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i think if your account has existed on this site for a certain number of years you should be grandfathered into ad free browsing. a decade seems reasonable like if you signed up in 2012 or prior you have tenure

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Feel Trauma-y today

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Knock knock

Handing me the aux cord is really nerve wracking because I have to pretend I haven’t been listening to the same 4 songs for the last six months

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brains say, "I know a spot" and take you to a traumatic memory from 2011

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I’m never on here anymore.

I feel like I only think about tumblr when the depression is acting up

I think it’s a bad idea, because the this site itself feels triggering.

There are too many previous personal posts I’ve written that I could spiral back into.

I don’t know, it’s been a weird month.

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This is the Goose of Outrageous Self Assuredness.  Take from her example, her ludicrous and excellent poise in the face of bullying, and be confident in your place, your course, your equal validity.

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▪Notebook Purse. Place of origin: France, Paris Date: 1740’s Medium: Mother-of-pearl, gold, diamonds, rubies, emeralds, amethyst, silver, silk.

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whats that one fetish called where you and your partner mutually respect and care about each other very much

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Sometimes I do think about dying and letting down all the people who fought for me. Sometimes it seems inevitable.

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I am literally fighting off my depression and anxiety daily and I want it to end.

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