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I think.....myself and me integrated last night. Not sure how to proceed but fuck it we ball lmao

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Well that's one way to do it

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calling endos and DID fakers delusional or schizophrenic is ableist btw and if you do this and refuse to change you're ableist!!

(this post is not defending endos it's defending psychotic and schizospec people)

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DID actually stands for Dumb Idiot Disorder I think, because tell me how I'm LITERALLY the NEW host, sitting here thinking I'm faking DID because I can read my other alter's minds? Fucking of course I can?? WE SHARE A BRAIN?? AND I'VE ONLY EXISTED FOR A LITTLE OVER A YEAR????

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We had. A very bad episode today. The persecutor was especially vicious and usually we're able to tune her out but this time it really cut deep. Today was very bad. I hope tomorrow is better.

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How it feels when your system is trying to make any important decision

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plural culture is “my childhood wasnt thaaaat bad” i literally have other guys in my head bc it was so bad 🙄 dumbass. (directed at myself in a gentle way)

-wyrm

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Yaas gurl, give us nothing

Amnesia doing its thing

You go girl

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apparently theres 5 threat responses documented now!

from a trauma & dissociation workbook page our therapist shared

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Shoutout to all the hosts who thought arguing with the guys in your head was a normal way of “thinking about things” 😭

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mmm another term...behe

THIS TERM CAN NOT BE USED OR CLAIMED BY ENDOS, THIS IS AN ANTI-ENDO/NONTRAUMAGENIC TERM >:/

keyhost

term and flag made by me!

a keyhost is a host in which they are the "main alter" and rarely can leave front. oftentimes whenever they do leave they always come back in a short amount of time, as if they are bound to the front room/control room. this is similar to being permanently frontstuck, though not quite.

other alters tend to have to control the body through the keyhost, so outwordly it can seem like the keyhost is doing or saying something, when really it is another alter.

without key symbol

i havent seen any terms like this, other than an antiendo one that has some similarities so i made my own thing! tell me if this has already been done aha..

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Plural culture is nobody shUTS THE FUCK UP!!!!!

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As a kid, when your parents are poor, you're poor. If they don't have money, that means none of you have money. But if someone's parents are rich, that doesn't necessarily mean the kid is. Sometimes rich peoples' kids aren't rich kids, they're just some rich freak's exotic pets that can talk but aren't allowed to.

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Disabled people hear the way you talk about us

That's all.

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plural culture is struggling with "what if im faking" thoughts until i have a full on blackout for what feels like the first time (usually have emotional amnesia and greyouts i think) and i feel like crying in relief. im not alone. im not crazy. i genuinely actually feel like i am not one, im not one person so confused and out of it he thinks that he has a debilitating mental disorder. and i feel bad for feeling so relieved but i really just dont want to be alone anymore. i want to stop thinking that im crazy, that im spoiled and delusional for thinking that my family hurt me and are still actively hurting me–actively hurting us

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Intro Post

Me | Host

Not much to say about me! I'm up front most of the time and will probably be the one posting the most. As far as the system itself, we are traumagenic and professionally diagnosed, but not interested in arguing with people about whether or not they're systems. (Clarification: I'm not pro-endo, I just don't want to go on any witch hunts or fakeclaiming people) This blog is a big step in our trauma recovery journey as only one person in our life plus one past therapist has any knowledge of our existence. This will help us learn how to better talk about it with those who might need to know. I'll talk about anything so don't be shy if you want to reach out!

Myself | Caretaker

You can call me My or Myself. Not as scary as I look. Fronting is exhausting so I just tell Me what to do. Don't expect me to coddle your feelings.

I | Protector

Greetings. You may call me I. I do not have much of an opinion on things, so you may not see me posting often, if at all. Regardless, I believe an introduction is important in the case of special circumstances. Welcome to our blog, please be nice.

Baby Ben | Trauma Holder/Little

Hi everybody!! My name is Benjamin but you can call me Ben and also Baby Ben. I like Naruto and Fruits Basket and Inuyasha and Sailor Moon and roleplaying and cute games!! Dress up games especially because I can make my OCs without having to draw them. xd Ask me anything!!