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cute first date ideas: hand to hand combat

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hello ... i actually wrote some stuff last night

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𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝚈 𝙵𝙰𝚅𝙴: project: changeling / teenage yeliza while. under the kgb

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*   ━━━━━. @svoyavdova; "but nata says kissing is weakness."

BROW RAISED MINUTELY; perplexed is polite. she's running diagnostics on how, exactly, natasha weaponised affection.

“ Tasha, says a lot of things when she's bleeding. ” she murmurs, sliding down to yelena's eye-line.

she leans back, arms folding loosely, features softening slightly "kissing isn’t weakness. it’s choice. " a pause, “ — but leaning in, letting someone close ?? that takes more strength than any mission. " she tilts her head, voice lowering, almost teasing. “ " don’t let nata ruin this for you. she’s just … allergic to romance. " a smirk pulls at the corner of her lips.

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*   ━━━━━ @myatonements: ‘  all  time  ever  does  is  pass  and  all  i  ever  do  is  remember .  ’

FINGERS PAUSE ON A. PAGE, PEN HOVERS; but she doesn't look up, not yet. " times good at that. " voice low, eyes flick up to glance at the women across the room from her. Nothing gives away. It was the kind of look she use to give that'd say 'don't follow me', but now it just says 'don't ask'.

" But remembering doesn't mean you're stuck, " a beat " it just means you survived. "

She returns to her writing, the quiet ink scratches fills the silence where emotions might.

" but if you ever want to forget, I might know how to help. "

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hi :)

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Yeliza has the ability to influence people’s emotions through touch, calm them, flood them with fear, break down resistance. She can tap into memories, too. Not whole ones, just fragments. If she touches a victim of a murder, she might see flashes of their final moments. A voice. A shadow. The last thing they felt before they died. However, It’s not always a clear picture or in order.

She can also trigger hallucinations with touch, make someone see their worst memory on loop or create things that aren’t there. Faces, screams, entire rooms. It’s not telepathy. It’s biology, weaponised. Which is why she doesn't use this ability much because she knows how it feels to be controlled.

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𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 :    𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔  𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔

‘  i’ll  find  you  again ,  wherever  we  end  up  next .  ’

‘  the  enormity  of  my  desire  disgusts  me .  ’

‘  please ,  one  more  kiss  in  the  kitchen  before  we  turn  the  lights  off .  ’

‘  i’ve  been  lost  but  i’m  here  now .  you’re  the  only  person  who  has  ever  been  able  to  find  me .  ’

‘  almost  dead  yesterday ,  maybe  dead  tomorrow ,  but  alive ,  gloriously  alive ,  today .  ’

‘  you  are  not  broken .  ’

‘  you  can  love  and  be  loved ,  despite  what  may  feel  like  the  eternally  brutal  nature  of  the  world .  ’

‘  i  did  violence  to  my  own  heart .  ’

‘  will  i  be  forgiven  for  the  sins  i  did  not  commit ,  but  created ?  ’

‘  i  would  never  kiss  anyone  who  doesn’t  burn  me  like  the  sun .  ’

‘  i  would  rather  break  the  world  than  lose  you .  ’

‘  i  think  you  and  i  have  known  each  other  in  a  few  lifetimes .  ’

‘  i  didn’t  know .  i  had  no  idea  how  greedy  my  heart  really  was .  ’

‘  is  that  why  the  idea  of  losing  you  torments  me  so  much ?  ’

‘  how  long  have  i  been  without  you ?  ’

‘  am  i  foolish  for  wanting  this ?  it  will  end  in  flames .  it  always  does .  ’

‘  sorry  about  the  blood  in  your  mouth .  i  wish  it  was  mine .  ’

‘  if  i  love  you ,  is  that  a  fact  or  a  weapon ?  ’

‘  tell  me  how  all  this ,  and  love  too ,  will  ruin  us .  ’

‘  and  you  realize  the  one  person  in  the  world  who  loves  you  isn’t  the  one  you  thought  it  would  be .  ’

