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He's such a cunt. Look at that fucking eyebrow raise. Girl chill, she don't want your man. Frankly, she's having a hard time understanding why you want your man

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Part 2 of my Prison!Eddie fic is posted!

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I'M BACK! New chapter every other Monday!

Edit: I posted the wrong chapter :(

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Hi! I’m back! The next part of my sub!Eddie exploration is up!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Bobby Nash, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Dom/sub, Sub Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Dom Evan "Buck" Buckley, Lingerie, Cock Warming, Face-Fucking, Come Swallowing, First Time, Fluff and Angst, Aftercare, Praise Kink, Eddie Diaz has a Praide Kink, Body Worship, Pet Names, Subspace, Safewords, Begging, No beta we die like not Bobby because I'm delusional, Eddie's Catholic Guilt Series: Part 2 of Common Tongue (A Sub!Eddie Exploration) Summary:

It wasn't that Eddie didn't want to see him again, he did. He really, really, did. Eddie hadn't been able to stop thinking about him since that night.

They didn't do anything that night but talk, but Evan "Buck" Buckley—as he later revealed, three beers into the evening—had been a permanent fixture of his dreams ever since.

So, it wasn't a matter of not wanting to see him again. It was more the matter that whatever bravery that allowed him to step through the doors of Inferno those three long weeks ago, had long since scurried out of his chest and hid away in a hole he'd yet to find.

Instead, Eddie buried himself into settling in Los Angeles. In the three weeks since he'd first met Buck, Eddie had finally gotten Chris enrolled in school—it wasn't the school he wanted but it would work until he could decipher the paperwork sitting on his dresser.

He'd finally closed on the house he'd bought for him and his son. A silent promise to Chris that Los Angeles would be home forever.

And the days quickly ticked by, and before he knew it, the pages of the calendar had ripped away to his first day at the Los Angeles Fire Department, Station 118.

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i decided to work on my sub!eddie fic at work on a notepad...

i left the notepad at work

im gonna lose me job

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9-1-1's obsession with fixing parent/child relationships just because that parent or child is dying is insane to me

as if death wouldn't just make that anger more complex.

i personally would never forgive bobby's mother just on the basis of the shit she said to him in that ep

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every time I think buddie can't feel any closer without actually being confirmed 911 abc shoots me in the face

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so...

buddie is going canon, right?

also

y is tommy actually apart of buddie canon like ew

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we always talk about how b-shift or like other firehouses look at the 118-a shift and like are gagged

but like have we ever considered thats its all of la? or like at least all of the 118?

like b-shift gets crazy ass calls and has a dramatic time too

id honestly love an ep focused on b-shift so bad

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it's 9-1-1 day!!

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love castiel as a character because he feels no emotions for the first kajilion years of his existence and all of a sudden he can feel things now and his first two emotions are queer longing and catholic guilt. literally who else is doing it like him

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i guess tiktok will be around to see it...

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buddie is going to go canon and tiktok is not going to be around to relish in it

my heart is broken

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i'm starting a new blog for like darker(tm) fandom content (iwtv, criminal minds, hannibal, etc.) it'll be just like this but like for those fandoms.

my name is @scarxb

go find me over there just in case i write a hotchxreid fic

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Nothing wrong with religious or traditional views, but I think the way he articulated some of his points was just downright weird. Overall seems like a weird interview, and again nothing to do with the religious overtones, just seemed a bit odd between the way the interviewer worded some questions and the way he answered

i think they were using the language they were comfortable with. but also its not weird to be a traditional person and word your questions/answers with traditional language. anymore than its weird to ask questions about queer genders/queer relationships using the language that validates their experiences. the women/men they were referring to in every question were those in their community, thus they used the language that fit.

if that language makes you uncomfortable thats fair, you're allowed to have your negative experiences with that language/rhetoric. but that doesn't make it untrue for him.

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okay not to be a pick me or some bullshit like that but like... i genuinely see nothing wrong with anything ryan said in that interview.

the entire interview was focused on ryan and that woman's life experiences and the beliefs they have based on those experiences.

if you didn't think that they're were going to be heavily religious/traditional views expressed on the interview after they PRAYED together, that's on you.

ryan's life experience lead him to practice and seek relationships with traditional values. he never at any point said anything about relationships who don't share them being bad or whatever. in fact he emphasized multiple times that different things work for different people, and that those are just the things he believes works for his relationships.

he also spent 90% of the interview praising women, praising their independence, praising their energy.

the way he phrased his comment/question about how THE INTERVIEWER handled pressure to exist outside the way that SHE WANTS to live and exists in relationships, wasn't particularly politically correct but it was a perfectly normal question given the tone of the interview and the two people having the conversation. but it also wasn't a verbilization of how he believes every woman should behave. it wasn't about behavior or all women at all. it was about how the interviewer experience something.

yall are getting mad about two traditional people have a conversation about their values. ryan isn't your friend he owes you nothing, he also didn't say he hates you for existing differently than him—im pretty sure he actually said he admires relationships that are beautiful but different than his.

yall didn't watch the interview, yall just chose to get mad when he didn't confirm he was secretly gay and in love with oliver. which is insane btw.

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Guess what fic just got updated!