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Never thought I'd openly be able to say out loud that I'm bi but here we are I guess lmao. Progress or whatever.

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I miss our childhood bedroom and how gross the walls were and how nasty the piss stained carpet was. I miss the odor and the stupid small fucking tube tv. I miss picking the wallpaper and staring outside the window into nothingness. I wanna be locked inside there again, I wanna feel.

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God stood me up

and i don't know why

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PLEASE READ and think about this.

this trend thats been going on where systems display every single piece of information and detail about their alters is so fucking dangerous. listing all your alters' positive and negative triggers is literally telling people how to make them show up and leave. you're giving others full control of your switches and the way your system functions. it hurts how its normalized to have an alter profile that lists every single small detail about said alter and basically takes up the whole screen. its really really dangerous putting this stuff out (especially sharing it in public spaces) because honestly its just a matter of time until someone takes advantage of you for it. literally please think about what ive just said. just exist. your alters dont need to be super fucking developed for them to be real. think about fragments. you dont need to make super detailed introductions to each one of your alters for them to be considered real. people often forget this is a trauma disorder and not some fun game. youre allowed to just exist and not justify or have to explain anything. nobody should question the way your brain handles and copes with mental trauma, and if they do, i swear they are not worth your time. you DONT have to give people every piece of personal information in order to be valid. listing your name and pronouns is enough and if someone wants to get to know you further,they should talk to you personally. not read some page and instantly learn all your weaknesses.

please please please keep yourselves safe.

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THIS LITERALLY LOOKS LIKE SUNNIE ONE FOR FUCKING ONe

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I miss having Sunnie's OG old ass ratty blanket irl or whatever. She still has hers innerworld, duh, but I wanna front and go to sleep with it wrapped around my fucking head. I can do that still with the replacement new one, but it doesn't have the same feel, the same smell, the same cigarette burns. Yet.

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Olyver core tbh