‘  it  cannot  be  a  mistake  to  have  cared .  it  cannot  be  an  error  to  have  tried .  it  cannot  be  incorrect  to  have  loved .  ’

‘  finally ,  i  plead  guilty  of  adoring  you .  ’

‘  a  child  weaned  on  poison  considers  harm  a  comfort .  ’

‘  without  realizing ,  i  find  it  in  myself  that  i  cannot  stop  thinking  about  you .  ’

‘  tomorrow ,  when  i  wake  up ,  i  promise ,  i  will  be  better .  ’

‘  someone  has  to  leave  first .  this  is  a  very  old  story .  there  is  no  other  version  of  this  story .  ’

‘  when  i  imagine  myself ,  i  am  always  leaving .  i  couldn’t  draw  my  own  face  if  god  asked .  ’

‘  do  we  simply  stare  at  what’s  horrible  and  forgive  it ?  ’

‘  i  wanted  to  let  go  of  the  pain  even  though  it  was  the  last  thing  that  felt  alive  from  you .  ’

‘  have  i  endured  loneliness  with  grace ?  ’

‘  i’ll  be  your  slaughterhouse ,  your  killing  floor ,  your  morgue  and  final  resting ,  walking  around  with  this  bullet  inside  me  ‘cause  i  couldn’t  make  you  love  me  and  i  am  tired  of  pulling  your  teeth .  ’

‘  and  then  my  soul  saw  you  and  kind  of  went ,  ‘ oh ,  there  you  are .  i’ve  been  looking ��for  you . ’  ’

‘  sometimes  it  feels  like  someone  else  is  wearing  my  body .  ’

‘  i  spent  my  life  arguing  how  i  mattered  until  it  didn’t  matter .  ’ 

‘  who  knew  my  haven  would  be  my  coffin ?  ’

‘  dead  is  the  safest  i’ve  ever  been .  ’

‘  i’ve  never  been  so  alive .  ’ 

‘  you  know  what  i  was  gonna  tell  you  before ,  but  didn’t  have  the  nerve ?  you  got  your  name  written  all  over  me .  i  got  my  name  written  on  you ,  too .  ’ 

‘  you  already  are  something .  you  always  were .  and  you  still  have  time  to  be .  ’

‘  you  know  me  by  heart .  it  infuriates  me  that  you  know  me  by  heart .  ’ 

‘  why  am  i  waiting  for  you ?  hungering  and  thirsting  for  you  in  every  cranny  of  my  soul  and  even  in  my  ribs ?  ’ 

‘  you  came  with  a  handful  of  pain  and  a  smile  which  broke  the  ground  under  my  feet  as  the  earthquake  does  when  two  people  meet .  ’

‘  the  only  good  thing  is  that  i’m  getting  used  to  suffering .  ’

‘  the  return  to  time  was  not  my  choice .  ’

‘  we  are  built  to  live  inside  each  other .  this  means  we  are  built  to  ruin .  ’

‘  time  does  not  bring  relief ;  you  all  have  lied .  ’

‘  time  does  not  know  how  to  keep  our  hopes  safe .  ’

‘  you  needed  me  so  much  that  you  had  to  end  me .  ’

‘  there  are  days  where  i  am  morbidly  in  love  with  you ,  and  this  is  one  of  those  days .  ’

‘  i  know  no  end  to  desiring  you .  ’

‘  i  fear  that  i  am  both  too  much  yet  not  enough .  ’

‘  yes ,  yes ,  yes ,  i  do  like  you .  i  am  afraid  to  say  the  stronger  word .  ’ 

‘  a  heart’s  a  heavy  burden .  ’

‘  life ,  as  i  see  it ,  is  all  about  farewells  rather  than  reunions .  ’

‘  heaven  is  real  and  you  only  had  two  minutes  to  prove  it  to  me .  ’

‘  it  was  already  love .  ’

‘  everyone  desires  love  but  also  finds  it  impossible  to  believe  that  they  deserve  it .  ’

