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steering wheel in one hand, while juggling an iced coffee and doing my make up (I know I know) in the other, all while Billy Joel blasts from my speakers and I rush to work is either very cathartic or very chaotic..

well,

“you may be right, I may be crazy”

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30 years old, still deeply affected by a minute long song from Tangled, hbu?

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the older I get, the more and more I realize that we really are just a result of our childhoods/traumas.

“healing your inner child” really is a thing.

I’m 30 years old

but some days, I’m still the girl who cries because her mom doesn’t say “I love you” or because she commented on my weight or said I was useless.

sometimes, I’m still the little girl who wishes her dad would swoop in and defend me.

sometimes, I still remember crying and sleeping on the cold, hard bathroom floor after having begged a boy to love me.

sometimes, I still feel like a girl waiting and wishing to become a beautiful woman, while picking myself apart in front of the mirror.

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We were together. I forget the rest.

source: annalaura_art

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The Iron Claw (2023)

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What's wrong with you?

Depends on the day

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I used to be a brother.

THE IRON CLAW (2023) dir. Sean Durkin

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:(

THE IRON CLAW (2023) [Is that all you want?] No. Of course not. I wanna be with my family. You know, be with my brothers.

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oh..

JEREMY ALLEN WHITE EW's Iron Claw photoshoot [x]

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PEDRO PASCAL Vanity Fair | July - August 2025

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🥲

I survived because the fuck it we ball inside me burned brighter than the it's so over around me

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the years have made me weird and strange to talk to. but still i must post