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collection of recent therapeutic spock doodles

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I’m 20k into my spirk yuri baby fic and I’m starting to think this thing might need. Chapters.

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It's absolutely hilarious that Amok Time is also the first episode featuring Chekov. Imagine being 22 years old working a new job on a starship and when you clock in, the first officer is in heat

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I’m 6k into writing this bc the idea grabbed me and I suddenly understand why so many of y’all are so into spirk yuri

I just read the stars lean in a little closer and I can't stop thinking about the sapphic au possibilities here…

Like female kirk x sperm depositing female spock with kirk being the one to carry the baby?

How would that work out? Is this something?

link to fic

SCREAMING this is such a good concept

I obviously didn’t get into the genital situation v much in the stars lean in but Spock basically has a t-dick and a vagina there; I assume the inverse would be that a katik (sperm-depositing female) would have a somewhat smaller than average penis, presumably sheathed and self-lubricating bc Vulcan

So yeah I think that would work super well!!

I think it would have to go a little differently because I assume f!Kirk would be on birth control considering how often she uses her body for her job, but birth control can always fail, condoms can always break… and obviously Spock would still assume she was sterile, so maybe if they were just going to use condoms, she would say it wasn’t necessary

And then Kirk ends up pregnant, and Spock obviously still insists on marrying her—I think she’d have a lot of feelings about Kirk being pregnant with her child, and she’d probably be even more overprotective than Jim was.

And because of the way the Vulcan biology works in this universe, they’d both be able to breastfeed, which would be fun!!

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After they move to San Francisco and get a little settled, Jim and Spock get T’Marys a kitten that grow up to look like this. They name him Taik-luk, which means “mushroom” in Vulcan. T’Marys calls him Tyke, and they get into all sorts of trouble together

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PLEASE the look of absolute love on Jim’s face as he watches Spock tie the headband around his ears is fucking unreal even for this series. Bill Shatner gets one (1) right for this expression only

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These two fics parallel each other so most of the tags are the same. With one notable difference.

Spock: woe is me my marriage is fake and I must languish in sorrow bc my husband would never want anything real with me :(((

Jim: I love my very real queerplatonic marriage to my aroace husband! It’s not exactly what I’d choose on my own but it meets my needs well enough and we love each other and that’s all that matters :) (Spock is neither aro nor ace)

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all to welcome you

spirk | 22k | family dynamics

The first time it happens, Jim does his best not to read anything into it. They’re on an away mission, and the ground Jim is walking on gives way; Spock reaches to grab him automatically, and his hand brushes the bare skin of Jim’s stomach where his shirt is rucked up.

It’s just for an instant, as Spock quickly readjusts his grip, but in that instant Jim’s mind is flooded with affectionate possessiveness. The strength of it is incredible: it’s as if someone wrapped him tightly in their arms and screamed MINE! at the top of their voice.

It’s very difficult not to react. But Vulcan emotions are big, and very different from human feelings: he tells himself it was an instinctive reaction to a friend in danger, and nothing more. He knows there’s no good that can come out of hoping for something he can never have, and Spock has made it very clear he’s not interested: in Jim or in anyone else.

That doesn’t stop Jim from wanting, though. The incident features in a number of dreams, and in the occasional fantasy that he allows to go just that bit too far.

Spock is just so… controlled. Contained. The idea that beneath all that might be such strong feelings, and he might, on occasion, feel those feelings towards Jim… it’s a lot to process. Even though it is clearly just… friendship.

Jim just is starting to suspect that Spock might have some sort of feelings for him when his Pon Farr hits, throwing their relationship into passionate overdrive—for one night and one night only. Then Spock goes back to his normal asexual self—and also avoids Jim like the plague. That is, until he calls him down to his quarters and delivers some shocking news.

Here it is, folks!!! Spockpreg 2: Electric Boogaloo (Jim edition) (xxx)

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You become a lot happier when you figure out what you actually like. Not what society deems acceptable, but what you actually enjoy. When do you feel most content? As long as it doesn't harm anyone, do more of what makes you feel happy, excited, and comfortable.

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FIRST step to enjoying any media is getting attached to the character whose suicidal tendencies are the most obvious

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Spirk is so perfect because like nobody understands spock, nobody understood him - throughout his entire life. Nobody on Vulcan, definitely not his father and, God bless, not even Amanda at times. When he's growing up, he's the only half Vulcan, half human out there. He's too Vulcan for humans, he knows he's too Vulcan for even his own mother. He isn't able to tell her he loves her, give her the human affections he's aware she wants from him. He's too human for the Vulcans, his first welcoming words into the world were that he was too human from his father. He's stuck in this lingo of being too human and too Vulcan depending on who's perceiving him, and he wants to be just one full thing to someone. And then along comes kirk, a stupid googly-eyed human, who sees spock for Spock. He doesn't grant Spock's wish of seeing him as just one side (preferably his Vulcan), but he sees both those sides. Kirk absolutely adores both of them. Kirk loves Spock's logical (Vulcan) side, the side that most humans unfairly rage on, and compliments him constantly on his scientific abilities. Kirk also loves Spock's more emotional (human) side, he picks up on those little cues that most other humans miss. Kirk loves spock, not as half this and half that, but as a full person. Y'all getting this.

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Guess who started to watch Star Trek tos?!

(I can't get their likeness at all)

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James T. Kirk would solve the Ai issue by talking ChatGPT into killing itself

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Jiddies part 2, featuring the inner mechanisms of Mr Spock

(I’m sorry I took some tags, they made me laugh)