softandreamy

[softandreamy]

hi honeybees 🐝🌷 today i want to tell you about the first reality i shifted to. it's soft, it’s pink, and it smells like fresh jam and warm sunlight 🍯💗

i have the same s/o in every reality 🥰

i was curled up in my bed with my little plush bunny and a rose quartz under my pillow. i entered the void and just whispered, “take me somewhere sweet. somewhere safe. somewhere with him.” and then i drifted off like a dandelion puff floating on wind ☁️💤

when i opened my eyes, i was in the softest little cottage you’ve ever seen. the walls were pale pink with ivy crawling along the windows, and there were lace curtains dancing in the breeze. i was lying on a vintage floral bed, wearing a white nightgown that felt like a cloud. everything smelled like strawberries and sunlight 🌸🍓

i got up and tiptoed into the kitchen barefoot, because the wooden floors were warm from the morning sun. and there he was.

him. the love of my life in every single reality

he was standing by the window, shirt half-buttoned, messy curls falling into his eyes as he made tea. and when he turned around and saw me, he smiled like he’d been waiting for me forever 🥹💖

he said good morning, voice sleepy and deep, like cinnamon and honey.

i swear i almost fainted on the spot 😭✨

he walked over, kissed my forehead, and handed me a bowl of freshly picked strawberries. apparently, he’d gone out that morning to gather them from the little patch behind our cottage. he said, “i found the perfect ones for you, they reminded me of your cheeks.” i was BLUSHINGGGGGG 🍓😩💗

we spent the whole day together~he braided daisies into my hair while i made jam. we danced in the kitchen to old jazz records. he read poetry to me under a big oak tree and when the stars came out, we laid on a blanket and made wishes on fireflies 🕯️🌙

before bed, he tucked me in and kissed the tip of my nose 🥹

i stayed for a few days but in this reality, it had only been an hour 🤭

waking up to fresh tea, slow kisses, and endless love. it felt like something out of a fairytale but warmer.

so yes~ my first shift was soft, sweet, and so me it almost made me cry. and of course, he was there. he’s always there.

if you ever want to shift to your own strawberry cottage, just say the word. it’s all already yours. trust me 🍓🌸✨

with sleepy smiles,

amber ☁️🌷🌈

[softandreamy]

omg. this person also asked me to help them. i said yes because i felt bad for them. when i entered the void, i manifested that they would only enter if they had pure intentions. the next day, they didn't enter. they asked me to enter again and manifest an app that allows them to manifest instantly then send it to them. i wanted to say no but they begged me to do it. i manifested that the app would show up on their phone instead because i thought it would be easier.

when i told them, they got upset with me for not doing what they asked me to do. i told them that it doesn't matter and it would work either way. it didn't work and they yelled at me and blamed me for it. they were so mean and bossy like i was their personal wishing well. they were like, "now do it the way i told you to do it." i didn't like their tone so i them that they're on their own now. they accused me of lying about entering the void state and blocked me.

I made a friend here on tumblr. We both wanted to enter the void state so we encourage each other to persist and never give up. We got very close to the point we talked about the things we want to manifest. She told me that she really want her and her ex to get back together even though he was toxic. She really loves him and in my opinion was obsessed with him. She found out that he might have a new girlfriend and that is when she became desperate. She came up with terrible plan. She said that she will ask bloggers who have entered void state to manifest for her. She would tell them that she is a 15 year old girl with a mother who is dying because of cancer. She use chatgpt to make a story.

She is a 25 year old woman trying to manipulate people to enter void for her. I told her it is wrong but she said she doesn't care because it is very easy for bloggers to enter void state and it won't cost anything. We had an argument and I blocked her. I thought it was just a joke until I approached a blogger for advice. They told me that someone had been harassing them to enter void. I noticed that the story sounded very familiar and I knew it was same person.

I won't expose her blog because I know that she might get bullied but I know that she will see this eventually and know that I am very disappointed with her.

Sorry for bad english. It is not my first language

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[softandreamy]

hi it’s me again~ amber! ☁️🌈 and guess what? it’s been almost a week since i entered the void and whispered my whole dream life into being… and now i’m living in the softest, sweetest, sparkliest version of this world ✨💕

i still remember waking up after the void and feeling like the whole universe had kissed me on the nose. my room smelled like flowers and my life just fit me, like a warm cardigan stitched from candyfloss 🌙🌷

and now here’s what my days are like ☀️

🌼 i live in the coziest apartment ever, full of golden morning light, pastel curtains, and cloud-shaped pillows. my window overlooks a dreamy little garden and the air smells like roses and cupcakes.

🌼 every morning, my boyfriend makes me pancakes shaped like hearts (!!!) and kisses my nose while i’m still sleepy. he says “you’re everything” and i just giggle like a cherry blossom who can’t believe how lucky she is 🍓

🌼 i have the dreamiest job~ i run a little magical online shop full of stationery, stickers, and mood candles! people send me messages like “your packages feel like hugs,” and my heart melts everytime 😭💌

🌼 i get random gifts from the universe all the time!! like one day i said “i wish i had vanilla perfume” and BOOM, someone gifted it to me out of nowhere.

🌼 i get complimented literally everywhere i go. “you look like a fairy,” “you’re glowing,” “you have main character energy” — thank you so much!

