly sick as he's been there for at least 3 hours. To be honest he spaced out he didn't want to think about anything because it would lead to the same thing. His jeans kept pinching him and had all around become uncomfortable to wear.

He got up to mostly go home but he wasn't lying about having to go to the store. So he got up and walked back to his car and drove to the store it had been raining and he didn't really care how he looked. So he he just walked to the areas he knew he needed to get stuff from and bumped into Toby, Fitz and Swagger. The three looked at JC in slight confusion at why he looked like he just took a dip in the river and went to the store after words. He looked all sorts of odd, his hair had been tossed around from how he usually did it (from his hands going through it about a dozen times even though he didn't realize he was doing it) and his clothes had been wrinkled and he looker slightly worried and like he was being bothered by something. The three had never seen their friend this way, JC also had his jacket off (because of how wet and was useless at this point) reveling where trees had cut and scratched his arms when he walked out of the woods. After the initial shock JC felt awkward and began to walk away just wanting to go home but was stopped before he could do so. “JC you okay buddy you look uh” “Like shit” Eric said before Fitz could finish what he was trying to put nicely. JC smiled as a cover and just told half jokingly “I was out in the woods just thinking and spent to long and lost track of time, I only realized how long I was out there went I saw the sun go down.” He wasn’t lying he just spoke with a confident but slightly weary smile, the three looked at each other in slight worry.

JC walked away from the group and began to look for some cereal and other breakfast items he could easily make. “JC wait! JC- sorry to continue bothering you, but are you sure your okay? Your arms look-“ “Pretty bad? I know those trees have surprisingly sharp branches” JC cut off half jokingly. “Yeah, you look. Pretty bad” Toby said getting really worried for her friend. She asked to do a quick inspection on the tree cuts and scratches. They differently needed to be cleaned and bandaged up. So she took of her jacket and gave it to JC for a temporary cover so no one thinks he is doing self harm when it’s just trees with sharp branches. But then realized now that JC knows trees can have sharp branches if he wanted to- no no he can't be thinking like that.

Toby managed to convince JC to spill what was on his mind and he complied. Toby was in deep thought as she thought about everything. "Alright so the reason you spent so long in the woods was to not be around people but more so Ezra and just think about everything you'd just found out correct?" Toby asked to make sure she had everything thought out right. "correct" JC confirmed. Toby looked at the cart before asking if this was all he needed. "Uhh, I think?" JC said unsure, he thought to the mental list he'd made earlier not remembering anything else on it he gave a nod and they began to walk to the checkout. They'd met back up with Cam and Eric, they'd parked surprisingly close to each other it was very dark now and still very rainy while loading up the cars, "Do you need to stay somewhere to make sure your going to be okay? You've been very stressed lately and haven't been yourself that much. It seems like a miracle we even seen each other today." Toby asked JC, "JC thought about it either stay at home alone and take on the risk of your mind going into dark places and run the risk of hurting yourself again or go with them and if you start having *those* thoughts again go to Toby's or someone else's room. *"But if you go with them won't you feel like a bother to them? Be a nuisance to them? And then they will begin to hate you and kick you out. We wouldn't like that would you?" "So just stay at home by yourself and you won't bother anyone ever a-" . "JC are you okay? You look like your going to throw up, alright that's telling me enough your coming with us" Toby said in a motherly tone. JC tried to convince Toby to not make him stay the night with them not wanting to be a bother and all that but Toby gave him that look 'your mom gives you when she knows your lying' JC basically gave up after that while the other two watched in slight amusement.

Swagger went with JC to make sure JC didn't just drive off and leave them. Eric knew something was up but he didn't wanna push anything so he kept it to himself. They both joked around but at times when it was quiet Eric would look over to JC and see his worried and slightly shaky expression. It worried him a lot. He'd never seen JC like this, JC was usually calm and relaxed, now he looked stressed, anxious and unbelievably tense. JC would glance over to Swagger every once in awhile until they got to the house, JC parked his car and turned it off, he sat back for a moment feeling like he could finally breath the whole time he was driving he felt like he was about to pass out from stress and being sleep deprived. He stared at the door light before he was snapped back to reality he was slightly sweaty despite being very cold.

He left his groceries in his car since it was mostly just cereal and pop-tarts. As JC walked in the Misfits house he looked at the others like it was his first visit and stood awkwardly. Cam looked at JC in confusion, "You already know where everything is, but we will try and find you some clothes to change into." Cam told JC.

JC got some new drier clothes clothes to wear for tonight and tomorrow until he went back home. It was now 3 in the morning and JC had just been sitting on the couch deep in thought of who knows what. He was snapped out of it by a sudden light and voice "What are you doing up so late?" It was Swagger the short man woke up to grab something to drink and he found it odd that JC was still awake at this time. JC stared at Eric for a moment before he noticed his eyes felt like they were burning. He rubbed then and replied with a quiet mumble of "Couldn't sleep" Eric with a bottle of water in hand said "Man I'm worried about you, you don't have to tell me but if you want I'm all ears. Just try and go to sleep right now okay?" Eric stood there for a moment then walked back to his room.

JC thought about telling Eric he wasn't sure he did just tell Toby about how he was feeling and he didn't know if swagger is also as trust worthy and good at keeping secrets. To say the least he didn't sleep at all he walked around the house mostly and stared out the windows when he passed by one. Something in him felt empty and sad and slightly broken. He should of just said no when Toby first offered him staying the night at their house. He sighed quietly to himself and walked back to the couch to at least pretend he slept at least a little. When he heard the others come down the stairs he looked at them rubbing his eyes slightly "Yup they still burn" he thought to himself. The two Toby and Swagger entered the living-room and JC looked at the two with his full attention. "Oh geez, JC you look even worse then yesterday. Did you go to sleep at all?" Swagger asked voice full of worry. JC just nodded and said it was some of the worst he'd gotten.