‘  i’ll  love  you  until  i  forget  how  to .  ’

‘  i’ll  love  you  until  i  forget  how  to  and  then  i’ll  fall  like  my  knees  aren’t  already  bruised  from  doing  it  and  i’ll  remember  why  you’re  worth  the  ache .  ’

‘  of  course  i’ll  hurt  you .  of  course  you’ll  hurt  me .  of  course  we’ll  hurt  each  other .  but  this  is  the  very  condition  of  existence .  ’

‘  nothing  makes  me  sadder  and  nothing  makes  me  happier  than  you .  ’

‘  i  love  you  and  i  do  not  want  to  love  you ,  it  is  too  much  and  too  difficult .  ’

‘  grief  is  just  love  with  no  place  to  go .  ’

‘  i  felt  my  life  with  both  my  hands  to  see  if  it  was  there .  ’

‘  you  do  this ,  you  do .  you  take  the  things  you  love  and  you  tear  them  apart .  ’

‘  i  hope  it’s  love .  i’m  trying  really  hard  to  make  it  love .  ’

‘  if  you  touch  me  again  i  might  burn  up  in  the  cold  air .  ’

‘  i  asked  you  not  to  leave  several  times .  ’

‘  i’ve  only  adored  you  lifetimes  ago  and  here  we  are .  it’s  nice  to  see  you  again .  ’

‘  all  time  ever  does  is  pass  and  all  i  ever  do  is  remember .  ’

‘  i  feel  as  though  we  were  never  strangers ,  you  and  i ,  not  even  for  a  moment .  ’

‘  i’d  choose  you ;  in  a  hundred  different  lifetimes ,  in  a  hundred  worlds ,  in  any  version  of  reality ,  i’d  find  you  and  i’d  choose  you .  ’

‘  nothing  about  this  is  soft  but  we  pretend .  ’

‘  maybe  you  and  i  are  just  a  dream .  ’

‘  i  know  you  loved  me  too ,  you  knew  me ,  and  it  gladdens  my  heart .  ’

‘  i  promise  i  shall  never  give  up  and  that  i’ll  die  yelling  and  laughing .  ’

‘  i  don’t  do  anything  with  my  life  except  romanticize  and  decay  with  indecision .  ’

‘  the  world  was  made  so  that  we  could  find  each  other  in  it .  ’

‘  you  don’t  meet  the  people  you  love ,  you  recognize  them .  ’

‘  i  think  you  and  i  have  known  each  other  a  few  lifetimes .  ’

‘  this  body  knows  fear  like  a  front  porch  knows  welcome  –  it  is  always  coming  home .  ’

‘  i  miss  you  more  than  i  remember  you .  ’

‘  if  i  could  have  done  it  all  again ,  i  would  have  loved  you  better .  but  i  could  not  have  loved  you  more .  ’

‘  we  could  have  been  happy .  i  know  that ,  and  it  is  perhaps  the  hardest  thing  to  know .  ’

‘  you  want  a  better  story .  who  wouldn’t ?  ’

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*   ━━━━━ @fifthimpact liked this for something small

❛ DO I EVEN WANT TO KNOW ?? or should i go ahead and call it now and say this is your fault ?? ❜ Yeliza didn’t look up right away. Just sipped her tea, legs tucked beneath her like she hadn’t been waiting. Like she wasn’t listening for the quiet click of that lock and the unmistakable hush of boots on floorboards.

Exhale through her nose, slow. Leaned back against the cushions, one arm draped over the back of the sofa like a bored cat ❛ you’re late. ❜ a beat. ❛ which is bold, considering I didn’t invite you. ❜

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*   ━━━━━ @awbro liked this for something small

❛ IS THIS SEAT TAKEN ?? or are you just radiating loneliness for fun? ❜ she didn’t wait for an answer and just dropped into the chair across from him like gravity made her do it. Hands wrapped around a paper cup, steam curling up into her face as she studied him.

