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The Fan

"I don't know what you want from me.."

".. But we barely talk"...

That whole fucking sentence..

Changed my whole world.

I snapped out of it now but I see what you mean

I attached myself to another human being

I just can't, erase, all the promise I had

For the guy in the band,

To fall in love with the fan...

I booked your shows, attended the parties

I knew all the inside jokes, yeah, but you forgot about me.

I know that it's not 2012 any longer

It's been 13 years and yet I ponder

Why I had the guts to fall for the drummer

"It be like that sometimes..."

"Maybe we're just not compatible"...

You gave me crumbs,

I accepted them all as love.

But it was nothing but bread...

How could you do that??

I snapped out of it now but I see what you mean

I attached myself to another human being

I just can't, erase, all the promise I had

For the guy in the band,

To fall in love with the fan...

I booked your shows, attended the parties

I knew all the inside jokes, yeah, but you forgot about me.

I know that it's not 2012 any longer

It's been 13 years and yet I ponder

Why I had the guts to fall for the drummer

It'd take you up to 2 days to reply

I trusted you, and I don't know why

You barely, remember talking to me.

6 whole months, what a waste of my memories

I let the man with the under cut in,

Into my heart, but where do I begin?

You never gave me a real chance.

Goodbye to my failed romance.

I booked your shows, attended the parties

I knew all the inside jokes, yeah, but you forgot about me.

I know that it's not 2012 any longer

It's been 13 years and yet I ponder

Why I had the guts to fall for the drummer

I snapped out of it now but I see what you mean

I attached myself to yet another human being

I just can't, erase, all the promise I had

For the guy in the band,

To fall in love with the fan...

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Lust & Limerance

I may be just a body to you

But my heart was pure and I needed yours too.

"Heyyyy", yeah leave me on seen,

You ignore my emotions, that's not how it's supposed to be.

"Hi", maybe he'll respond.

He only responds to my nudes that I send him for fun.

Yeah, leave me on read,

If you don't respond by 10,

I swear I'll be dead.

Oh, what a beautiful man you are.

Playing the drums and the guitar.

But you've pushed me a little too far...

Will you ever admit that you caught the feels?

Would you ever tell the bros that I was real?

Does anybody know that you, were talking to me?

I guess I was a secret that had to keep.

"Maybe"...

I may be just a notification to you 

But I wait all day for that sound from you...

I swear it feels like I'm high.

High as fuck, on your PC,

Discord open but not the text from me.

Oh you will see.. you will see.

Oh, what a beautiful man you are.

Playing the drums and the guitar.

But you've pushed me a little too far...

Will you ever admit that you caught the feels?

Would you ever tell the bros that I was real?

Does anybody know that you, were talking to me?

I guess I was a secret that had to keep.

"Maybe"...

"Do you want to VC?"

"Maybe"...

"Do you want to VC?"

"Maybe"...

Do you want to VC with my baby??

I need to see your face before I hit erase in my head.

We had some potential but boy you left me on read.

Yeah, leave me on read,

If you don't respond by 10,

I swear I'll be dead.

Will you ever admit that you caught the feels?

Would you ever tell the bros that I was real?

Does anybody know that you, were talking to me?

I guess I was a secret that had to keep.

"Maybe"...

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The Musician

Tyler is the new Sam

Now he's stuck in my head

Said he'd come over tonight.

2am DM

Fell asleep, God damn

5am showed up so high.

Said "I'm here"

Oh fuck, oh dear.

Should I even let him in?...

Cuz all he wants, to, do, is sin.

Took me to a place I've never been...

That was the last time that I touched him, yeah.

I, picked the wrong, guy.

My, love, is not Ty.

I, picked the wrong, guy.

His, love, was a lie.

I, picked the wrong, guy.

Spent v day alone and cried.

I picked the wrong guy.

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"The Other 12"

"All the hugs and kisses youll ever need"

But the day after you treated me differently.

"Sup babes?" And playful marriage talks

You are not who I fucking thought

A fuckboy from Freeport with little to say

He got what he wanted then he ran away

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Climaxing while tripping.

A wooden floor calling her name.

She turns blue..clutches her chest.

Preparing for the worst

"no it's ok.. I'm just dying again."

A little girl

So puzzled

So scared for the girls life.

All she wanted was love, attention, and a high.

24 hrs pass.

She's revived.

Runs out of their house like nothing happened.

I don't know how she it to school the next day.