Hi everyone! My name is Rigel/Shai (aro/ace, he/him, 26); I follow back/interact from autistic-shaiapouf 馃挄
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For real though it's a fine makeout session until something on me pops and he looks like he's about to throw up out of sheer terror
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Pouf wanting to get handsy but requesting I put on all my braces so he can just take in how gentle he needs to be
#he's overly gentle 101% of the time and stresses really badly about things already fall apart for me#yall im kind of screwed. i got a spontaneous wrist injury consistent with a subluxed/dislocated tendon#from what i can tell I'm either gonna need it immobilized or I'll need surgical intervention bc it is not self correcting#and it hurts a little more every day bc I'm. still going to work. defaulting to my weaker left arm (w a bad elbow)#can't twist my hand! i got a brace for it and have an appt for it next Tuesday so uh. keeping an eye on this one#star speaks
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can you do a royalty-themed poll, maybe? like what royal position your f/o would have and the options are prince/princess/royal child, king/queen/monarch, royal cook, royal gardener, royal bodyguard, royal soldier, etc.






i hope this lives up to your expectations! errrr i couldn鈥檛 really find the pics i had envisioned
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#he's literally canonically a royal guard fjkfjffk#that bug is a guard and it is going things to his brain no living person could ever concieve of
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Mi tesoro..
Lovebug and lovebird. Chat it's over for me
#yeah I'm not making jokes anymore l m a o#nebulously lovecore design with a backstory centered around love. what else could you want#pouf is still in the spotlight don't worry; rewatching the anime w friends and may be dropping art of him here in response#i love. men with hearts and men with wings and men who make love their entire way of being. bwuh#star speaks
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It is VERY over for me
Lovebug and lovebird. Chat it's over for me
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i wish i could talk about my F/O to normal people. like yes i want to talk about my boyfriend!!! like everybody does when they have a partner!! but he's fictional so everybody will just think i'm weird
#via lying through omission i genuinely think i could get away with this#ohhh haha yeah he doesnt like having his picture taken#yeah he went to uni for music with a baroque focus but also minored in history with a very specific focus on the divine rights of kings#he's also got some health issues and we like to joke that he's cold blooded haha#like. i could absolutely do it and it could be hilarious
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Lovebug and lovebird. Chat it's over for me
#how long can i keep this up before someone comes directly into my inbox to call me a tsundere#star speaks
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Having a major health flare up, if only there were two dashing young men who could assist me through this
#i need to start keeping my compression socks in my bag bc. oughhh.. Feels Bad Man#drinking as much water as i reasonably can + got something with sugar in it to see what helps#this work day kinda sucks ngl; halfway through it though!#star speaks
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Help. Help. Can anyone hear me /j
Letting myself go entirely and thinking about. that little pink italian
#this took like 60 seconds but i needed it out of my brain. can. always just. redraw it better later 馃槼馃憠馃憟#star speaks
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Two lovecore men taking up every square inch of brain space I have, sitting down in the evening with a boy on each arm laying their head on my shoulder
#they make me want to be so sappy it's disgusting they make me SICK /j /j /j#fine whatever 馃檮 make me feel special 馃檮#star speaks
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Have not stopped thinking about this all day, I am so unbelievably cooked
Letting myself go entirely and thinking about. that little pink italian
#between him and pouf there have been so many sappy things happening to my brain lately#just kinda stood there thinking like. insanely overdone lunch for work with a little handwritten love note. both of them would#both of them ABSOLUTELY would#very telling that the guys that surefire make my brain explode are like. very visibly passionate and caring#I'm so aro but the concept of romantic intimacy does something funny to me#star speaks
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I think being called mi caro would fix me actually
Letting myself go entirely and thinking about. that little pink italian
#take that test tomorrow and then decompress and then. idk. maybe draw kissing idkkkkkkkk#star speaks
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[Proship Dni]
#going with the funniest possible option given that it is canon that the ants don't use seasonings#cannot handle it. does not get it. does not like it#he can tank it for a minute or two but then gets pissy to disguise how much it's actually kind of hurting him#i like to imagine the combo of ant and butterfly traits gave him five thousand digestive issues#given that both those animals are sugar oriented and also can't consume solids#number one drinker of sugar water with a salt rim. probably thinks pepper is too spicy. i love him.
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happy pride month to all self shippers! question for you: do you have any orientation/gender headcanons? what are they? this question can apply to any kind of f/o!
鉂岋笍 proship dni 鉂岋笍
#talking specifically about pouf he's a gay man and is basically heavily coded as being one in canon#he's also got some weird gender stuff going on in her fact that he's not human and doesn't have the human social experience#to fully grasp the concept of gender as a whole so there's definitely something going on there too
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Letting myself go entirely and thinking about. that little pink italian
#he looks so joyous. i barely know who he is but i know he would call me something sweet in italian#i would lay on him. his arms around me#he's only a year older than me too which is. wild. seeing characters that are older like this ksjdkf sebastian is like 31 and that felt#kind of relieving to see tbh? like oh thank god we're not all in our teens or early 20s 馃槶#star speaks
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One guy speaks Spanish, one speaks Italian, one can probably speak Latin and Aramaic, and one can speak in pheromone cues unbeknownst to literally anyone else present
#romance languages stay winning i guess?? pouf somehow injecting that into the idea of pheromones but in the literal romance aspect#comments on scent and i have no idea what he's talking about but he says it's driving him wild in a good way so i just roll with it#i would simply not fumble this twink. if he's attending to my fucked up arm i would simply let him#ohhh my eyes hurt i think you need to check on those next. you need to get a really good look#he then sees that part of the whites of my eyes turned blue and starts genuinely freaking out#we think it's probably the hEDS. i am losing the plot#shai speaks
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That being said wehhhhhh he's so cute
#they're inventing boys specifically for me now#i need to combine all my guys into one man and see what happens#get all those consistent traits in there.. new guy really solidifies that idea#star speaks
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