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forgot i was on this blog and used the tags that I'm starting to use on my other one oops

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Marilyn knew what was up

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you guys, as you can see tumblr changed and its making small gifs hella big. all you need to do is add a blockquote next to it so it won’t be optimized to whatever resolution and it will stay to its original size.

this is the blockquote:

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i'm getting off and hopefully everything can be completely moved to ncvacane and i'll start replying from there tomorrow

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okay we’ll see if i actually use this or if i just change up my actual indie ( starshxnes ) but for now, i’m going to at least put in my muses and try to follow as many people as i can from my old indie. btw, i’m still keeping threads and verses that i have on starshxnes so if i do end up using this and using starshxnes as an archive but you don’t want to keep our thread/verse just message me and i’ll drop it.

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"Fuck. Why can't they sleep through the whole night?" The male made his way over to the door where the female was after sliding pajama pants up his legs. Yawning a few times before scratching his chest. "They're just in that phase where they like me more, you'll be their favorite soon. I think the magazine said that they favoured the mother more because of some like hormones and milk and stuff? I don't know."

"I know, I know. — Uh, it’s almost 2:30." The girl rubbed her eyes and turned on her lamp on the bedside table, grabbing her robe and sliding it onto her arms. She circled their bed, starting to make her way out of their bedroom. "Hm, I don’t know. They seem to want more attention from you instead of me, so that magazine might be wrong."

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❛ you do know that means that you can't just randomly give up when things get too hard, right? you have to be at least 80% committed to doing this because if you aren't then what's the point? i don't want to risk losing you because of a consequence that happened because we were being stupid. ❜ anna had no idea how the two were going to raise a child together. everything just felt like a mess to her. just thinking about all of the money they would need to even prepare for this baby did nothing but make her head hurt. this was a mess and she knew it yet, she felt a bit of happiness inside and she wasn't sure if it was happiness that she was going to be a mother in a matter of months or if it was happiness because in the end, joshua promised not to leave her. she loved the male and always hoped that they would last long enough to eventually get married and have kids, she just didn't think the having kids part would be so soon. the brunette got up from her seat to walk over to her phone, quickly texting her manager to get her as many jobs as she can in order to have as much money as the two would need and sat on the floor next to it as she waited in anticipation for them to reply. ❛ how long are we going to keep this from people? because i'm sure my manager will ask me what's happening when i'm starting to show. ❜

❛ no — no, that’s not what i meant exactly, ❜ he shakes his head with the statement. he himself was slightly confused as he has made the conclusion that he was going to stay for anna’s sake yet he knew the nine month ride and eighteen plus years ahead was something he would most likely never get the hang of. he didn’t know how to be a father, didn’t know if he wanted to learn how to become one so soon. not once did he ever think his time to come would include a baby on his arm. joshua knew what her goals and dreams were, he knew what she wanted to be in the future and that by having a baby it was going to be awfully hard to fulfill that dream, that in itself made joshua want to stay even more. i mean, could he truly leave anna after all this time? he did love her before he knew that she was pregnant, just minutes before he was sitting upon the couch as one of the happiest boys around and yet the second he finds out she’s pregnant he wants to leave? he couldn’t. he knew he couldn’t. being the way he is, he would never flat out tell her what she wants to hear, but only slowly but surely hint at what he’s trying to say.  ❛ i helped you made it, them, or whatever, and i’m… i’m going to watch them grow up, that’s what i meant. ❜

