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sournotes · 3 years ago
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my favorite thing about the way we met is that it was during the worst time of my life. looking back on it now, your friendship was like a goody bag from a party that could be compared to hell. i still keep the silly trinkets from the cheesy plastic bag. i keep the sound of your laughter, even if i don’t get to hear it that often. i keep the things you create, because they bring me so much awe and joy. i keep the way you smile, because im one of the few people to get to see it.
i want to keep you all to myself. i get envious of the friends who get to see you everyday, when we are both stuck, apart, trapped behind screens. we communicate with typed words, not spoken ones, and sometimes i absolutely ache to be able to wake up and use speech to greet you rather than text.
sometimes i’m scared that you don’t treasure our relationship as much as i do. i see you as my best friend. you are the person that has been with me the longest. i am awful at maintaining things, but something about you is so different from other people i’ve met. i made so many sacrifices to stay as close as possible to you, and it cost me so much, but i wouldn’t trade it for the world.
you have absolutely ruined me, but you made me the person i am today, and i love it. i love you.
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