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Omg I just remembered part of that dream lmao, I was a spy for whatever reason and was trying to find the child or smth. And when I say mall I mean like a mall mixed with cigarette grandmas apartment and at some point we were in the ceiling. Like a ceiling with the cardboard squares?

Anyway it really is all about that money

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Had a nightmare that was almost a horror movie/game? Starts out with me needed a disguise so I just use a tissue to cover my face? Like I’m coughing or something. And then I sit with some people I know and they get uncomfortably close and get kind of touchy :(. Then I remember that I’m trying to rescue a kidnapped child who kind of looks like a baby Moana? Anyway she has a robot babysitter and this family is posing as her parents so we have to kidnap the babysitter disassemble it to reprogram it to make it bring the child to us and be nonviolent, we get almost caught multiple times so we move the robot to this back room with weird carpet that’s missing patches so you can see the foam under the carpet and then we move back and forth like that for a while, I go off to try and find the child almost get caught and squished by a store aisle because we’re in a mall type area and they’re doing some sort of show or something in one of the stores. I go back we hang out in the back rooms and realize there’s a door with a window the next time we go in and for some fucking reason springtrap is murdering somebody so we pack it up and run down some hallway and down some stairs and I look back there’s now a handprint on the door window but I don’t think spring trap saw us. We go down these stairs and are surrounded by apartment doors in assumingly a basement area and then I wake up. Oh and springtrap was yelling about how it’s always about the money”

Anyway I don’t remember writing this. Lmao

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Copied from my notes app

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Had a nightmare that was almost a horror movie/game? Starts out with me needed a disguise so I just use a tissue to cover my face? Like I’m coughing or something. And then I sit with some people I know and they get uncomfortably close and get kind of touchy :(. Then I remember that I’m trying to rescue a kidnapped child who kind of looks like a baby Moana? Anyway she has a robot babysitter and this family is posing as her parents so we have to kidnap the babysitter disassemble it to reprogram it to make it bring the child to us and be nonviolent, we get almost caught multiple times so we move the robot to this back room with weird carpet that’s missing patches so you can see the foam under the carpet and then we move back and forth like that for a while, I go off to try and find the child almost get caught and squished by a store aisle because we’re in a mall type area and they’re doing some sort of show or something in one of the stores. I go back we hang out in the back rooms and realize there’s a door with a window the next time we go in and for some fucking reason springtrap is murdering somebody so we pack it up and run down some hallway and down some stairs and I look back there’s now a handprint on the door window but I don’t think spring trap saw us. We go down these stairs and are surrounded by apartment doors in assumingly a basement area and then I wake up. Oh and springtrap was yelling about how it’s always about the money”

Anyway I don’t remember writing this. Lmao

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“I would die for them”

“I would kill for them”

Why y’all so keen on destruction? Why are those the only two options in love? I would help build a better world for them. I would look in the mirror and learn myself for them. I would help animals cross the street and pick up something dropped for them. I wouldn’t kill for them because I know that they don’t want me to. I wouldn’t die for them because I know it would hurt them. Also a bullet would go straight through me and now we both die. I guess that’s romantic? I wouldn’t destroy in their name because that would assume that destruction is what they want. But I would be kind because hopefully that kindness reaches them.

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Was talking to myself about how men think women are gold diggers when they ask for $500/mo to support a child (in this economy there’s no way that would support even half a child’s expenses but wtv) and then remembered that they said no to free lunches for children in school because they believe seven year olds should be working for their food. Which is insane because most seven year olds can barely do basic math why tf are we trying to abolish child labor laws? I don’t want children I don’t like children but I also think this is incredibly fucking evil like wtf.

Any way sending my seven year old off to work in the coal mines like a real man /j obviously

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As it is summer and hot asf,

If you take allergy medicine regularly (like daily, I have allergy problems and take extra stuff for it) it will turn your pee bright neon yellow and make you feel very dehydrated.

Of course always stay hydrated, but over hydration is also a problem, don’t drink more than 16 water bottles a day (as per my mti) try not to drink like three in an hour every hour. In general if you feel like your dehydrated but have been drinking a lot of water take a break. Over hydration has the same symptoms of dehydration and is just as deadly

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Will never forget the time me and a girl I used to like were drawing cute little comics together and in my mind it was a super hero comic and she drew us kissing and I drew my character on fire because the villain got me.

Life could’ve been a dream if I had an ounce of a brain.

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Sometimes I forget my mom was the original angry girl and a lot of my anger is hers. And then I listen to her playlist and I’m reminded. Unlike my father’s and my own anger, her anger is justified, but our actions aren’t.

I’m also reminded that if I ever need to listen to a song I don’t have downloaded it’s most likely on her playlist that I downloaded.

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Am I reading into things?

(She sent me photos of her boob decorations? We haven’t talked in years? Wrong number?)

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“Would you love me if I was a worm?”

Girl when we inevitably face death I want my bones to be mixed with yours so one day an archeologist has to put our skeletons back together like a puzzle, inevitably mixing a few of yours with mine and mine with yours. I also think we should haunt people together because that would be so fun to do with you ❤️.

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Kinda odd because usually gas station parking lots are scary, but on bad days sitting in the car and eating gas station food so you don’t have to go home yet is so comforting.

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My worst fear is become like my mom ( stuck with a kid at a young age and slowly losing her health and mind)

Men’s worst fear is me becoming like my mom (strong, independent, smart, good moral compass)

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WHERE IS SHE?

WHERE DID THEY TOOK HER?

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Whoever wrote this, slayed so hard with all these statements, truer words have never been spoken

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Just watched were the millers and unlocked a core memory of watching it and my mom trying to hide my eyes. Unfortunately for her that little peak I got through her fingers was enough for me to be gay

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the self-indulgent fanfiction will continue until morale improves