somniaxperdita
somniaxperdita
lost x dreams
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She sold her soul for an eternal life. But what price did she have to pay for such a sacrifice? A local elementary school teacher. City girl from New Jersey. _____________ Created 3/3/2015 II Revamped 6/23/2020 II Fandomless OC II Independent OC II Crossover & AU Accepting & Accessible II 21+ & Adults Only II This blog will contain NSFW material _____________ Status: Private II Plotted interactions for now. II Limited Activity II Inbox closed II IM replies will be slow. II Wishlist II Wishlist Cheat Sheet II Rules II Navigation
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somniaxperdita · 2 hours ago
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DISCOVERIES!
reverse it, switch it up a bit, do whatever you want!
[ 01 ] sender discovers receiver trying to take care of their own wound very badly.
[ 02 ] sender discovers receiver trying to see something on their body with the aid of a hand mirror.
[ 03 ] sender discovers receiver attempting an ineffective 'home cure' for their illness.
[ 04 ] sender discovers receiver trying to style their hair but failing.
[ 05 ] sender discovers receiver precariously carrying way too much.
[ 06 ] sender discovers receiver doing home improvement incorrectly / dangerously.
[ 07 ] sender discovers receiver sitting outside after getting locked out.
[ 08 ] sender discovers receiver sitting on the ground trying to attract a street cat.
[ 09 ] sender discovers receiver looking at rings in a jewelry store.
[ 10 ] sender discovers receiver crying alone.
[ 11 ] sender discovers receiver dancing in their underwear.
[ 12 ] sender discovers receiver throwing something across the room.
[ 13 ] sender discovers receiver eating the sender's leftovers.
[ 14 ] sender discovers receiver writing / drawing in their journal.
[ 15 ] sender discovers receiver building a pillow fort.
[ 16 ] sender discovers receiver fast asleep in a weird spot.
[ 17 ] sender discovers receiver yelling at the television / a video game.
[ 18 ] sender discovers receiver terrified of a small bug.
[ 19 ] sender discovers receiver baking / cooking in a messy kitchen.
[ 20 ] sender discovers receiver trying to move something way too heavy.
[ 21 ] sender discovers receiver on the floor after they fell.
[ 22 ] sender discovers receiver drinking their fifth cup of coffee of the day.
[ 23 ] sender discovers receiver curled up on the bathroom floor after being sick.
[ 24 ] sender discovers receiver playing with fire, literally.
[ 25 ] sender discovers receiver snooping around where they shouldn't be.
[ 26 ] sender discovers receiver wrapping a present for sender.
[ 27 ] sender discovers receiver rearranging the room yet again.
[ 28 ] sender discovers receiver watching the latest episode without sender.
[ 29 ] sender discovers receiver with their head in the freezer trying to cool off.
[ 30 ] sender discovers receiver soaking wet with no obvious explanation.
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somniaxperdita · 2 hours ago
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HEADCANON MEME
what is their favorite lego set?
what do they tend to look for in thrift / antique shops?
which golden girl are they most like?
what is their favorite exhibit at an aquarium?
what does their breakfast look like?
what gaming console was the first one they ever played?
is there a small habit that they do every day?
what color was their childhood bedroom?
what is their favorite wine / liquor?
what's their guilty pleasure tv show?
have they ever gone to an estate sale? does it weird them out?
what is their favorite scent of candle?
what's their favorite board game?
what good deed have they done today?
how much water do they really drink in a day?
do they collect anything?
how do they take their coffee / tea?
do they take any medications?
how often to they fall asleep on the sofa?
what are they like when they're sick?
did they / do they still play pokemon go?
do they watch the olympics? do they prefer summer or winter?
what do they usually buy in a gift shop?
what clubs / sports were they involved in as a child / teenager?
how often do they do their laundry?
do they listen to music or watch tv more often?
how many pillows do they sleep with?
what holidays do they decorate for?
have they ever tried to write poetry?
do they keep a daily journal / planner?
what's their favorite time of day?
how often do they clean out their fridge?
what hill are they willing to die on?
do they prefer ice cream in a bowl or a cone?
what religion are they? how do they practice?
do they give money to the homeless?
what's their least favorite chore?
they can pick one skill to suddenly have, what is it?
do they watch the superbowl even if they aren't into football?
what does a typical day off work look like for them?
do they actually use their stickers or just collect them?
have they ever done volunteer work?
mun's choice: tell us something about your muse!