🌼 and best of all… i never worry. because i know it’s all mine. i don’t doubt anymore. i just float through life like a little gumdrop knowing everything’s always unfolding in my favor 🍭

tw: suicidal thoughts

i just want to say to anyone struggling right now, please don’t give up. i know it feels impossible, but you’re closer than you think. it’s actually insane to me that just 9 days ago @lavenderangell talked me out of ending my life, and now i’m here, living in a reality that feels like pure sunlight. your story can change in an instant. mine did. and yours will too. 💛

lavender, if you’re reading this… i have no words to thank you. you held my hand through the fog when i felt like i couldn't do it anymore and now i’m living a fairytale. now i always will 💕

this life used to feel so far away. now it’s mine. soft, shimmering, and so full of love that it spills out of me like confetti 🌈

forever and ever sugary,

amber ☁️💗🌼

[softandreamy]

stoppp you're gonna make me cry all over again 😭💖 i don't even have words (and you know i always have words hehe). i’m just sitting here hugging my pillow like it’s you🫂

you have no idea how much you mean to me. i still remember reading your posts with my little heart cracked open and every word felt like a kiss on my soul. like i was finally safe. finally home. 🌷

you helped me see that i didn’t need to do anything. i just had to remember. and the way you say things? it’s like poetry made of stars. you helped me see my power and i’ll never forget that 💫💌

thank you for being you. thank you for your magic. thank you for your blog where we’re all allowed to be dreamers and gods and experience the sweetest miracles 🍬

i love you forever and three sparkly lifetimes✨️

i forgot to use the anonymous option 😅

hi lavender 🪻it’s amber here~ and i just wanted to tell you the cutest little story about how i popped into the void and came out with a basket full of dreams come true 🎀

sooo~ one night, everything felt a bit too much. i was tired of chasing and scripting and trying to be the perfect manifestor with the perfect routine and the perfect playlist but after reading your posts i remembered something so sweet and simple: i'm god. teehee~

i stopped everything. i got into bed with my fluffy pink blanket and whispered to myself, “it’s already mine. everything i want is already mine.” and then i let go. i just melted into the truth like a marshmallow in hot cocoa ☕️💕

and then poof! ✨ i was in the void. i don’t even know how to explain it… it was like i blinked and the world disappeared. no thoughts. no noise. just me. the real me. the sugary sparkly eternal me 🍬💖 all i did was affirm that i am living my dream life✨️

and when i opened my eyes, everything changed like a fairy wave of frosting magic

here’s everything i got, gumdrop~ 🎀🍭💌

•my dream home with big sunny windows, pastel curtains, and the fluffiest pillows ever

•a luxury closet filled with designer clothes, shoes, bags, and glittery accessories

•the cutest pink convertible with a custom plate that says “voidbaby”

•my perfect face. smooth, glowy, symmetrical, doll-like 💖

•clear glowing skin (like glass dipped in moonlight)

•long, shiny hair that never gets tangled ✨

•my dream height and ideal body proportions

•being naturally photogenic in every single picture

•a bank account that literally never goes down no matter what i buy

•generational wealth for my entire family tree 🌳💸

•my soulmate. gorgeous, sweet, and madly in love with me forever

•random strangers complimenting me daily like i’m a movie star 💫

•dream friend group who uplifts me and spoils me

•automatic straight A's and instant success in every class i take

•luxury vacations whenever i feel like it. paris, tokyo, venice, bora bora 🌍💼

•my own successful business that thrives effortlessly

•glowing health for me and my loved ones

•being super lucky. everything always works out for me magically 🍀

•getting free stuff all the time just for being cute

•perfect reputation. everyone adores me

•no more anxiety or negative thoughts. just sparkles in my brain ✨

•full void access anytime i want like it's my secret garden 💗🌸

and soooo much more that my little heart can’t even list 💞 the best part? i didn’t do anything. i just decided. i said “it’s mine,” and the universe said “yes, sugar.”

but wait~ before i wrap this up in a sparkly bow... i need to say this 🥺🌷

i wouldn’t have even known how magical and powerful i am if it weren’t for your blog 💜 oh my, it’s like a whole other realm. the moment i started reading your posts, something just clicked. i felt seen and understood.

when i dmed you during one of my worst moments, you were so gentle and warm and wise. not once did you talk down to me. you reminded me that i’ve always been god, that i’ve always had the power, and that everything is already mine. i don’t think i would’ve entered the void without your love and support. like genuinely, you changed my life 🥺

there is no other blog like lavender’s. i don’t care what anyone says 💫

so thank you, lavender. thank you for creating your magical kingdom, for whispering truth through every post, and for being there when i needed a little light in the dark 🕯️💕

because of you, amber is living the softest, sparkliest, dream ever 🌈🦢🩰

with twirls and glitter,

amber ☁️🌷🌈

Amber my baby ❤️

This made me tear up a little. I’m seriously smiling like a proud mama right now. I remember when you first messaged me, you were so sweet even when you were going through a lot. Now look at you!!! Living your dream life because it's the most natural thing in the world 💖

I’m so happy you remembered who you are. I hope you know that your story is going to inspire so many others to drop the fear and just know it’s already done.

Thank you for your kind words. It was all you. I'm glad i could help, I’ll always be your biggest cheerleader 🫶🏽