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Life UnSober
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23f in Denver, life isn't as fun when you're sober
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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"Do your parents know?"
The people who need to know, my connects and friends I get fucked up with, are the only ones who know the truth
My mom was so overprotective she micro-managed my life and tried to live vicariously through me. There were so many shows I wasn't allowed to watch because I'd believe the shit that went on like magic or monsters or whatever or just because she was being a lil racist.
She had me in every activity outside of school she could. Especially church shit. Sunday School and Kids Church on Sunday mornings, kids choir practice every Sunday night about an hour before Sunday night service. Wednesday nights the church version of girlscouts until 6th grade. Junior Bible Quiz (like biblical scholar bowl) Kindergarten-6th grade. Piano lessons on Wednesdays right after I got off the bus 1st-10th grade. Dance 3 nights a week, ballet, jazz & acro Kindergarten-5th grade, Soccer practice Mondays and Thursdays with games on Saturdays preschool-4th grade. God only knows when I had softball 4th-7th grade & swimteam 5th-9th grade. That's just stuff my mom had me in. I joined all the clubs I could at school to stay TF away. So. Many. Clubs.
So with a bunch of shit on my schedule my brain didn't want to do homework. My mind would wander off and fuck me over. I was 18 when I was finally diagnosed with ADD & ADHD and still didn't get a script😾 My mom was manic-depressive Bipolar but didn't accept the diagnosis so she wouldn't take her meds. Instead she would fuck me up for my homework not being done and flip shit because of her own mental shit.
I started smokin weed and dabs with my dad the summer between 7th & 8th grade back in KC MO. He smoked to deal with my mom and she never even knew. I got the blame for all the pot perephenilia but I didn't mind. That was my middle finger to my mom. I fucked around with some shrooms & acid in highschool. I hadn't fucked with anything harder until my university's football team got in the SEC and the Marching band (yes I was a band kid) performed 1/2 of pregame and halftime and went to the Cotton Bowl that I started to use coke. Hey it's from a plant...most hallucinagenic drugs are plant based. But DMT is derrived from Meth...if I remember right. I've been high since I learned that fact.
But yeah. I've done everything I know of. I'll smoke or snort anything. Only thing I won't do is use needles because I've had friends die in front of me that I couldn't bring back.
So no, my parents don't know
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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Goddamn I'm high af. Look at my eye lol
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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DMT Extraction
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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I didn’t plan for a future. I didn’t expect to live
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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I fell in love with a very bad habit, I was alive for the very first time..
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Always be prepared (via /r/BlackPeopleTwitter)
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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Snortin drugs offa her pu$@¥!!!
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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Why is everyone so quick to judge drug addicts ? Do you have any idea how depressed or sad you have to be to rely on drugs everyday to take away your pain?
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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“Spoof, dope, crank, creep, bomb, spank, shit, bang, zip, tweak, shard. Call it what you will; it’s all methamphetamine. That’s what I’m here for.”
— Ross (Spun)
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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“I’m trapped between ‘I don’t want to fuck this up’ and ‘I want to get fucked up’”
— (via gaackedupshawty)
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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Put my thoughts into words...
I need someone who sees the fire in my eyes and wants to play with it. Someone that isn’t scared of my dark side but rather intrigued by demons, that knows I’m reckless but feels safe regaurdless..
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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“Reblog if you’re up tweaking💎”
(via fifty-shades-of-unicorn-cum)
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spinspuntinafun-blog · 7 years ago
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Ten Crystal Commandments
Besat before you are the basic laws and rules set forth by our GodCooks. All whom tweaks, use to guide you to a blissful high. 
Spread them, and Live by them.
Thou shall buy a proper pipe and thou shall never use foil or lightbulbs or homemade contraptions.
 Thou shall learn how to use thy pipe and thou shall never put thy flame on thy pipe.
 Thou shall buy another pipe for thy friends who have erred and can not smoke thy pipe correctly
 Thou shall have class and not wipe thy pipe on thy clothing nor sheets
 Thou shall stay away from electronics lest thee get stuck
 Thou shall avoid thy mirror and stop picking thy face
 Thou shall forget about smoking the garbage thy scraped from thy pipe. No matter how long it took thee.
 Thou shall leave thy dealer alone and talk to the shadow people when bored.
Thou shall never get thy friend tweaked for the first time and leave thee alone.
Thou shall invest in lubrication, lighters, Gatorade, deodorant, and cleaning supplies.
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