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somniaxperdita · 2 hours ago
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send me a ‘dibs’ if you are ridiculously attached to me as an rp partner
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somniaxperdita · 7 hours ago
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i just think that love letters, like- someone sitting down and taking the time to write down all of their feelings because they need to tell you in a way that lasts longer than them just telling you? god, when
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somniaxperdita · 9 hours ago
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somniaxperdita · 10 hours ago
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🐝  *  ― Â đ‘łđ‘¶đ‘œđ‘Ź đ‘Șđ‘¶đ‘”đ‘­đ‘Źđ‘șđ‘șđ‘°đ‘¶đ‘”đ‘ș.
❛  but i do care about you ... a lot.  ❜ ❛  do you really need me to say it? fine, i love you. happy now?  ❜ ❛  i didn't think you'd feel the same way.  ❜ ❛  the truth is, i don't want just anyone. i want you.  ❜ ❛  you know i love you, right?  ❜ ❛  i want to spend the rest of my life with you.  ❜ ❛  you're the only person who has ever made me feel this way.  ❜ ❛  can't you see how much i care about you?  ❜ ❛  i did all of this for you. because ... because i love you.  ❜ ❛  please don't make me say it. saying it is gonna make it real and i'm not sure i'm ready for that yet.  ❜ ❛  somewhere along the way, you became more than just a friend.  ❜ ❛  i can't keep pretending like i don't love you.  ❜ ❛  well, i like you. i really, really like you.  ❜ ❛  i like you a lot more than i ever thought i would.  ❜ ❛  you're an idiot ... but you are my idiot and i wouldn't have it any other way.  ❜ ❛  when we first met, i didn't think you'd ever mean so much to me.  ❜ ❛  i could do this on my own but i don't want to. i want you right by my side every step of the way.  ❜ ❛  for once, i'm gonna make the selfish choice and be with whoever i want to be. and that person is you.  ❜ ❛  you've made me so incredibly happy.  ❜ ❛  i wasn't planning on telling you like this but now is better than never.  ❜ ❛  believe it or not, i do enjoy spending time with you.  ❜ ❛  i still don't understand what i ever did to deserve someone like you in my life.  ❜ ❛  i love you. i'm in love with you.  ❜ ❛  just being with you is enough ... you are enough.  ❜ ❛  i love everything about you. even the things i don't like, i love.  ❜ ❛  i have been trying so hard not to say anything, to just ignore it, but i cannot do that any longer.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up, you're the first person i think about.  ❜ ❛  i've never felt a connection like this with anyone else ever before.  ❜ ❛  there's something i've been meaning to tell you for a while ... i love you.  ❜ ❛  don't ever do something like this again! i thought i'd lost you ... and i can't ever lose you.  ❜ ❛  i don't hate you. i actually like you. a lot.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to say anything, i understand. and i want you to know that i feel the same way.  ❜ ❛  what's not to love about you? you're beautiful and kind and you're overall the most amazing person i have ever met.  ❜ ❛  i have no idea how i ever managed to fall in love with someone as infuriating as you.  ❜ ❛  i just want you to know how i feel ... in case one of us won't make it.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe it's taken me this long to realize but i love you.  ❜ ❛  whenever you're around, i can feel the butterflies in my stomach.  ❜ ❛  but most of all, i hate how much i don't hate you.  ❜ ❛  you are the most important person in my life.  ❜ ❛  i love you more than words can express.  ❜
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somniaxperdita · 10 hours ago
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🐝  *  ― Â đ‘«đ‘°đ‘­đ‘­đ‘Źđ‘čđ‘Źđ‘”đ‘» đ‘Ÿđ‘šđ’€đ‘ș đ‘»đ‘¶ đ‘ș𝑹𝒀 '𝑰 đ‘łđ‘¶đ‘œđ‘Ź đ’€đ‘¶đ‘Œ'.
