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⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️ ART FIGHT 1/?

this is my first time joining art fight and what did i decide to do? draw the majority of my attacks in full body. you know. because i think its fun.

link to my acc!!! i cant guarantee revenges im just here for my friends >_>

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im joining artfight for the first time!!!!!!

here’s my acc hehe (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡

meet alethia and phyllia, the prey and the predator ^_^; alethia was inspired by a pearl crow necklace while phyllia was inspired by an orchid mantis! if you’d like to know a bit more about them feel free to read the short descriptions ive written for them please on artfight ^_−☆

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⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️ ART FIGHT 1/?

this is my first time joining art fight and what did i decide to do? draw the majority of my attacks in full body. you know. because i think its fun.

link to my acc!!! i cant guarantee revenges im just here for my friends >_>

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luo binghe is just a shelter dog that got returned too many times and now he's caught between trying to be so good, he'll be so sweet and obedient, just don't abandon him again, please, or biting and growling from the back of his cage because if he doesn't get adopted, then he can't get abandoned again

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WAAAAAAAAA LOOK AT SHIZUN LOOK AT THE DETAILING OF THE FAN LOOK AT HIS LITTLE SMIRK LOOK AT THOSE CATLIKE EYES LOOK AT HIS HAIR DANCING IN THE WIND oh and binghes there too ig

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yellow and chuchu 🌼

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If a girl is to do the same superman thing where he takes off his disguise, we just look pervy. Not the same effect

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finally finished the comic based on the post by @rollercoasterwords

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"Don't shoot a dead body so pointlessly"

Today I will be discussing the scene from the anime/light novel 15 in which Chuuya kicks Dazai's gun, as suggested by my the one and only: @ryuuaka713 !!!

When I first saw this part in the anime, I didn't really grasp the concept of the scene. Of course, Chuuya kicking the gun from Dazai's hands and basically telling him to not disrespect the dead shows us a glimpse of Chuuya's humanity and where his moral code stands but... Did Chuuya's move impact Dazai in any way?

Well, the answer is yes! (obviously).

Firstly, lets take a look at Dazai's point of view. Dazai was 14 years old when he first joined the port mafia, therefore his view on the world was grim and dark, his view on humans was no exception. I always have believed that Dazai's view on humans was as clouded as Atsushi's, if someone was on the bad side they were bad and if someone was on the good side they were good. Of course, that view changes when he meets Chuuya and Oda. But beforehand, ive always thought that Dazai was the kind of boy who thought that everyone who was involved in mafia and gangs probably indulged themselves with power and homoicde. But Chuuya proved him wrong.

Dazai has always been a mysterious character, what I mean by that is that we rarely ever know how he is truly feeling. But usually when he is around Chuuya his mask comes off for a small moment, in this case Dazai couldn't hide his feelings of shook and amusement.

As its stated in the text, he had an expression of wonder—he was astonished, he was shooked, he was amused. He did not expect a former gang leader and killer to respect the dead. But on a grimer note, this made him realize how cruel and inhuman he is in comparasion to someone who is pretty much in the same position as him and the same age as him, to Dazai this was a wake up call, and this made Dazai's gap from humans to become even bigger, the fact he is reffering to Chuuya, a literal gang leader as an "ordinary boy" speaks volumes on where he believes his own humanity stands, moreover—he feels devoid of his humanity and Chuuya became a walking reminder of that.

Wierdly enough, this scene sort of reminds me of when Chuuya uses corruption and Dazai has to stop him, bringing him back to his roots, to his humanity. But similarly to Dazai, Chuuya feels this sort of void or this sort of reminder that there is a possibility that he may not be human and Dazai is Chuuya's walking reminder of this too.

Thie gun scene wasn't the only time that Chuuya gets frustrated with Dazai's cruelty, especially since Chuuya does see Dazai as human and is aware that Dazai can be more than just an emotionless mafioso.

Similarly to the past scene, Dazai disrespects the dead. In this case he disrespects a deceased mafia executive. And Chuuya reacts violently, punching him across the face and saying the one thing that could hurt Dazai the most, that no one would believe that he is human.

Dazai's face here speaks louder than his words ever will. You can tell that he is hurt. But he wasn't just hurt by Chuuya's words, at least, thats not how I view it. When Chuuya punched Dazai, it made Dazai realize that he crossed the line, that he said something that to someone as human as Chuuya was cruel and inhuman, giving Dazai once again a wake up call that he is lacking his humanity. After the punch, Dazai says "Im human too, you know?" which seems like a desperate way of trying to presuade himself out loud that he is human. The hurt look in his face shows us the realization that he feels that he will never achive his humanity, and that he will be trapped in this sick and twisted mindset forever.

But no matter how Dazai feels about himself, that will never change his complete admiration and appreciation for Chuuya, as a partner and as a human.

Of course, all that changes after Oda's death. But before Oda, it was Chuuya who was indirectly changing Dazai's perspective on himself and humanity.

Andddd thats it for today guys!!! Thank you for reading!!

Ps: I have gotten an overwhelming amount of inboxes so I will be answering them soon, just be patient:)

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hi again. thought i was done but i was Not. so hi!

here are the side by side comparisons of my redraws and the original artworks! all i did was translate most of these to the best of my abilities into my own artstyle, so i hope i did both the xxxholic manga and scumcum justice!!!!

please be respectful in the reblogs because i do read them all!! im glad to hear your thoughts but please do not send critiques my way because all im doing is creating redraws of xxxholics with my spare time (´；ω；`)

thank you!!!!!

a compilation (so far) of all my scumcum xxxholics redraws ^_−☆

links with 1st being the oldest: 4, 3, 2, 1 ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

please feel free to lmk which of these are your favorite!!! so far i love the 4th for the border details, 3rd for the flower rendering, 2nd for its colors, and the 1st for its sketchy vibe if that makes sense? id love to hear your thoughts though!!! (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)

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im joining artfight for the first time!!!!!!

here’s my acc hehe (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡

meet alethia and phyllia, the prey and the predator ^_^; alethia was inspired by a pearl crow necklace while phyllia was inspired by an orchid mantis! if you’d like to know a bit more about them feel free to read the short descriptions ive written for them please on artfight ^_−☆

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✦ ( Mozz's OC Thread )-- ദ്ദി ≧؂ ⠈≦)

✦ [#OC] Mozz | Mazz 🌌

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most of the drawings and their references ^_^!!

the last one may not be easy to spot but she can be found after the phrase “what situation” and before “the accident” fading into view.

do you blame yourself?

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do you blame yourself?

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side by side comparison of the picture ive interpreted!!

📸: Val Saxby, Bushy Park London 2015

happy pride month!!

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happy pride month!!

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a compilation (so far) of all my scumcum xxxholics redraws ^_−☆

links with 1st being the oldest: 4, 3, 2, 1 ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

please feel free to lmk which of these are your favorite!!! so far i love the 4th for the border details, 3rd for the flower rendering, 2nd for its colors, and the 1st for its sketchy vibe if that makes sense? id love to hear your thoughts though!!! (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)