starrysurrealism

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this isolation of my mind and my heart it buries me deep in the dark I can think but I cannot feel losing touch with reality what is and is not real

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I feel so numb like there is something covering my eyes and shrouding my soul I speak, but I hear only an echo dim and distant in meaning

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consumed and enduring I've lost myself in your eyes the place I forged for myself lives on in your mind

[starrysurrealism]

poison pushes past the edges of my sanity dragging me under sinking me further my will ignored and my reason lost

[starrysurrealism]

Dunes!?

White Sands National Park, NM, USA! Lots of dunes! However, even Albuquerque has dunes in the West part of town.

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[starrysurrealism]

my thoughts feel tangible as if I could hold on and make them real yet when I try I find everything slipping through my fingers as though nothing I believe I can feel

[starrysurrealism]

I stopped and the world kept moving reminding me how I am just one and there is comfort in knowing the anonymity of existence

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I look forward to a moment undefinable in every way but I hope for it care about it wishing it would come today

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how quickly my facade breaks down under pressure forces me to confront those brittle, broken pieces how quickly does it erode under the daily pressures where I can't find myself for I'm so lost in these parts that others want to see and instead I am no longer simply me

[starrysurrealism]

I built walls out of flowers and things all too insubstantial I told myself I could be strong and withstand the force of your nature yet here I am crumbling eroding my identity erasure

[starrysurrealism]

I know that there is reality and I know that what I perceive is not attached and I know there are truths that I should have but I can't see them, they slip through my fingers wandering through a maze of nonsense lies made up to relieve myself of the burden of being delusional

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the stagnation of my thoughts they eddy and swirl without moving forward a continuous twisting of the essence to my identity

[starrysurrealism]

I've been having dreams filled with nothing but emptiness a hollow form of ache I knew I was a mistake but I keep on dreaming

[starrysurrealism]

I want more than words can express

a change that I cannot manifest

it pulls me closer while pushing me farther

trapped in this limbo

with lingering desires

[starrysurrealism]

the catharsis from the ache a pain that washes over me I know this all too well it holds me close, almost too tightly

[starrysurrealism]

what sort of reality the disconnect of our minds we try, to push through the noise only to hear static living life in a void