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Calum + Good Girls BTS

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               seeing the girl's sleepy grin made matt's reappear on his face. it was almost like an involuntary reflex for matt. every time he sees the girl's smile, looks at her, or even think about her, he just can't help but have the biggest grin on his face. coming back home early was the best idea that matt has made for a while. he knew he couldn't spend another moment being away from josie, he felt like it was impossible. yes, he did have fun spending time with his family again because he hasn't seen them in a while since they live in two completely different countries at the moment and yes, if it was anyone else, he probably would've stayed as long as he was supposed to but like he's repeated to himself many times, it's josie. the girl gave him nothing but love and happiness and he's always delighted to return the favor and to be with her as long as possible. a year away from her was enough, he couldn't stand being away from the girl anymore and he wouldn't. the next time he leaves for a long period of time, he's definitely going to bring the girl with him no matter how much she tells him that he should just go by himself. he listened to the girl's soft voice as he started to run his hands up and down her arms lazily as he moved his head up a bit so the brunette's head could fit. ❛ yeah, i'm here baby. and i missed you like crazy. i promise you that the next time i go to england, i'm bringing you with me. ❜

         she’d always taken pride in the fact that she didn’t really need anyone; those who actually knew her (and not many people did) would attest to the fact that she was vastly independent, declining their offers for help and never showing a single shred of weakness. so really, josie didn’t need matt to come back early. but god, did she want him to. she’d stayed up as late as she could before her body went slack on his bed, curled up tightly beneath the cotton fabric of one of his t-shirts. she’d admittedly been wearing different variations of his clothes since he left if only because she wanted to feel like he was close, but she’d never admit that to him. it’d been heartbreaking when he’d told her that he needed to leave again right after she’d come back, and yet she’d gone an entire year without him so really, what was a week ?? too much, apparently, considering the fact that he was currently on his way home to her. she didn’t know what time it was when she heard someone rustling around the room, but she didn’t bother opening her eyes because she imagined she was just groggy and mid-dream. it wasn’t until she felt the bed dip beside her and his lips pressed to her forehead that she let her eyes open slowly, a slow smile spreading across her mouth and her heart leaping straight out of her chest. ❛ matty. ❜ she grinned, eyes raking over his face because she’d gotten so used to sleeping without him lately that it was almost hard for her to believe that he was really there. ❛ you’re home. ❜ josie quietly cooed, nose nuzzling into his neck while her arms wrapped tightly around his body to keep him close.

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Sometimes my cheeks are too red and I get embarrassed. Sometimes I don’t like my nose, or my hair, or my body, or anything for that matter. I used to be so insecure about every piece of myself and as I’ve grown up and gotten to experience the fact that I’m not the only girl in the world who feels that way, I’ve learned that loving yourself is worth your time. There are days that its hard and there are days you may feel awful because you will never look like that person, think like that person, be like that person, but always keep in mind that that person will never be you.

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I sincerely apologize to everyone who followed me thinking I was a good and quality blog.

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earthquakxs replied to your post:earthquakxs replied to your post: earthquakxs...

i feel ur struggle but omg the biggest pain is choosing a new theme i stg i cnt do this

mE omg bc i want a nice and neat and cute theme but i also don't wanna make it look like i'm stealing someone else's theme idea or whatever bc i get most of my theme inspo from looking at other peoples themes and then i usually use a theme by the same maker or something so it doesn't look like i'm copying

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5 Seconds Of Summer - Good Girls (Behind The Scenes)

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Good Girls - Behind The Scenes

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matt: did you want me to burn the apartment down?? matt: bc i always end up stuttering and forgetting what i was supposed to tell them matt: remember when i accidentally told the pizza guy i loved him?? matt: whatever

snapchat → that one cutie

blair: if im a baby you’re making dinner tonight, blair: no i don’t usually get annoyed it’s just when i have to order food because you won’t.  blair: but i also think it’s cute so it’s okay.

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matt: nah you're just a baby matt: i'll take second prettiest to zayn malik matt: not you though matt: no it's not i swear matt: only bc it involves food matt: wtf how do you get annoyed by my awkwardness??

snapchat → that one cutie

blair: i am a baby. a cute baby. blair: you’re right, i’m sorry you’re not the prettiest. blair: but you’re the second prettiest to meeee blair: no i promise it’s cute. blair: when you make me order the pizza i get all heart eye emoji blair: not all the time i get a lil bit annoyed but sometimes it’s cute!