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karkat goes to his first pride and is accidentally homoph0bic (infinite aura lost; not clickbait)

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okie almost had a panic attack in the train bathroom the toilet WOULDNT FUCKING FLUSH ALSO MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD IM ABOUT TO CRY

okay i haven’t really done this be4 but fuck jt here goes a ventpost

well so im going on a schooltrip near the sea tmrw which is like wheeee nice but the problem is that none of my friends are coming

LIKE FUCKING NONE OF THEM NOT A SINGLE PERSON THAT IS GOING THERE IS FRIENDS WITH ME

the bad thing is that i’ll probably have to socialise with this one specific „cool” friendgroup which i was kinda a member of last schoolyear but idk i think it was kindof a development arc for me to realise i’m legitimately just an introvert and being friends with someone just because they’re really cool and although you make yourself believe that you’re friends with them cause you’re having fun together while this whole time you’re just standing on the sidelines not talking too much and being jealous of everybody there

anyway that was a bit of a side tangent but tldr i’m really awkard with them.

the worst thing is actually the fact that i’m going to be staying in a room with a specific dude. lets call him g

so hes kinda a core member of the friendgroup and when i hungout with them i think he was the closest to me and i spent the most time talking to him about some stupid bullshit. anyway the bad thing is that the last few months i’ve been slowly realising i have a huge ass motherfuvking crush on him and its badddddd

like i know we probably would never work out since hes like a totally different type of person (and i’ve also been realising lately that maybe my personality is just really weird and i’m a weird person to be friends with) so that also kinda lowers my chances. also the fact that i’m super fucking awkward and any type of interaction with g makes me really nervous. (ik hes gay btw he didn’t tell me directly or w/e but he mentioned it a couple times)

like idk i keep having this stupid fucking sense that maybe if i talked to him about this or idk kinda asked him out somewhere then we would work out but i know that its just not fucking true AND ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN !!!! BUT I’LL STILL HAVE TO SPEND A WEEK IN THE SAME ROOM AND ALSO PROBABLY FUCKING FOLLOWING HIM AROUND LIKE A FUCKING DOG BC NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE COMING AND HES THE PERSON THERE THAT IM CLOSEST WITH

last thinh : i also thought about the fact that even if something ended up happening and he wouldn’t think i’m some sort of creep we eould NEVER work out together sinve i think i would just be deathly fucking jealous of him all thw damn time

idk i would write about a few other things i’ve been thinking about but it’s gettin latw and it would HAVE to be a very long post baiiii

ok one last thing:

it feels soooooo fucking stupid especially bc the only time i really had anything resemblinh a relationship was a stupid 3 month long distance flirty-brewing-relationship thing but he ended up playing me badly which quite frankly fucked me up for a few months. like this is the first time in a long time i’ve had a crush on someone and even though it’s a person from my surroundings, is real and isn’t a fucking straight dude there is still no way for anything. LIKE UGHHH ITS SO FRUSTTATING all my fucking friends are hooking up with guys or in stable relationships with people while i’m fucking 17 and still have NEVER even had my first kiss like please DO I REALLY HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING LONELY ALL THE DAMN TIME ?????? fuck this shit i’m going to sleep i have to get up early tmrw to be on tkme

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okay guess i’m liveblogging this now

arrived at the train station and it’s bawwddddd

okay i haven’t really done this be4 but fuck jt here goes a ventpost

well so im going on a schooltrip near the sea tmrw which is like wheeee nice but the problem is that none of my friends are coming

LIKE FUCKING NONE OF THEM NOT A SINGLE PERSON THAT IS GOING THERE IS FRIENDS WITH ME

the bad thing is that i’ll probably have to socialise with this one specific „cool” friendgroup which i was kinda a member of last schoolyear but idk i think it was kindof a development arc for me to realise i’m legitimately just an introvert and being friends with someone just because they’re really cool and although you make yourself believe that you’re friends with them cause you’re having fun together while this whole time you’re just standing on the sidelines not talking too much and being jealous of everybody there

anyway that was a bit of a side tangent but tldr i’m really awkard with them.

the worst thing is actually the fact that i’m going to be staying in a room with a specific dude. lets call him g

so hes kinda a core member of the friendgroup and when i hungout with them i think he was the closest to me and i spent the most time talking to him about some stupid bullshit. anyway the bad thing is that the last few months i’ve been slowly realising i have a huge ass motherfuvking crush on him and its badddddd

like i know we probably would never work out since hes like a totally different type of person (and i’ve also been realising lately that maybe my personality is just really weird and i’m a weird person to be friends with) so that also kinda lowers my chances. also the fact that i’m super fucking awkward and any type of interaction with g makes me really nervous. (ik hes gay btw he didn’t tell me directly or w/e but he mentioned it a couple times)

like idk i keep having this stupid fucking sense that maybe if i talked to him about this or idk kinda asked him out somewhere then we would work out but i know that its just not fucking true AND ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN !!!! BUT I’LL STILL HAVE TO SPEND A WEEK IN THE SAME ROOM AND ALSO PROBABLY FUCKING FOLLOWING HIM AROUND LIKE A FUCKING DOG BC NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE COMING AND HES THE PERSON THERE THAT IM CLOSEST WITH

last thinh : i also thought about the fact that even if something ended up happening and he wouldn’t think i’m some sort of creep we eould NEVER work out together sinve i think i would just be deathly fucking jealous of him all thw damn time

idk i would write about a few other things i’ve been thinking about but it’s gettin latw and it would HAVE to be a very long post baiiii

ok one last thing:

it feels soooooo fucking stupid especially bc the only time i really had anything resemblinh a relationship was a stupid 3 month long distance flirty-brewing-relationship thing but he ended up playing me badly which quite frankly fucked me up for a few months. like this is the first time in a long time i’ve had a crush on someone and even though it’s a person from my surroundings, is real and isn’t a fucking straight dude there is still no way for anything. LIKE UGHHH ITS SO FRUSTTATING all my fucking friends are hooking up with guys or in stable relationships with people while i’m fucking 17 and still have NEVER even had my first kiss like please DO I REALLY HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING LONELY ALL THE DAMN TIME ?????? fuck this shit i’m going to sleep i have to get up early tmrw to be on tkme