He felt bad about lying to his friends the were only looking out for him. He just told them he was gonna go home and put up his groceries and try to get more sleep. He knew it was a bad idea for him to be driving on such a low amount of sleep but he just needed to be by himself. The two tried to convince him to stay but he left before they could change his mind. "I just need to get home and I'll be fine,right? That's how it works being alone will help, right?" JC talked to himself as he drove the short-ish distance to his house. He was happy he didn't fall asleep while driving. He made it home while the *thoughts* began to creep their way back in.

(cue Eternal Youth by RUDE Oof)

JC walked to his room and basically face planted onto his bed he didn't feel like much he had been stressed was this new feeling of dread adding to it? Making him feel worse or was his depression at a new high? Maybe he needed to be high did he need a break from everyone and everything? Or-

He looked to the tree cuts and scratches and something in him thought ‘They wouldn’t notice if you- cause if you did you could say you were in the woods again you just have to make it look like it was the trees. It’ll be fine. Everything his fine. Hey they won’t care! They never did to start with, and if they yell at you it’s all YOUR FAULT anyway’ the voice said to him he laid still as he could thinking about it before moving so he could breath easier.

He didn’t want to but he did, he didn’t want to but he did, he didn’t want to but he did

“Oh shit, why’d I do that? Big mistake, big mistakes. I-I can’t why’d I-?” JC felt shameful at what he'd just done he couldn't go out or talk to anyone he felt like he'd just betrayed everyone at what he did. He stared at his arms in shock and in disappointment. He just did what anyone would and cleaned and bandaged them grabbing a hoodie and putting it on. He checked the weather it was supposed to storm all week. He stayed in all day that day not answer anything from anyone. He knew his friends were worried he didn't want them to worry or care but he couldn't stop them. If he tried it would only worry them more.

The next day is how he expected it to go, start out with a lot of calls and then they eventually just came to his house and asked why he didn’t answer and if he was okay. “Yeah I just slept most of the day and night I got really drained as soon as I stepped through the door.” JC said while he did sleep after that the sleep felt nightmare-ish and made him have a sickly feeling. He excused himself and went to the bathroom to try and hype himself up and think of more excuses. He sat on the ground of the bathroom feeling like he was about to throw up while the voice came back. ‘Oh look at you, hiding in the bathroom to avoid everyone who’s here.’ JC just put his hands on his knees and rested his head on his arms which began to sting at the pressure. He then rolled his sleeves up and noticed he didn’t close the door, and Swagger was standing there face stone and he walked slowly to JC and did a hand motion to let Jc now he wanted to see his arms. After a quick check Eric called for Toby and only Toby to come here. Toby walked to the bathroom and Eric told her what JC had done.

To JC it felt like to parents scolding their child. “You shouldn’t of let you go by yourself." Toby said as she put her hand on her face. JC felt awful and the other two noticed and basically stopped for a moment to ask what exactly made him do that. And he explained to them how the voice kept telling him to do it and how he felt like he was stuck on the kiss

Hello its Gri, yes if you requested anything I am working on it. This story part thing is inspired by the song 'Mr. Bright side by 'The Killers'

#the misfits #good guy fitz #toby on the tele #swaggersouls #jc the caster #raccooneggs

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sliconships · 6 years ago

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Racc x JC ~Smut~

JC and Ezra were waiting for the rest of the group to show up when Ezra looked at JC and slipped under the table. “What are you doing?” JC whisper-shouted at Racc. “Relax I’m not gonna do anything bad.” JC was so relieved because there were table cloths. He didn't want to get in trouble and he didn’t know what Ezra was about to do so he sat in an uncomfortable silence until he hear his pants unzip. “Oh fuck” is all he thought. He tried to make it look as inconspicuous as possible to look under the table at Racc. He looked under and saw Ezra about to give JC a blow job, Ezra looked at the other and raised a brow like ‘What are you lookin’ at?’ JC shook his head at the other and leaned back up trying to prepare himself for what was about to come.” (What he is gonna cum never mind that uhh) Ezra began sucking, JC grabbed the menu to try and help him a little to cover his face at least. His posture was tense and he was shaking slightly. He held back so many moans and if one slipped he covered it up with a cough and acted like he was sick. Then the others came (not in that way!) He looked over his should at the door and saw them At this moment he had to think quick as he could which was proving difficult. The waiter showed the group to the table he was sitting at he bent down down and whispered to Racc to move along with him. JC scooted over enough to leave room for Racc to get up but also enough to spread his legs so Ezra wouldn’t be in risk of having is back bumped by people’s legs. This position was uncomfortable for many reasons one of which was how much JC was spreading his legs he was aware of how inflexible he was. He sat there not really talking to the others with his menu up. He was close he laid his head down and had his mouth to tightly shut to not make a single noise. He then proceeded to breath for a minute before setting his menu down. The others were staring at him “Are you okay?” Fitz asked “Yeah I’m completely fine” JC says trying to be as nonchalant as possible. After another minute Ezra came up from under the table and some laughter ensued after that as well as some confused expressions. JC was madly blushing now he picked back up the menu and covered his face again. Ezra looked over to the other and pulled up his menu as well putting it close to JC’s “I love you” then Racc kissed JC “Ew” is all JC said “What don’t like tasting yourself? “Your so fucking gross” JC said to him “You love me anyway.” Ezra teased him “Whatever” JC replied putting his menu down to be greeted with the boys making kissy faces and kissing noises to the two. And JC rolled his eyes at that as well

#raccooneggs #jc the caster #misfits #goopcast #the misfits #ns.fw #sm.ut #good guy fitz #zuckles #toby on the tele #mccreamy #inotorious #swaggersouls

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