❛ Clint Barton. The myth. The man. The walking public service announcement for caffeine dependency. ❜ a beat passed, her lips curling into a smirk, hidden as she takes a sip

❛ don’t worry, I’m not here to fight you, unless you stole the last blueberry muffin, in which case, this becomes very personal. ❜

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making icons mean while like this for a small thing (if multi please specify)

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*   ━━━━━ @centurie: " That's a dangerous dress. " / bucky

EYES SCAN THE ROOM; taking it all in. Politicians and blue bloods alike. She's done this before. Political chess with fake smiles but no one has said check mate, not yet anyway.

She finds him near the bar, half-shadowed beneath chandeliers that look too heavy to trust. She crosses the room, unhurried, all angles softened by satin.

He says it the moment she steps close. Yeliza lets the corner of her mouth tilt. Canines hidden beneath plush pink. " You said blend in, " she murmurs, voice is smooth, low enough to curl behind his ear. " This is me blending. "

She doesn’t look at him when she says it. She’s scanning reflections in the mirror behind the bar, cataloguing faces. exits. but he’s still the warmest thing in the room. " you catch our guy yet, " she asks, " or were you waiting for backup in heels ??"

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*   ━━━━━. @fifthimpact; " What   took   you   so   long? " / nat

THE RESTURANT SMELLS LIKE CITRUS AND MONEY; candles flicker in their holders. Yeliza slides into the booth opposite Nat. Clutch bag placed beside her. Black dress clinging like second skin. It isn’t, not tonight. Tonight she made an effort.

The question lands before she’s even settled. A brow arches. Unhurried, she reaches for the drink waiting at her place , she was sure it was something amber and overpriced.

" ran into someone who thought they were clever, " she says, sipping. " they weren’t. " lie slips past crimson painted lips, which pull into a smirk. She crosses her legs beneath the table, eyes scanning the room once before returning to Nat. Polished suits, low voices, too many watches ticking. Nothing dangerous. Not here, not yet.

" you ordering food, or just revenge ?? " she asks, voice low, but not cautious. No one’s listening and if they were, they wouldn’t understand.

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there is something about JComer that screams motherhood during apocalyptic times

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technically, yeliza is a barnes after marrying her universe’s bucky

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Sean Young as Rachael in Blade Runner (1982)

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"SOOOOO... WHAT IF WE KISSED...?" PROMPTS * assorted dialogue for tossing out the idea of being in a relationship or just kissing and seeing what happens after, adjust as necessary

i hear you're a good kisser.

are you staring at my lips?

how about a kiss for old time's sake?

maybe we could experiment a little.

have you ever thought about kissing me?

is there even an "us?"

a little bird told me you're a really good kisser.

could you see me as... more than just a friend?

what's a little fooling around between friends?

i'll admit, i have thought about you like that.

kissing you sounds like a very good idea.

i've been meaning to ask you out for ages.

maybe we could... see what happens.

there's no harm in a little experimentation.

did you want to kiss me back then?

for what it's worth, i really enjoyed the kiss and i wouldn't mind doing that again sometime.

could we pretend this is our first kiss?

maybe we could go on a date sometime.

you could start by coming closer.

just wondering what you taste like.

i saw you looking at me earlier.

could we talk about... us?

i'm not interested in anyone but you.

i bet if we tried, we could make it work.

a kiss won't kill us.

wanna makeout?

quick, kiss me before they walk over here.

i've wanted to kiss you for a long time now.

i never had the courage to ask you if you'd kiss me.

could i keep seeing you after this?

i really enjoyed it, by the way.

you're a much better kisser than i expected.

well, that got out of hand quickly.

maybe we should redo our first kiss.

next time, we should make it a date.

can i kiss you?

kissing sounds really fun right now.

have you been kissed before?

i never liked kissing until you.

you are... unbelievably good at that.

give me a minute to catch my breath.

your heart is racing.

are you okay? you look very flustered.

are my cheeks burning?

figured we're both about to die, so what the hell.