❛  you make me complete.  ❜ ❛  i'm nothing without you.  ❜ ❛  you are the light of my life.  ❜ ❛  i'm so lucky to have you by my side.  ❜ ❛  you mean the world to me.  ❜ ❛  you always know just how to make me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're my favorite person on this whole planet.  ❜ ❛  i love you more than coffee, and that's saying a lot.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to live in a world where you aren't with me.  ❜ ❛  you really have no idea how much you mean to me, do you?  ❜ ❛  every single day i fall a little more for you.  ❜ ❛  i want to spend the rest of my life with you.  ❜ ❛  you'll always have a place in my heart.  ❜ ❛  you mean so fucking much to me.  ❜ ❛  you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  you're a beautiful person, inside and out.  ❜ ❛  i'm here for you ... always.  ❜ ❛  i would do anything just to see you smile.  ❜ ❛  i'm completely lost without you.  ❜ ❛  life would be boring without you.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i look at you and wonder how i got so lucky.  ❜ ❛  you're amazing just the way you are.  ❜ ❛  no matter what, i'll always have your back.  ❜ ❛  you and i make a wonderful team.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, i fall in love all over again.  ❜ ❛  i'm not scared of anything except losing you.  ❜ ❛  you take my breath away.  ❜ ❛  i love you more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  love might be hard, but with you, it seems easy.  ❜ ❛  you make me feel things i've never felt before.  ❜ ❛  you bring out the best in me.  ❜ ❛  you are my sunshine.  ❜ ❛  with you, i feel like everything is possible.  ❜ ❛  you're the love of my life.  ❜ ❛  when i'm with you, it feels like home.  ❜ ❛  i appreciate everything you do for me.  ❜ ❛  you are the most amazing person i have ever known.  ❜ ❛  you make me believe in love.  ❜ ❛  i love you with all my heart.  ❜ ❛  i am truly and unconditionally in love with you.  ❜
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somniaxperdita · 10 hours ago
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𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 & 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄; đ™șđ™Žđšˆđš†đ™Ÿđšđ™ł 𝚂𝙮𝙰𝚁đ™Čđ™·đ™Žđš‚ đ™”đšđ™Ÿđ™Œ 'đ™¶đ™Ÿđ™Ÿđ™łđšđ™Žđ™°đ™łđš‚'.
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I  am  a  secret.  That  is  all  I  will  ever  be.
If  you  cannot  hold  me  in  your  arms,  then  hold  my  memory  in  high  regard.
Do  people  always  fall  in  love  with  things  they  can't  have?
Everybody  wants  their  own  little  place  in  the  world.  And  maybe  mine  is  here,  loving  you  from  a  distance.
If  I  give  in  to  my  desires,  I'll  have  to  deal  with  the  consequences  of  stupid  actions.
Our  love  defies  logic  and  reason,  a  cosmic  connection  that  words  cannot  fully  capture.
Love  is  rarely  a  choice.
I  swore  that  I  wouldn't  kiss  you  again. 
I  kept  hoping  that  if  I  just  ran  far  enough,  eventually  I’d  figure  out  a  way  to  stop  loving  you.
You  said  you  didn't  want  this.  Were  you  lying?
Love  is  love,  even  if  it  is  illicit;  like  light  remains  light  even  in  the  darkness.
I  need  to  stop  running  back  to  you  in  my  mind  all  the  time.
I  do  not  lack  the  courage  to  tell  you  how  I  feel.  What  I  fear  is  how  you  will  react  to  it.
If  I  cannot  be  in  your  life,  then  at  least  let  me  live  in  your  heart.
It  is  terrifying  to  love  someone  who  is  forbidden  to  you,  terrifying  to  feel  something  you  can  never  speak  of.
If  you  come  away  with  me,  I  can  promise  you  pain  and  disgrace...  but  I  will  love  you  like  no  other  can.
We  were  doomed  from  the  start.  A  lost  cause.  A  losing  battle.
Everything  between  us  is  destined  to  become  a  mere  memory
Do  you  want  the  truth?  The  truth  is,  I  would  fuck  you  right  here  and  now.  Right  on  this  fuking  table,  but  I  can't!
I  think  perhaps  I  will  always  hold  a  candle  for  you  –  even  until  it  burns  my  hand.
I  will  never  let  you  go,  do  you  hear  me?  No  matter  how  long  it  takes,  I  will  keep  you  safe.  And  I  will  find  a  way  for  us  to  be  together.
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somniaxperdita · 11 hours ago
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Eda x Serkan : 1x23
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somniaxperdita · 12 hours ago
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somniaxperdita · 14 hours ago
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La Jalouise 2013, Phillipe Garrel
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somniaxperdita · 15 hours ago
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A possessive & obsessive lover with a soft spot for me when?? WHEN
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somniaxperdita · 17 hours ago
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I will always come home to you, Stella. CHICAGO FIRE 12.06 'Port in the Storm'
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somniaxperdita · 1 day ago
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[ooc mobile: started my shark week tonight and I likely won't be on until tomorrow night. Apologizes for the slacking but the cramps are killing me as is my mood.]
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somniaxperdita · 1 day ago
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somniaxperdita · 1 day ago
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reblog this if i can tumblr im you, just slamming a muse or plot idea down in front of you
this doesn’t mean that you have to accept or agree with the idea - i’m just a scared little turtle that would like to know if that’s something that you wouldn’t mind so much 
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somniaxperdita · 1 day ago
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