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okay i haven’t really done this be4 but fuck jt here goes a ventpost

well so im going on a schooltrip near the sea tmrw which is like wheeee nice but the problem is that none of my friends are coming

LIKE FUCKING NONE OF THEM NOT A SINGLE PERSON THAT IS GOING THERE IS FRIENDS WITH ME

the bad thing is that i’ll probably have to socialise with this one specific „cool” friendgroup which i was kinda a member of last schoolyear but idk i think it was kindof a development arc for me to realise i’m legitimately just an introvert and being friends with someone just because they’re really cool and although you make yourself believe that you’re friends with them cause you’re having fun together while this whole time you’re just standing on the sidelines not talking too much and being jealous of everybody there

anyway that was a bit of a side tangent but tldr i’m really awkard with them.

the worst thing is actually the fact that i’m going to be staying in a room with a specific dude. lets call him g

so hes kinda a core member of the friendgroup and when i hungout with them i think he was the closest to me and i spent the most time talking to him about some stupid bullshit. anyway the bad thing is that the last few months i’ve been slowly realising i have a huge ass motherfuvking crush on him and its badddddd

like i know we probably would never work out since hes like a totally different type of person (and i’ve also been realising lately that maybe my personality is just really weird and i’m a weird person to be friends with) so that also kinda lowers my chances. also the fact that i’m super fucking awkward and any type of interaction with g makes me really nervous. (ik hes gay btw he didn’t tell me directly or w/e but he mentioned it a couple times)

like idk i keep having this stupid fucking sense that maybe if i talked to him about this or idk kinda asked him out somewhere then we would work out but i know that its just not fucking true AND ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN !!!! BUT I’LL STILL HAVE TO SPEND A WEEK IN THE SAME ROOM AND ALSO PROBABLY FUCKING FOLLOWING HIM AROUND LIKE A FUCKING DOG BC NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE COMING AND HES THE PERSON THERE THAT IM CLOSEST WITH

last thinh : i also thought about the fact that even if something ended up happening and he wouldn’t think i’m some sort of creep we eould NEVER work out together sinve i think i would just be deathly fucking jealous of him all thw damn time

idk i would write about a few other things i’ve been thinking about but it’s gettin latw and it would HAVE to be a very long post baiiii

ok one last thing:

it feels soooooo fucking stupid especially bc the only time i really had anything resemblinh a relationship was a stupid 3 month long distance flirty-brewing-relationship thing but he ended up playing me badly which quite frankly fucked me up for a few months. like this is the first time in a long time i’ve had a crush on someone and even though it’s a person from my surroundings, is real and isn’t a fucking straight dude there is still no way for anything. LIKE UGHHH ITS SO FRUSTTATING all my fucking friends are hooking up with guys or in stable relationships with people while i’m fucking 17 and still have NEVER even had my first kiss like please DO I REALLY HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING LONELY ALL THE DAMN TIME ?????? fuck this shit i’m going to sleep i have to get up early tmrw to be on tkme

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I am sofucking scared right noow the doll is chasin g me and it keeps yelling YOURE A PREP YOURE A PREP and sticking its middle fingner up at me . i hate the emo commumpity fucking leave me along

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On This Day In Homestuck:

June 12th, 2010

A young troll stands in his respiteblock. Welcome to Alternia.

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These Homestuck character macarons are fresh out of the oven and ready to be taken home! Come by Honey & Butter on 4/13 to get your own set! Big thank you to Honey & Butter for these amazing samples!

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is hamilton RPF?

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day 424

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The amazing world of gumball × Homestuck !!!!

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“Why didn’t you do it?”

Why didn’t Haymitch do it? Why didn’t he kill the peacekeepers when the tributes outnumbered them? Why didn’t he kill the lowly GameMakers when given the chance?

Because much like Katniss, his anger is directed at the right places. The top. The system.

Maysilee had to die because she was all misdirected anger. Like Gale. She was justifiably pissed but didn’t know what to do with that fire except let it burn everyone and everything in her path.

Haymitch, whether he registers it that way or not, knew killing the peacekeepers or gamemakers would get him nowhere in his quest to end the games but an earlier grave. He needed to blow the entire thing up; not quench his own rightful anger. His problem is with Snow’s cruelty and the government he formed that allows for injustice. These innocent people — yes, still innocent despite their roles — aren’t his enemy.

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terminatrix magazine premier issue c. 1994

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mikus mail accidentally ended up at her neighbors house. michael hudson. and vice versa. miku is invited to a lame office party, and michale hudson (some random middle-aged man) has to perform on stage now

helvetica standard

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'catalepsy (suggestion)' + 'catalepsy provoked by a sudden light' by paul regnard, 1879 in ghost in the shell: photography + the human soul, 1850-2000 - robert a. sobieszek (1999)

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so…. uhh… damn