sophwors95

[sophwors95]

I used to look at myself in the mirror and think I am just a foolish little girl who wants to please everyone and to fit in. Today I look at myself in the mirror and still see this little girl who just wants to be loved and accepted, but instead of shaming her I embrace her and tell her that I am going to be the one who will love and support her. That through all the love and care that I will give her, she will grow to be the woman that she is meant to be. We will be amongst the brightest of stars because we were born to be one and the same to fulfill our destiny. I have finally found myself and now as my self love is growing i will finally be the woman that i was meant to be. No more crying because nobody wants to see and love me for who I am. I have enough love for both of us and together we will rise and outshine the brightest of stars. - S

[sophwors95]

It’s only at night where silence reigns, where my only companion the moon bathes me in her beautiful light that I find myself. For in this moment of quiet and peacefulness, I can finally let go of the insecurities and all the expectations; and be who i truly am. In the silence of the night I can freely listen to the music of my soul and truly see the beauty of it all. - S

[sophwors95]

Sometimes i long for her deathly beauty, for the finality and peace that she would bring me. I feel the weight of my humanity, my weaknesses and wishfully think about her. I would welcome her cold embrace and she would lovingly kiss me with her soft pale lips.  But then i remember that i never once chose the easiest path in my life so why start now. I choose to live through my sorrows and joy. She will still be here waiting for my soul in the end, she was patiently waiting for me since the day i was born, longing for me as much as i long for her on my darkest days. So i will live until the day that she will come to take me, when she will decide that she can no longer wait for me. On that day i will tell her about the beauty and  pain of living. About the ephemeral beauty of love, the joy of friendships and family , the beautiful masterpieces of nature and the sorrowful melody in my heart. My strength and bravery would be rewarded by the wonder that i would see in her eyes while recounting all the tales of my life. For now i choose the ephemeral wonders of life instead of the absolute beautiful darkness of death... - S

[sophwors95]

She was both darkness and light. What she showed them was what they wanted to see. Because in the end they would never understand who she really was. Like the moon she would forever hide a part of herself, but in the dark quiet night with only the stars shining upon her, she would let go and be herself. A broken but beautiful soulful melody she only ever would let herself hear. - S 

[sophwors95]

Always the pessimist, the optimist; the saddest and the happiest; the strongest but also the weakest, heartless but the most caring. Always a mix of contradictions. That's who she is and who she will always be. Made of a thousand of broken pieces never to be fixed but loved just how she is, a beautiful broken puzzle... - S

[sophwors95]

Behind her smile is a thousand words left unsaid, a stream of tears that she never shed and a vulnerability better kept hidden. You would always see a smile on her face sometimes as a mask she would wear to hide herself from the world, an armor to keep away the pain or as a weapon to fight away the sadness... - S