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Doctor Who x Arabic Poetry

"نقل فؤادك حيث شئت من الهوى ما الحب إلا للحبيب الأولِ كم منزل في الأرض يألفه الفتى وحنينه أبداً لأول منزلِ"

-أبو تمّام

(Read from right to left)

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does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

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I can’t believe I’m almost 24 years old and still my parents are the biggest complaint of my life. But that’s the reality of being an Arab girl in a conservative muslim household, huh? Anyway not that anyone will read this but I needed to document how helpless and imprisoned I feel right now so that when I make it out I remember how far I came. I have been fighting this fight my whole life and I can feel my victory approaching.

Jan 16, 2025

Cause idk how to get timestamps on this fucking app

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I grew up in a very religious conservative muslim household. I hold entirely different values and beliefs that I would be killed for if they knew.

I am living for the day I can break free and live life as I want, without having to hide or lie. I just don’t want to give up and let them win. :)

I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site

I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are

You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose

Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now

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April 12, 2024. Source: Quds News Network. "Despite the loss of lives, the devastation and the displacement, the children of Gaza make sure to have little room for joy at Eid al-Fitr."

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Midgelenny coded

“you should be at the club” no i should be being bailed out of jail by a charming and attractive stranger 10 years my senior who upon my release just says “i took care of it”

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worked for my iphone

hopefully they never take away the way you can drag the little post icons around the screen on the android app

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IF YOU’VE INTERACTED WITH ANY VERSION OF THIS POST YOU AUTOMATICALLY LOVE AND SUPPORT MY TRANS AND QUEER SIBLINGS

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Because he is

I ironically find this Wonka to be the most attractive I don't know if it's my issues or I like the dad look if him 😔🥲 I know this is my worst take

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I’m blocking everyone posting AI “art” as a creative art form istg.

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Reblog to kill it faster

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Jacques please we’re sorry

when I was around twelve I used to sit at the family computer and send hatemail to a white french dude named Jacques who was a self proclaimed communist on Tumblr. This was back in the day when you didn't need a blog to send anon hate. I had no real beef with him but I just didn't like his tone. used to send him "SHUT UP Jacques" periodically. and he'd answer every single one of my asks like "who is this?? show your face or I'll fucking kill you" and I'd be like "now now, that doesn't make sense, jacques" all haughty and he'd get so fucking mad at me. One time he posted a selfie and I sent him an ask claiming I was a psychologist and that his hair parting suggested that he wasn't a communist at all. and he took it deliriously serious and went off on a 2,000 word rant. I can remember going to stay at my grandparents over that weekend, so I didn't even respond to the rant until I came back. I could've chosen to end it there, but when I returned, I sent him another ask which was like "psychologist here again: if you were a communist your hair parting would be in the middle. evenly distributed. All behavioural signs point to someone who doesn't take their own values seriously." and he went ballistic. really swearing at me. all caps type beat. he never turned the asks off, btw. which always made me wonder if he didn't know how to, or if he didn't want to cause he was convinced he was fighting a war, and this action would ensure he lost it. anyway this went on for weeks until one day I completely forgot about him like he was some kind of childhood imaginary friend I'd conjured up in my loneliness. but yesterday I happened to recall the whole scenario, because my buddy was like "remember when you were twelve and I came over to your house, and you showed me on the computer how you'd been terrorizing this random French guy for days on end. And you were laughing like fucking crazy. and I said it wasn't funny because he probably had problems, and you were like 'oh.' and you looked a bit guilty for a second, but then you went and got a grapefruit from the kitchen and threw it out of the second story window at my kid brother, who was playing in the street, and then you started laughing again?" Well. when she put it like that, needless to say I felt bad. so Jacques if you're out there I'm sorry I was such a little shit. you had totally normal hair, and you only wanted people to share stuff. If it's any consolation I know every day of my life that I'm probably going to hell for the sick things I have done

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i showed him all my old scars

begged him not to add new ones

but he did anyway